Chapter 281

She once thought that love is the soul of people who love each other, is to make each other live better and silent dedication, this love is not only moistening themselves, but also moistening those secular heart, can not be a physical opportunity, as long as there is a common frequency in the heart, know how to cherish each other, is a kind of care and care from the heart, no Chinese Li's words, no grandstanding action.

However, after Fu Xinyu's betrayal, she began to doubt her cognition and didn't know much about love. Did she have to have a physical fit to be regarded as love? Is love, love and desire one?

She really doesn't understand and doesn't seem to want to understand

"You can't answer, can you? Don't tell me that love is to let go. It's farting. The person who says this is that she doesn't love deeply enough. If she loves deeply enough, how can she let go? When the person you love has infiltrated into your life bit by bit, you will find how ridiculous it is to let go. At that time, what you think in your heart is nothing but monopolizing him, owning him and letting him remember you. " Xia Hou Ying looked out of the window and prayed with both hands, looking forward to saying.

It's undeniable that Xia Houying is very beautiful. For the sake of Xia houhuan and the love in her heart, she has never been married. She is obviously old enough to be a grandmother. However, due to the proper maintenance and the years of practicing the remnant volume of the basic cultivation skills, the years have not left any trace on her face. Looking carefully, she is in her early 30s There's no big difference between young women in China.

And now make such a prayer, not only won't feel sick, but because she is too devout, looks very comfortable, abnormal aestheticism.

"Don't you think your love is too selfish? Although I don't know what love is, in my opinion, even if you love another person, no matter how you want to possess, you can't hurt the people around him. After all, they are innocent, aren't they? " Ouyang Xiasha listened to Xia Houying's words, but shook her head and sighed.

As for why sigh, actually Ouyang Xiasha is not very clear, is the feeling in Xia Houying's obsession? Is it for the sake of being implicated in this life? Or is it sad for the one who was implicated in the previous life?

But one thing is certain, that is, just because of the wedding at the end of the season, the little yearning for love germinated in Ouyang Xiasha children's shoes was once again ruthlessly strangled, not only strangled, but also buried a big shadow in Ouyang Xiasha children's shoes.

In her view, love is terrible. It will affect the relatives and friends around her. It's just like what Xia Houying did to her, Granny Gan, Xiahou haoxuan and Xiahou haoze when she fell in love with the old man.

Love is blind. The one who lost her heart first is always the one who lost the most. For example, Xia Houying fell in love with the old man. No matter what she paid, even if it was the most beautiful time of a woman, even if it was the end of never marrying, she didn't get the slightest response from the old man.

"Maybe it's selfish not to let go! I also want to learn to let go, this is the best result for me and him, but because I love him too much, so I can't let go of my hand, and I can't do it to him, even if it's just a form, so I can only take the people around him, so as to slightly calm my heart, ha ha, but it's all in the past, now, he has What do you want to do with me? " Xia Hou Ying asked with a smile, as if she didn't feel much about her own ending.