Chapter 519

The schoolbag Wo Okazaki and Xiao Xi, according to the travel route left by Zaomiao and Qiusheng, come to a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, where there is a golden sunflower field.

In the bright sun, the Golden Ocean let the warmth flow from the eyes to the bottom of people's hearts.

Xiaoxi's small figure shuttled through the sunflower field, and everyone was infected by his happy laughter.

However, Xiaoxi accidentally lost a robot toy that Okazaki bought for her in the toy store at the station. Okazaki and Xiaoxi searched in the sunflower field for a long time, but they didn't find it.

"Xiao Xi, forget it. I'll buy you the same one when I go back, OK?" Really can't find, sunset, see time is not early, so Okazaki helplessly gave up.

"That's it." But Xiaoxi is indifferent and still stubbornly wants to find the toy.

Okazaki quietly looked at the sunflower field. Suddenly, he remembered that he had been here!

After he told Xi not to go far, he followed a familiar picture in his memory and walked up a hillside. On the hillside, he saw a woman.

Okazaki was puzzled that the woman called out his name. He didn't know the woman, but there was an indescribable feeling in his heart.

The woman told Okazaki who she was. She was Okazaki's father's mother, Okazaki's grandmother.

It turns out that this is what Zaomiao and Qiusheng quietly do for Okazaki. This is Okazaki's hometown. Zaomiao and Qiusheng ask Okazaki to take Xiaoxi to travel here. Then he informed Okazaki's grandmother about Okazaki.

In order to help Okazaki, even if their daughter has died, they don't have much time to grieve. They helped Okazaki bring up Xiaoxi, and they have been using their own silent efforts to let Okazaki out of the pain. They have done too many things for Okazaki.

In his grandmother's story, Okazaki gradually recalled his forgotten happiness——

Okazaki's parents also fell in love when they were in high school, but the difficulty of college was much higher than now. Falling in love in high school was very common at the beginning.

However, Okazaki's father was not as lucky as Okazaki. Okazaki and Zhu's love was hardly obstructed, but Okazaki's parents were opposed by everyone around them at the beginning - including their respective parents who didn't want them to get married.

therefore. In order to be together, they left their respective homes. That's why she is Okazaki's grandmother, but Okazaki has no impression - because her parents left their families and lost contact. Okazaki's childhood memory did not leave any impression of relatives.

I don't know if it's because of the audience or the family atmosphere of the island country. The story of ad doesn't describe Okazaki's father's family. Okazaki didn't know his grandmother, and the connection between her grandmother and her father was never expressed. This problem was never explained, and it was covered up and ignored by the moving of AD.

As for the description of the family in AD, if we don't explain why Okazaki's father and grandmother don't contact each other, the image of Okazaki's father is slightly vague and not full enough. Family feelings are also weakened here.

So he Chen made a brief revision to the story here - it's really very brief, just a few lines added. These stories have happened in China and even all over the world: because of the opposition of the family. Leading to elopement.

It's very normal and reasonable. It also greatly enriches Okazaki's father's image. At the same time, it explains Okazaki's father's family problems and why Okazaki doesn't know his grandmother.

As he left his home at the beginning, his parents had already forgiven him many years later, waiting for his rebellious son to come home. It further sublimates the feeling of "home" and highlights the most important theme of AD.

No regrets. There is no flaw left.

Okazaki's parents started their lives in a small apartment, guarding their loved ones. Although there was a lot of pressure in life, it was the happiest time for them.

Isn't this just Okazaki's short but happy life?

In this little happiness, Okazaki was born. However, the happiness didn't last long. Okazaki's mother died of a car accident.

For the father who eloped for love and happiness, his father must have put everything on his mother. Okazaki, who had the same experience, felt deeply about it. It was almost an accident that put him into the dark abyss and could not cheer up.

Okazaki still can't get up and paralyze himself with his work. Even Hsiao doesn't want to see him - because when he sees Hsiao, he will think of Zhu, and the wound in his heart will crack again.However, under such circumstances, Okazaki's father did not completely fall into despair - because at that time, Okazaki was still young.

"The child must be brought up by hand!"

With this belief, Okazaki's father took Okazaki's little hand and set foot on the journey. Since then, Okazaki's father has worked hard in his life. He has been dismissed many times, and even so, he has never let go of Okazaki's hand.

With only a little money, buy Okazaki players and let him eat snacks.

For Okazaki, he sacrificed all his luck and chances of success.

Although sometimes very harsh to Okazaki, very rough, but all this is to bring Okazaki up. However, for Okazaki's father, it was a very hard life. In order to get rid of the bitterness of work, I used to drink to relieve my worries. I had a big fight with Okazaki because I was drunk.

Even so, Okazaki's father still chose to live with him.

Okazaki remembers everything. It's not his resentment against his father, but his happiness in living with his father, which he has forgotten. He often buys snacks for him and goes for a walk hand in hand

In his growing up, what he remembered most about his father was not the memories that made him happy and happy, but the deep resentment towards his father!

Why?

Why can forget those small but happy memories, but only remember to let oneself feel unhappy resentment?

Okazaki suddenly wants to shed tears. It's not that his family is not warm, but that he has forgotten the "warmth" of his family

This simple scene, also let fans suddenly wake up.

There are many happiness in people's life. These happiness are not strong or exciting. They are plain and ordinary, just like the air, wrapping people.

Maybe it's because people live here and are used to such happiness that they are paralyzed by happiness. It's just the so-called saying that they don't know happiness in happiness.

People's memory of pain is far more profound than happiness. It's like touching a nail. The stimulation of pain will make people's body remember it forever. However, happiness is the air. It's just around. If you don't feel it with your heart, you can never touch it.

Only when we lose, will we understand that these happiness is hard won.

But when lost, can you find such happiness again?

Maybe, maybe not.

However, life is not a game, there is no S / L * *.

It's better to treat life with heart and feel happiness all the time around you than to wait until you lose it.

Fortunately, Okazaki's awakening is not too late

"Okazaki, do you think Naoko is an incompetent father?" Grandma asked Okazaki, who has grown up to be a father.

Okazaki lowered his head, with a soft smile, shook his head and said seriously, "no, I'm more incompetent than him."

Almost the same experience, but his father never abandoned him under such circumstances. However, he abandoned himself and Zhu's daughter Xiaoxi and put them in the home of Zaomiao and Qiusheng for five years!

He evaded everything, with the choice to face all the difficulties in life of his father, he is so weak, so useless.

"It's the same with your father. He's weak and useless. But even so, I will do my best for you. I'm proud of that child. As a man, he may have many failures, but as a father, he's amazing. " Okazaki's grandmother said gently.

Okazaki was absorbed in looking at the horizon, which made the whole sky seem like a burning sunset. His father, like this sunset, burned up his vitality and brought him light and warmth. Although he sometimes felt hot and burning, he scattered the darkness of his world.

The sun is about to set and will rise tomorrow. However, his life has been burned out for his father, but there will not be another "rise" day.

Okazaki looked back and said to grandma seriously, "I think so, too."

At this moment, the ice between Okazaki and his father finally melted. He really understood his father from the bottom of his heart. When he became a father, he felt his father's greatness and difficulty.

For his father, he has changed from resentment to guilt.

He thought of his father, himself, Zhu and Xiaoxi.

At this moment, Okazaki finally no longer escape, eyes no longer confused and pain, he finally came out from that day five years ago, his father will fall, now it's his turn to use his life to bring light and warmth to Xiaoxi!Joanne looks at her parents, whose family has found their happiness because of AD.

Now it's Okazaki's turn to start his happiness.

"Okazaki's parents are just like me and you." Joanne's parents said with emotion.

The story of Okazaki's parents told by Okazaki's grandmother is shared by both of them. At the beginning, it was very difficult, the pressure of life, the pressure of psychology, but now they have all turned into the most precious and happiest memories.

However, there are still some things that can't be solved

"This year, let's go home for the New Year!" Joanne's mother put down the phone and rubbed the corners of her eyes. Her eyes were a little red. A beautiful smile was on her face.

The knot seems to have been untied（ (to be continued)