Mu Xianguang sat beside her and wanted to look at her forced smile. Suddenly he couldn't go on.

On pins and needles.

Mu Xianguang found that he had never had such a hard time before. He wanted to comfort her, but he couldn't say a word. He lifted the quilt and got out of bed again. He stood by the window for a while, turned around and walked towards the door.

“……”

Bai Shuya sat on the bed and looked at him for some reason.

Isn't he going to talk about it?

Suddenly, mu Xianguang came back, opened the chair beside her hospital bed and sat down. He almost exhausted his strength to look at her. His eyes were very red and soaked in blood.

Seeing him like this, Bai Shuya suddenly didn't know what to say.

Mu Xianguang sat there and pursed his lips. His breath was not very stable. He reached for her hand and held her slender white hand in his hand. Looking at her, he said, "wife, I asked Mr. Li. He said that if you have an operation, you can live for ten years."

"That's in the best way, isn't it?" Bai Shuya said lightly that he would respond to changes with constancy. Let's have a look at his reaction. "I've thought about it." Mu Xianguang looked at her seriously. "There's no doubt about Li's level. He said that there must be ten years in ten years, and then medicine will be more developed in ten years. If I take good care of you, you can last another five years, and add up to 15 years, right?"

“……”

So?

Bai Shuya still didn't understand him.

"In fifteen years, Jingluo will be an adult. If we can teach him, we can teach him. Then he can take charge of himself. We can leave at ease, can't we?"

Mu Xianguang said, "so, you have to work hard for your son."

Bai Shuya sat on the bed and looked at him. He couldn't recover for a moment. After a while, he said, "I "Who are you?"

We, what do you mean?

Hearing this, mu Xianguang pulled out a smile that was uglier than crying. "Why are you so surprised? You're not going to leave me alone, are you?"

Bai Shuya's eyes vibrated and looked at him dully. His voice suddenly became dumb. "Mu Xianguang, what are you talking about?"

"I didn't say anything stupid. I thought about it. Fifteen years, fifteen years will be enough." Mu Xianguang clenched her hand and eagerly instilled his own idea into her, "fifteen years, there are more than 360 days in a year. No matter what you want to do, we can do it in time. If you think about it, there is nothing terrible about incurable diseases, right? It's just that I

know the countdown in advance. "

He's afraid she's scared, he's afraid she's scared.

He desperately wanted to tell her that incurable disease was no big deal.

"I can't last 15 years."

She said.

"You've got to hold on!" Mu Xianguang almost hysterically roared out, staring at her and said, "think about your son, Jingluo is still so small, what can we do if we don't support him?"

Then, aware of his gaffe, he lowered his head in some chagrin, put his forehead on her hand, and gasped heavily.

"Do you want to go with me?"

Bai Shuya understood his meaning and his voice trembled slightly.

Smelling speech, mu Xianguang raised his head to see her and naturally asked, "is that not so?" She looked at him and said calmly after a few seconds of silence, "Mu Xianguang, in fact, we are far less thrilling than the second brother and Lin Yi. Some of them are just mutual support between husband and wife, not to mention sharing life and death. After I leave

, you can get married again and have a daughter you especially want."

"What do you do?"

Mu Xianguang asked.

"I..."

"You're so timid. When you get home, you'll feel uneasy as soon as the light is turned off. When you go to ask the old man to say hello, you have to make a draft in your stomach first."

Mu Xianguang laughed at her with her eyes. "I'm still around. If you go to such a strange place alone, it's just that you don't have a soul. If you really have a soul, who can you lean on when you are afraid?"

He said it so lightly.

Bai Shuya looked at him, his heart like a heavy thump, stuffy, "Mu Xianguang, we are talking about death, not I go far away."

Death is not so easy.

"You're afraid that you should answer me for 15 years, and then I won't dare to go with you?" Mu Xianguang glared at her, "don't worry, when it's almost time, I'll go in front of you, and I'll explore the way for you."

His eyes were red and sincere.

“……”

He's not kidding.

Not at all.

Bai Shuya looked at him, tears suddenly fell and ran down her face.

Seeing this, mu Xianguang raised his hand to caress the tears on her face, "how, now I'm not so afraid, is it?"

His palm was cold, and he didn't know how scared it would be, but now he was trying to eliminate her fear.This is beyond Bai Shuya's imagination.

She thought that he was

She rubbed her face gently on the palm of his hand and asked, chokingly, "what about your daughter's dream?"

"Next life, what else can we do?"

Mu Xianguang said with a smile.

"Mu Xianguang, you don't have to. Your life can be restarted at any time..."

"You're gone. What else can I do?"

Mu Xianguang interrupted her and looked at her incomprehensibly, "wife, what's the matter with you today? Do you say all these inexplicable words? When I married you, I just wanted your life. What else could I do? "

When I married you, I just wanted your life.

I see.

He never said it.

Bai Shuya couldn't hold on any longer. He threw himself into his arms, hugged him, and climbed onto his back with both hands. "Mu Xianguang..."

"Call me husband!"

Mu Xianguang hugged her tightly and continued to comfort her without knowing the truth. "In a word, you don't have to be afraid of anything. If you have me with you, if you really don't have 15 years, there are Ying Hannian and Jiang Qixing, they can't lose our son, can they?"

This is to remove all her concerns.

Stupid.

What a fool.

Bai Shuya found that she had no grievances in an instant. She held him and said, "Mu Xianguang, it's true that I'm not pregnant."

"Don't say that again. If I didn't want my daughter, I should have had a comprehensive examination last time I came to the hospital." Only a pregnancy test was done.

He is dying of remorse.

"The incurable disease is false."

"Wife, you believe me, no matter what happens What? "

Mu Xianguang suddenly let him go, red eyes staring at her, "what do you say?"

"I'm just gastritis, not a terminal disease."

Looking at his appearance, Bai Shuya was moved and funny. He raised his hand to wipe his tears and said, "I lied to you." "Lie to me? Why are you lying to me? " Mu Xianguang didn't know what he had done wrong. His head couldn't turn around for a moment. He was frozen there. "Is the incurable disease fake? No surgery? You're not going to die? "