Chapter 255

Jing Hanfeng: "he can't imagine that, compared with the general working class, the Qiao family can be regarded as a rich family. Even if he is cruel and eccentric, he can't guarantee his eldest daughter even the most basic food. What an irresponsible father is that? Qiao Wanxi bends her legs up again, holds her knees in both hands, puts her chin on her knees, and curls up in a ball. This movement can always give people a little sense of security“ I remember that since my mother died, I never went into the restaurant at home. In fact, I never understood that when my mother was alive, my father still loved me very much, but from the day my mother died, how could my father... Even no longer want to look at me. I get up every morning to go to school on an empty stomach. When I come home from school in the afternoon, I can only stay in my own room, because my father doesn't want to see me. As soon as he sees me, he endlessly criticizes me. He doesn't stand or sit right. Even if I drink water, he doesn't like it. I can only stay in my own room, pretending that there is no me in the family, but when it comes to dinner, no one will go upstairs to call me. Fortunately, there is an aunt Qin, who is waiting on people. After three meals, she will cook bowl noodles for me. But all the servants at home except aunt Qin were hired by Lu Zili after she got married, so sometimes aunt Qin couldn't even get the noodles, so... "Qiao Wanxi tightened herself up again and shook her body slightly“ Aunt Qin can only take some of the rest of the food for me. It's basically cold. Sometimes, if I have more, I will eat it even if I die. Sometimes, if I have less, or even no food at all, I can only be hungry. So I grew up hungry. Since then, I have developed a habit of eating as much as I can when I have something to eat. I always like what I see. At that time, I was the happiest when I went to my uncle's house in winter and summer vacation. My uncle's house was always harmonious and warm, and I would make a lot of delicious food every day. Later, I gradually grew up, but when I was a child, how could I get rid of the habit so easily? So until now, as long as there is food in front of you, you can't wait to eat it. Maybe... It's because you don't have a sense of security. Subconsciously, you always feel that if you don't take advantage of the opportunity to eat quickly, you may be hungry tomorrow. "“ Ha ha... "With that, Qiao Wanxi smiles awkwardly. She feels ashamed to say this in front of Jing Hanfeng. In fact, many times, the more in front of admirers, the more afraid of their imperfection. But she wanted to say it again, because she felt that Jing Hanfeng would not look down on her, and also because she was willing to show him her deepest scars. Jing Hanfeng remembers that when he was in the army, some comrades in arms with very poor families had heard them talk about their families. They always said that even if their families were poor, even if their parents were hungry, they would leave the best food for them. It's the first time for Jing Hanfeng to see a father like Qiao Zhongyu. With a long sigh, Jing Hanfeng reaches out and grabs Qiao Wan Xi into his arms. His voice was so light that only Qiao Wanxi could hear it, but it was so firm that it was like a rock.