Chapter 564

The three members of the family haven't been together so warmly for a long time. I don't know whether it's because Gao Ren's words have relaxed his wife's heart, or because yingzi's depressed mood in recent months has been catharsis and calmed down a lot.

"You eat first, and I'll feed Xiao ren'er later." seeing that Gao Ren didn't move, yingzi sat on the edge of the bed and watched him feed his son rice paste. She couldn't help urging him to say, "come on, I'm ok. Just now I seem to have lost my head. Don't worry, Gao Ren. I won't be like this any more. In fact, I'm dumb, Even if he's dumb, he's my son. Even if I support him all my life, I won't do stupid things any more. "

Gao Ren nodded, hugged his wife, and said in a positive way: "yingzi, believe me, I will make Xiao ren'er better. Maybe it won't be long before Xiao ren'er can cry. Don't be discouraged. Let's work hard together. If we can't cure it, as you said, we will raise Xiao ren'er for a lifetime."

Yingzi doesn't stop her work. She feeds Xiao ren'er rice paste and tears silently. She is deeply moved. It's good for a remarried woman like her to have food and clothing, but she doesn't win. She gives birth to a son who can't speak. She wants to die.

But when she thought of Xiao ren'er, she couldn't do it. "I'm sorry, Xianggong. It's me who's dragging you down, so you shouldn't marry me. I'm an ominous person, or I won't kill my ex husband. Now Xiao ren'er is born again. The most damned person should be me. If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have to live so hard and run for our mother and son, I've lost all the money in my family. I... i... wuwuwu... I'm sorry... "

"What are you talking about?" Gao Ren pulled his wife over and let her face him. He repeatedly stressed: "you're not wrong. It's not your fault that your ex husband died. He was arrogant and wanted to get more. He lost his life. And how nice Xiao ren'er is. You see, Xiao ren'er is almost half our length in less than three months, which is a good thing and a good omen, What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you? "

"But..." yingzi looked at the way she was still ready to eat with her. Her smile really made her unable to discard it. "But if it wasn't for me, Xiao ren'er might be able to play, run, speak and cry like a normal child, instead of laughing and crying like now..."

Gao Ren forced his wife to look at herself, as if to hypnotize her, and repeatedly explained to her, "you are not wrong, and Xiao ren'er is not wrong. I am the one who is wrong. I should not continue to be such a coward, and I should no longer abide by the damned precepts. All this is my fault. If you have to find someone to blame, blame me, All the mistakes are on my back. As long as you stop thinking, everything will get better. Believe me, believe yourself, and believe that Xiao ren'er's life shouldn't be like this, OK

Yingzi didn't know what Gao Ren meant. He just subconsciously thought that Gao Ren wanted to make him feel at ease and stop messing around. So he quickly wiped away the tears on his face and said, "no, no, I won't mess around any more. After that, I'll take good care of Xiao Ren. You concentrate on what you want to do, no matter what you do, I will support you. I just hope you don't dislike me and Xiao ren'er. "

"Nonsense, how can you and Xiao ren'er be my burden?" Gao Ren corrected his wife and said, "you and Xiao ren'er will always be my pillar, and they are my efforts and perseverance. Without you, I am a useless person. Without you, I will probably do nothing like before and muddle through my whole life."

"Xianggong..." yingzi holds xiaoren'er and leans to Gaoren's arms. Everything is in silence.

After lunch, Xiao ren'er has eaten and slept. Yingzi is cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks. Seeing that Gao Ren also helps, he refuses to say: "don't, go and have a rest. Just wait for me to come. You haven't had a lunch break with Xiao ren'er for a long time. You've done all the work at home. I'm sorry."

Gao Ren didn't care. He folded the bowl and put away the chopsticks. He moved faster than his wife skillfully. "You go to have a rest. After the month of confinement, he took Xiao ren'er running around for medical treatment. Don't fight with me today. After a good rest, I'll take you and Xiao ren'er to see the young master and let him make a good diagnosis for Xiao ren'er."

"You went to find the young man?" Yingzi asked incredulously, "how can that young master say that?"

Yingzi is a little excited, and his voice can't help raising it. Gao Ren is worried that his excitement will wake Xiao ren'er up. He immediately reminds him: "Shh... Keep it down. Xiao ren'er has just fallen asleep. Don't wake him up. I haven't seen him eat so well and sleep so sweet for a long time."

Yingzi responded and immediately covered his mouth with both hands. No matter whether Gao Ren's hand was still holding a bowl and chopsticks, he pulled it out of the room and quickly walked to the kitchen. He couldn't wait to ask, "how can you say that young master? Can you say that Xiao ren'er can cure it? When can the young master start to treat Xiao ren'er? We... "

"Yingzi," yingzi's reaction is a little too big, which makes Gao Ren feel difficult. It's not that she wants to pour cold water on her, but it's often beyond her control. So she immediately corrects the beautiful fantasy in his wife's heart and says, "that childe said that everything needs to be checked before a conclusion can be made. It may be congenital..."

On hearing this, yingzi stepped back two steps unsteadily until his back touched the wall. Meanwhile, Gao Ren quickly threw his chopsticks aside, helped him and said, "but you don't have to worry too much. The young man said that even if he is really dumb, he can make Xiao ren'er speak out, so don't worry too much“

"Really?" Yingzi just thought that it was his Xianggong who coaxed him. Don't let him do stupid things. He didn't expect that it was yesterday's childe who said that. In this way, xiaoren'er would be saved. "Xianggong, you really didn't cheat me? Can Xiao ren'er really speak out in the future? But is it really the case? Am I dreaming? "

In fact, Gao Ren himself is not sure, but Ouyang qinshao doesn't look like a liar, and if they want to get the secret code from him, they can't cheat him, otherwise they won't get what they want.

Therefore, Gao Ren chose to believe in Ouyang qinshao's ability. Of course, this is what he wanted in his heart. He hoped that it was true and that his son could really speak.

In fact, yingzi couldn't accept it. At the beginning, he was the same as yingzi, but he was a man. He couldn't let his weakness defeat him. Yingzi and xiaoren'er needed him to support them. So he went to the back and pretended to be nothing, and no longer faced xiaoren'er's problem.

It's just that Ouyang qinshao and Ouyang qinshao held down the price for selling information yesterday. When they saw his wife coming back in a mess, their anger broke out.

However, yingzi's obstruction was due to the relationship between other Japanese people. He still chose to give in again. He couldn't do it because he had his own family mission to protect. For this, he had to endure, give in again and again, and didn't cause trouble again and again.

In the end, however, he was humiliated again and again. Now that he has figured it out and made up his mind that heaven and earth are not benevolent, why should he stick to this rigid rule?

If you don't even have a wife and children, this mission can't continue to be passed on. Since they are all dead, it's better to let go. Maybe the Japanese people can have a chance to blow their heads and live a loathing life like ants. They will be spurned and driven everywhere.

Of course, no one knows his secret, yingzi or even the whole Japanese. This is why when Ouyang qinshao and Beitang Junhao were not shocked at all when they saw his face changing, they immediately became alert, worried that the other party was coming for the secret code and was prepared.

It's a pity that the other party doesn't seem to be interested in the secret dictionary. Gao Ren can't help but wonder. He doesn't know whether to believe them or not.

However, after yingzi tried to kill xiaoren'er and commit suicide together, Gao Ren made up his mind. "Yingzi, when xiaoren'er wakes up, we will go to the young master and ask him to see xiaoren'er. As long as he can cure xiaoren'er and let me do anything, I will never complain, You and Xiao ren'er are suffering with me. "

Gao Ren can't find out the true identities of Ouyang qinshao and Beitang Junhao, but he can be sure that they are from Kyoto. From the perspective of Hu Ying's purpose, their identities must not be low, so the only bargaining chip Gao Ren can take out to trade with them is the secret code of the Japanese.

Just after Gao Ren and yingzi discuss, Ouyang qinshao is discussing with Beitang Junhao how to arrange Hu Ying to leave pingchi and return to Kyoto safely.

Of course, the safest solution is to let Ouyang qinshao go back to Beijing first, and there is no need to rush back. After Hu Ying is taken out of the government, Yanmen people will ride back to Kyoto.

In the face of such an arrangement, Ouyang qinshao didn't want to, but there was no way. Today, she really couldn't ride a horse, and couldn't be too bumpy, so she had to promise, "well, I'll go back to Beijing with the Chu escort tomorrow. After receiving the news from the Rui palace, you can catch up with me, and the escort will be arranged by your people."