When I knocked down the last character of the book, what gushed out of my heart was not the joy of loss or liberation, but a picture of Victoria Harbor. The waves rolled. The protagonist in my book who could not see clearly stood by the Victoria Harbor and looked into the sky and sea. At a moment, he turned back and smiled at me. The picture turned yellow and stopped.

I have a quirk, that is

When writing a book, you need to find a song as BGM, and then no matter how many words this book is written, as long as you write this book, you only listen to this song.

The BMG I chose was Zhong Zhentao's "let everything go with the wind", which was replaced by Gao Shaohua's version in the middle of writing. So far, it was this song that accompanied me from the first character to the last character. When I wrote the whole story, the pictures in my mind were yellowing, just like old photos.

This book has been continuously written for so long, but in fact the number of words is poor. I'm really sorry. I have never had the face to face my lovely readers. No matter what achievements this book has achieved, it is not how excellent the author is, but that I have such a group of friends who are both teachers and friends to me.

As for why the book ended and did not continue to write, in fact, Hong Kong is too small. If a new map is opened, it is difficult not to touch some sensitive restrictions according to my writing style, so just finish the book. Otherwise, if it is really written, Malaya may not be independent of Singapore at that time, Most of them need more countries such as Sabah or Sarawak. In addition, due to their limited writing style, if they really write, I'm afraid they won't look very good.

If this book is for myself, I recognize my writing direction. I can't write about tycoons and rich people, because I don't have such a high vision, and I haven't seen the world in the eyes of those people. I'm a little person from the bottom. I've picked up garbage, slept in the park, tried not to eat for three days, and fed my hunger with tap water. I can't imagine being drunk and hugging, The picture of gargling with shark's fin, so maybe I write about the struggle of some small people. When they are at the bottom, they may still look good. Therefore, in the future, I still write less about the struggle history of tycoons and rich people. First, I haven't seen it, and second, I'm too tired.

Writing this book of more than 1 million words, I almost turned over more than 100 books about the era of Hong Kong, and even specially collected a map of Hong Kong in the early 1950s. After reading so many books, I found that many of them were useless. I was so depressed.

In recent years, as an author, I was really unqualified. As a middle-aged ordinary person, I also encountered a middle-aged crisis like others. Fortunately, I managed to carry it, at the expense of the quality and update speed of my works.

As for whether I regret or not, there is no way to measure. For me, maybe I can write stories, but if I don't support those people and things, they may not be there, and I won't be in the mood to write stories anymore.

That's it. The ending is actually very hasty. The main thing is to write down so many words at the end at one breath. The back of my mind is numb. I didn't carefully modify and adjust it. I just sent it directly. I'll fix it slowly when I have time later.

As for the new book, there are several directions, which may need to be carefully finalized with the editors. It may be the story of urban police and bandits fighting wits, brave police and arresting criminals, the red story of the protagonist provoking the struggle of the youth gang Hongmen and raising funds and materials for the Anti Japanese war, or even the realistic drama of three men in this era in the decades of reform and opening up. In short, No matter which is the final one, I can only promise that I will try my best to write wonderful subjects, not wonderful subjects, but only non wonderful authors.

If it's fast, the new book may be uploaded in the last month or two. If it's slow, I'll inform you of the progress in time. Yes, I'll roll back to the group and apologize to you sometime.

In this way, I bow to you here. This story comes to an end. I'll see you next time in the Jianghu.