If you enjoy it and want to live a bitter life again, it will not be a common suffering.

In my mind, I will keep thinking about how well I had lived before. Now I am so miserable that I can hardly live.

Qi yingmeng is young and is spoiled to grow up at home. If there is no accident, he should still go to school.

When he got here, he couldn't go to school and had to work. Qi yingmeng always thought that the adult world was far away from him, but now he has to work.

I want to earn money to support my family.

Can't read, work?

She is still a child.

Yu binglan saw that Qi yingmeng didn't want to, and said directly, "you don't see those little girls in the street, who are eight, nine and ten years old, selling things along the street with baskets."

"You are sixteen or seventeen. Can't you do that?"

"If we don't work, we can't live. We don't have food. We are hungry every day."

Qi yingmeng couldn't resist. He almost cried and looked at Yu binglan stubbornly. "What do you do then?"

"Of course, I paint. I paint portraits on the streets."

In a word, the family of three discussed that Qi yingmeng was going to the Chinese restaurant to find a job as a waiter.

There are also Chinese restaurants here. They make some Chinese food for Chinese people and some foreigners who taste it.

As for Qi Hongchang, go to the factory.

Qi Hongchang refused to work in the factory. He was an intellectual at best and at worst. How could he be a worker, especially a worker.

It was squeezed and exploited.

But Yu binglan asked him to try. If he couldn't do it, he would change his job.

If they don't make any more money, they will be kicked out.

I rented a very small house. The landlord was a fat woman. She stared at them all day as if they were going to steal something.

That kind of discrimination looks like a shadow, often hear fat woman mouth spit discrimination insults.

But they have no choice but to bear it so much that they are afraid that the landlord will drive them out directly, that is, to sleep in the street.

Grab a place with those tramps.

A family of three in a small room, Qi Hongchang and Yu binglan want to do something between husband and wife, there is no way.

Only when Qi yingmeng falls asleep can he sneak around and do things in a rustle.

Qi yingmeng is also very embarrassed. Even though their voices are small, they can be heard.

Why do you want to go abroad to suffer? Remember to put it in a big room at home, with a separate room and someone to wait on.

Unlike here, I live in a cramped room, and there are still three people. I get along with each other from morning to night every day. In the room, I have to lean over to let people pass.

What is this called.

Even if life in China is no longer good, it is better than this.

What's the food here? Even at home, my mother made a little deduction, but there are several dishes for three meals a day. Even stir fried vegetables are better than these cold bread.

It's really not delicious to put something strange on the bread.

And sometimes the cheap bread is a bit moldy. In a word, the taste is really not so hard to swallow.

She's homesick, she's homesick, she's homesick, she's homesick, she's homesick, she's homesick, she's homesick, she's homesick, she's homesick, she's homesick, she's homesick, she's homesick, she.

In my own country, I can eat delicious Western food, but when I go abroad, I never have a chance to eat it again.

Qi yingmeng wept silently. If she could choose, she would choose to be with her mother instead of making a light bulb.

Father and Yu binglan are the closest. She is an outsider.

If they are with their mother, they are close relatives who are closely related.

Every night, Qi Ying felt lonely and wanted to cry.

The next day I will start to work hard for my livelihood.

Once everything seems to be heaven, is a dream.

She often thought that without Yu binglan, her father and mother were still together, there would be no umbrella in this family, and then there would not be so many things.

She would not have gone abroad and come to this foreign land without relatives.

She is still a young official, still living in a spacious mansion, still in a bright school, reading and writing, braiding, wearing small leather shoes, pleated skirts, cheongsam and school uniform.

Because of the arrival of Yu binglan, all things have changed. Qi yingmeng's heart hates Yu binglan more and more.

Especially in the work of any problem, the more I hate Yu binglan.

Qi yingmeng was lucky enough to be a waiter in a Chinese restaurant. Seeing that she was a little girl and a national, the Chinese restaurant let her work here.

In addition to serving dishes and greeting the guests to clean the table, when there are no guests, Qi yingmeng has to clean and wash the dishes.

It's nothing, especially for those who come to dinner. Many of them are vicious and vicious. They don't even give tips.Even to Qi yingmeng whistle, mouth say low. Level down. Flow of words, and even to her hands and feet.

Qi yingmeng can't help it. In order to survive, he has to bear it. When the day is over, he will return to the cramped room and eat bread that seems to be broken.

This kind of life is really suffocating.

But these are her choices. Qi yingmeng just wants to cry.

The faces of the three men were tired and stressed.

Old and tired.

Yu binglan's aura and elegance seem to be gone.

Yu binglan, who paints with his soul, has no business recently.

Now the great depression, who would have this leisure to make a self portrait.

It's better to take a picture in a photo studio than painting. It's much more foreign than painting.

And sitting still let people draw, take pictures of the painting, a few seconds to finish.

In order to survive, there is no such leisure.

So soul painter Yu binglan found for the first time that every painting here appreciated her spirit.

Business is not, but there are men coming up, want to spend some money with Yu binglan to applaud for love.

I was so angry that binglan was about to explode. The foreigner who was refused was dazed. Why don't you agree to set up such a stall?

You love what I want. If you don't want it, I don't want it.

It's just that it's an oriental face. I've never made an oriental face before. I'd like to have a taste of it.

At this time, the pressure of survival is great. Cheap big beer and girls are the way for men to relieve the pressure.

In fact, the Oriental face is not beautiful in the eyes of these foreigners, the outline is not prominent, and the face is not three-dimensional.

Yu binglan is really not beautiful in the eyes of these foreigners.

As for Qi Hongchang, in the factory where the machines are rumbling, it's fatal. After a day's work, I feel like I'm going to die. I can't get up again in bed.

Qi Hongchang felt that he was going to be deaf.

In a word, the three people who want to survive in a foreign country are very regretful and regret coming here.