Chapter 1152

"After only one night's thinking, you are ready to lose me - if I have only such a little weight in your heart, should you and I beat you to death?"

I don't know if sister tiger's words are right or wrong. I don't know whether I should cheat her or confess to her. I don't know if I didn't cheat and didn't confess just now. I only know that now, I'm afraid I will lose her! ... cm

my head is now a pool of muddy water, full of big whirlpool, thinking a lot of things, but all the thinking has no direction, chaos in a mess, but I just don't want to let myself even have a little calm, but just want to think more, disperse the Jing force that may be put into thinking about a certain thing. As a result, I don't know me What am I thinking about...

ever since I was a child, I've never been so flustered. I'm the kind of person who can cope with the collapse of the sky. I feel like the sky is falling down. However, I'm not as good as an ant on a hot pot. I'm more like an ostrich eager to plunge my head into the earth It's all given to the buttocks. Of course, the buttocks don't think, so I hate my butt, but I hate my head more, because it can't be as mindless as the buttocks...

I held on to the hope that I felt hopeless and asked, "now? Will I lose you? "

Winter night did not answer, my heart fell to the ground like a shock, like ice like crack broken, hands and feet cold almost unconscious, and spread to the whole body, I don't know what is taking away my strength, but I know that I like a paralyzed person on the bed, and at any time may slip under the bed posture is not elegant and very promising, but I can not move, do not want to move On the winter night when the bathroom door was almost naked, he held his arms in his arms and looked at me with disappointment, as if he felt the same cold as me.

Yeah, she's colder than me. I made her cold.

Look how ridiculous my question is, it's even more ridiculous than I want to let my buttocks know how to think. He + Ma +... I laughed, maybe I did. I couldn't feel my expression at all. The fact that I was going to lose the winter night made all the parts inside and outside of my body frozen and dead. Only my heart was still beating, beating so fast that it hurt too much I feel that I have reached the edge of suffocation and about to faint, but I still can't get rid of it. This feeling is like a kind of punishment...

I didn't lose love, I just thought I had lost love. Now I understand that, whether it's Ziyuan's leaving without saying goodbye or after being cheated by Murphy, it can't be regarded as lovelorn. It's over before it starts, even if it's love Can't be called, did not have, talk about how to lose? That's why I understand and understand the real taste of lovelorn...

pain - this is the expression on the face and the lines in the mouth of those leading men and women in love soap operas. Se, the opposite corner of love and frustration, always likes to use this word as an excuse for them to hate because of love, to become mad with jealousy, to be shameless, to resort to unscrupulous means and even to kill people, not for the sake of I used to be so disdainful that I thought those were just the needs of the plot, and there was no love or hatred. Where did the story come from? But the story, is nothing more than the beautification of the reality, or ugliness attack, exaggerated to divorced from reality, that is the product of the illusion. I know that lovelorn will be painful, I also know that some of the pain will be unbearable, but lovelorn is not in this category, it is the so-called end of the world where there is no grass, why single love a flower, without this tree, and the whole forest Lin... I think that because a lovelorn person becomes that kind of virtue, it only exists in the story, but I didn't expect that it really exists in reality. On the contrary, I thought that after breaking up, we should send blessing, and then smile and turn around to leave a free and easy figure, which is more like a fictional story. At least I know that I am certainly not such a handsome man, the original dog blood The emotional drama in the drama is not completely bullshit, and the innocent is not the Chuyuan of sitting in front of the TV set with a nose and tears, but I don't understand why she was moved. I thought I knew love very well, so I didn't know anything...

pain is pain, pain, pain is feeling, pain is taste, lovelorn people, only this feeling, this taste.

I seem to suddenly understand that on the day of breaking up with Mo, why can Duanmu's wife do such crazy things that are not like her, and why she runs away and never see Mo again? She is a proud woman and a woman who cares about Mo as well. She doesn't want and doesn't want Mo to see that he hurt her so much. She married Duanmu Home is not as light as her, but a moment of anger. She is to conceal the truth all her life and take responsibility for the collapse that she couldn't bear the pain of lovelorn. This is for her own sake, and also for mo. she is afraid that she will make Mo Yiran more difficult and self reproach if she can't bear the pain. She is also afraid that Mo will know the truth of that day, and she is not him Her favorite Zheng Xuedong, who is always strong and proud forever... Maybe she lied, or she didn't realize it until today. She may never hate her sister. Her indifference to Zheng Yuqiu is probably just unconsciously trying to set off her love for Duanmu Liushui. The reason why she can tolerate Duanmu Liushui's mistakes is that Duanmu Liushui is the reason why she can tolerate Duanmu Liushui All the mistakes she made were not as good as those she had made in those years. Duanmu Liushui couldn't recognize her father because of her, so she wanted to make up for his debt with double love.I finally seem to understand that Madame Duanmu tried her best to cultivate Duanmu Liushui. Maybe she didn't want others to think that her son was more promising than Wu Xueqing's daughter. She didn't want to let him replace Murphy and become the owner of the wind. Murphy's is really regarded as a ruler by Zheng Xuedong, but the ruler's discretion is not the difference between Duanmu Shuishui and it From Zheng Xuedong's point of view, Murphy is like a passing line. She is worried that her son will fail and will not reach the height expected by his father. Although she will never let Mo recognize Duanmu Shuishui as well...

in the final analysis, Duanmu's contradictory psychology full of self blame and fear stems from the lovelorn she couldn't bear on that day The pain.

I also have a similar impulse, like Madame Duanmu, to rush up and push down the winter night. No matter what means, I want to keep her here and not let her leave me... But I can't do it, not because the winter night Kung Fu is better than me, but the story of Madame Duanmu has told me that the result of doing so will only make the present painful feeling extend to a lifetime, I will regret more things than now, and can not make up for.

"Also right, ha ha, up to now, I still want you to stay with me, can't be regarded as extravagant hope, it's just a dream, wishful thinking, I don't believe in heaven and God, have you, is your blessing, but I don't know how to cherish you, still hurt you..."

standing at the door of the bathroom in my underwear on the winter night glared at me, expression more and more ugly, finally I can't help interrupting: "how much confession do you have? I'm all ears."

Yes, I'm sorry. Is that useful? What's more, it's a matter of knowing why it's wrong? As for the irony of sister tiger, I am not angry or resentful, only ashamed, "I do not want to ask you to forgive me, I am afraid that you will be angry. If you can relieve my anger by beating me, I will kill me..."

"if you want to, I am not willing to do so," the winter night said, "I am Jing Cha, I can relieve my anger, I really beat you to death, I don't have to pay for my life Is it? "

"Then don't beat me to death, save my breath. I just fell downstairs myself..." I didn't mean to laugh. I really wanted to help sister tiger out of her anger. But I thought it was too frivolous. My intelligence quotient was like a missile dropped by air. It fell straight down, and it had fallen to the horizontal line. It went straight into the mud under the sea...

"you don't wonder why I am so sure of your fate Is it true that something happened between fate, rather than bluffing you? "

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