Chapter 705

This page is blank, without a word. To be more precise, the page that should have existed is no longer there. It has been torn. Not only this page, the next page, the next page, and then the next page, have been torn off. At this time, I found that the notebook was not so thin, because nearly half of the pages at the back were so rudely torn off. Fortunately, I was spared There are only less than ten difficult blank pages.

This is an unfinished novel?

Not willing to have no answer? Or do you believe there must be an answer? I don't know what I'm looking forward to, but I carefully look at every blank page at the back. I understand that I don't want this novel to end in such a place. Finally, on the last page of my notebook, I found such a few lines and wrote them in red pen -

life is like a note. In a limited number of pages, there is happiness that I expect to write r> However, the appearance of someone and the disappearance of someone tear up all the blank pages that have not yet been described yet

from then on, happiness has nowhere to write

from then on, dreams come to disillusionment

dreams wake up, are empty, only hate and unwilling in the heart.

Hate her, hate her, hate her!

Blame him, blame him, love him

this seems to be a poem. At the bottom of the poem, there are five words, five big words - I hate Cheng tassel!

I've got it, I've got it all. I'm no longer complaining about Shu Tong's 38, and I'm no longer blaming her for digging out our brothers and sisters. Even if she's not Chu Yuan's teacher, she has enough reasons to question me, blame me, despise me, and pick me up with big ear melon seeds, because she's a cousin of tassel.

I can imagine Shu Tong seeing this After that, I can imagine her surprise, her nervousness, her anger, her disbelief and incomprehension. I know she must have thought a lot, because she has the patience, can sit in front of me calmly, can talk to me calmly, can wait for me to read this note until the last page

If I am Shu Tong, I can't do it If these things happened in this novel, as a person, put into the role of Shu Tong, I would smash this notebook on Murong Yuanyuan's brother's face when I met. Even if it was tolerable at that time, I would still do so after Murong Yuanyuan's brother acquiesced that he had long been aware of his sister's abnormal love tendency.

But Shu Tong did not. She was always calm, and she always tried to suppress her real feelings. Not only did she have a position as a teacher and an educator, but also because she had a position as a friend. More importantly, she stood in my position to think and digest her unexpected discoveries. Otherwise, she could be impulsive and she would not have to deal with me at all Welcome

when I put down my notebook, there were not many guests in the restaurant at this time. Looking at Shu Tong who was sitting opposite me quietly, I said with a bitter smile: "thank you"

Shu Tong, who had been waiting for at least an hour and had not inserted a word, said with a bitter smile: "thank you for what?"

"A lot," I said with a self mocking smile, "maybe the most important thing to thank you for is that you slapped me on the face when you didn't meet?"

Shu Tong shook his head and did not answer. He got up and bought two glasses of coke with ice. He handed me a cup. He held one and banged it with a straw for a long time. He seemed to be thinking about something. He looked up and asked me, "when did you notice it?"

Shu Tong asked, I subconsciously want to pretend confused, can see her clear and serious eyes, I think want to avoid their own is so shameful, so far, I still need to continue to pretend? When do I want to continue to deceive myself?

"I don't know whether you believe it or not. When I doubt Chuyuan, I doubt myself more. I think these are just my own illusions"

"I believe it," Shu Tong said, "if I were you, I would rather believe that I was too thoughtful, because I would not know how to face like you Yes, I'll be as overwhelmed as you are

"Thank you

" and what do you thank? " Shu Tong asked, "thank me for saying that, which makes you feel more at ease?"

My friend's face is hot, but I can't deny it.

"And you? Just like Yuanyuan wrote in the novel, does Murong's brother really like Murong? It's not just the love between brothers and sisters, but between men and women? "

This problem is expected, reasonable, but unexpected. It makes people feel that this problem is beyond the reason. The calm and understanding of Shu Tong before me made me unable to lie to her!

Looking at Shu Tong, I suddenly felt that this natural woman seemed to know me very well. She knew how to let me tell the truth.

what she was slow was only body reaction, not mind.

It seems that the reason why I like Chuyuan and my sister is dull? Just because I always thought I hated her! From the moment she appeared in front of me, I lived in her shadow, she was beautiful, she was excellent, she set thousands of doting in one, and I? I was always compared with her, envied her in the foil, watched her take everything that belonged to me, but I could only continue to pay silently, endure humiliation, for the sake of the old man, for the stepmother, for the family, I smile at her against my heart and endure all kinds of unreasonable quarrelsShe's not my sister. She's a stinky girl who doesn't know anything. She's arrogant, she's narcissistic, she's defiant, she's pretty willful, she's two faced! She never understand my pain, she is always in the harshness of me, her biggest hobby is to find fun in the pain that gives me! She forced me to move out of the house when I graduated from university!

She and stepmother's arrival, so that the father's life is no longer incomplete, complete the father should have all the happiness, but because of her, I lost too much, too much, suffered too much, she is the father's daughter, but she is not my sister, to me, she is just a robber who plundered all of me without knowing it - yes, until she moved here The day before I lived with me, I always thought that all literati should pay for it. I got maternal love from my stepmother, so I have to bear with that girl. I always balance my psychology until I live with that girl.

In the process of getting along with each other day and night, I gradually find that she is unreasonable, more like a kind of coquetry, her mischievous, seems to be a kind of dependence, her laziness, in fact, is only true, her excellence is not God's attachment, but with corresponding efforts to obtain

she is not arrogant, she will be confused for her own secret to be discovered, she will be afraid of making mistakes Fear, she even often because her chest is smaller than the East and worry, because tassels are smaller than her chest and glad that she is so simple, she is so simple, I no longer hate her, I began to care about her, care about her

I don't know from which day, began to get used to the life with her, but I know that this kind of acceptance is a kind of The beginning of the feeling she was looking forward to

because I never really thought that she was my sister, and I found that I didn't want her to leave. Therefore, I like her, but I never dare to admit it or think about it. There is a wall with "taboo" written on gaine, which blocks my courage to take risks! But even if I climb over this big wall, can I find the answer? Not necessarily, because of the fans, because I constantly avoid, avoid, only understand the avoidance of me, never really let myself face this problem!

Now, this big wall has been knocked down by Shu Tong.

Now, I have to really start to face it.

Now, I dare, or say, is forced to give up all concerns to think, I have Chu Yuan, in the end, what kind of feelings?

As a result, I found that I was really confused.

She is not only my sister, but also a lovely girl. I can't part with her like family. After reading this unfinished novel, I want to hold her in my arms, touch her head and comfort her bitterness, but I dare not expose her to my arms because of the palpitation in my heart and the fear that something hidden in my heart will be released

I am afraid We are no longer simple family members, nor are we willing to hide the taboo palpitation from now on

I can't say clearly, I really can't explain

[PS: sorry, something was delayed in the evening, it's too late, let everyone wait for a long time, sin 】

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