Chapter 40 - I Love You Zian

Rong Zian gently smiled and stroked Wu Yange's hand in a coaxing manner but within, chaos was reigning with each word proceeding from his male god. 'If this is a dream then my brain as the most extraordinary imagination. Fuck! More like delusions,' he thought pondering on Wu Yange's confession.

"Unfortunately you blacked out and I couldn't leave you there in the cold, so I took you to my parents' house for the night and took care of you, " continued Wu Yange with a beaming smile.

Rong Zian couldn't help but wish his life would have headed in this direction if he hadn't transmigrated into the past. This was all wishful thinking, being ultimately saved by Wu Yange and ending up having him as his boyfriend. He shook off his thoughts and asked, "So how did you deal with Xia Hua?"

"Oh….that? I simply hacked her phone and exposed her conversations with your stepmother but why are you asking me about this when you already know?" he asked suddenly interrogating Rong Zian with a puzzled look.

Rong Zian nervously chuckled and unskilfully tried to nudge the conversation in another direction, "I just wanted to hear you say it again, it um, makes me feel…..good especially after what just happened, "he gestured with his hand for him to continue, "Please do continue."

Wu Yange glanced at him with a hint of suspicion but pushed the thought at the back of his mind and said, "Reviving that glow on your face was the greatest achievement in my life because with that you stayed by my side but what you weren't aware of was how selfish I was for you. What I once thought as infatuation, spiralled out of control in an instant and I had the desire to possess you completely making you mine. Just being your benefactor was satisfying for a while but I soon realised it wasn't enough but the transition to changing your view of me was too difficult. I almost felt like you would never love me let alone like me. Pursuing you was like grasping at straws but when you finally gave me a chance, I vowed to never let you go. I love you Zian so please don't pay attention to whatever the wind blows at you or at least ask me first before hiding away from me. Do we have a deal?" with such an amorous glance that warmed the cockles of his heart.

Though this was only a dream and possibly a figment of his unconscious desires, Rong Zian found himself vulnerable to these words. His heart pounded against his chest as though trying to escape with his blood rushing to his face as each word escaped Wu Yange's mouth.

All his limbs tensed up as his mind engulfed the pleasurable feeling of being loved hoping to remember this sensation for the rest of his life. He desperately wished this dream would never end because for the first time in his life, someone actually loved him and he could sense it from Wu Yange.

The man didn't even need to say anything, Rong Zian felt the nervous excitement, giddiness, pleasure and euphoria radiating from him. This was love and he wanted more of it, such that intuitively caressed Wu Yange's sensitive neck and drew him closer planting his lips on the other with no restraint.

He kissed him gently at first but as Wu Yange began to reciprocate, things took a different turn. Rong Zian had every desire to mark this man and let everyone around him know who he belongs to such that he deepened the kiss, possessively invading Wu Yange's mouth with his tongue amateurishly but the didn't care. Wu Yange was kissed till his mind was muddled and breathless, by the time he was finally let go, the man was desperately panting for air with a foolish grin on his face.

Rong Zian had never kissed anyone before, let alone take the initiative but it felt so good that he was greedy for more. He only let him go in consideration of the poor driver who had his eyes blinded by their sensual session. What he was oblivious to was that the driver's eyes had already been tainted multiple times by these two though the instigator was usually Wu Yange.

Slightly embarrassed by his frivolous behaviour, Rong Zian straightened his clothes expressionless as though nothing had happened. The rhythmic pulsing on his lips and red-face were the only evidence of what had just transpired. Wu Yange glanced over at him struggling to keep a straight face. "You were trying to kiss me to death, right?" he said teasing his blushing boyfriend, "If that's the way I die then I am willing to be smooched to death a thousand times."

Seeing that Rong Zian had no intention of responding, Wu Yange traced his ticking lips with his index finger, lightly placed it into his mouth and licked it all in full view of his shy boyfriend. "Mm, sweet. I want more," his said diving over to his timid lover ready to devour him but his actions were brought to a halt by the driver.

"Ahem…..sirs, we have arrived," said the driver in a hesitant tone. Wu Yange retreated and glared at the driver with a 'drive slower next time' expression on his face.