"How long is this..." Ganlu couldn't even speak completely. She looked at Li Ziting's beautiful face.

“……”

Li Ziting was silent.

"Li Ziting, tell me!" Ganlu cried out excitedly, and her eyes were bitter.

"Three weeks." Li Ziting closed his eyes and turned pale.

"You take so much medicine in three weeks?"

Ganlu's voice was almost sharp with excitement. Her fingers picked up the empty medicine bottle, and her fingertips were shaking. "Liziting, you are so smart, you don't know how much damage these psychotropic drugs do to your body and brain, and you still eat so much?"

That's three weeks.

That is to say, the empty medicine bottle he secretly ate before has been disposed of by him?!

Is he crazy?!

He's dying?!

Don't want to cry out, Ganlu open her eyes, speak hard, sharp words

Li Ziting was accused by her of being silent for a long time before he slowly opened a pair of beautiful eyes. He sat down beside the bed, lowered his face, and his eyes fell to the ground.

"It calms me down." After a while, Li Ziting said that every word seemed to come out from the deep of his throat, with a dull tone.

Like a junkie.

When she first learned to take drugs, some friends told her that taking drugs can make her calm and free her from all the sense of responsibility and guilt

Looking at him now, Ganlu seems to see the original himself.

Raising her face, Ganlu tried to hold back her tears. Then she came to him step by step and softened her voice. "I'm your girlfriend. You don't need to be calm in front of me. You should vent. It doesn't matter if you can't control your emotions. You can smash things. It doesn't matter if you smash everything at home... Or you bite me?"

She put her hand directly in front of him.

It really doesn't matter.

She just wants him to stop pretending that he's ok

He can't rely on psychotropic drugs to stabilize himself. If it goes on like this, something will happen to him.

……

Li Ziting sat by the bed, his face was still pale. Looking at her weak wrist, the sadness between his eyes was beyond his control.

"I hate losing my mind."

Li Ziting said faintly.

So he would rather rely on drugs, would rather let the psychotropic drugs control his head dizzy, he also don't want to control himself, do something against the normal.

That's not him.

That's not Li Ziting.

"..." Ganlu held up his face with both hands and forced him to look at him. Her red eyes were reflected in his dark pupils. Ganlu pulled out a smile. "Liziting, the doctors here must be not professional enough. Anyway, I'm on holiday now. Shall I accompany you to C City for treatment?"

“……”

Li Ziting stared at her silently, "my mother can't know."

But his father already knew.

Ganlu didn't say it, but said, "let's not let them know. Shall we find another house in C City? Hide from them to find the best doctor for treatment, and then tell your mother when you recover, OK? "

Her voice was almost begging.

She really has no other way.

She tried to cure him in various ways, adjusted his diet, adjusted his living habits, tried to make him better from various details, but failed.

She can't let him go on like this any more. Going to C City for the best treatment is the only way at present.