"Well, I'll play with you then." With that, the little girl stood on tiptoe and gave a heavy kiss on Li Ziting's face, then ran away happily.

Ganlu saw the dull flash in Li Ziting's eyes, and his face was covered with an abnormal pale.

When he first met her, he was able to defuse her exaggeration.

Now, he obviously can't adapt to the closeness of others

Heart, hard to twist under.

Manna turned and could hardly look into his face.

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The afternoon wind is warm. Ganlu and Li Ziting sit by the football field and watch the family play football. Ganquan runs along the football field alone.

So they sat on the football field all afternoon.

Neither of them spoke a word.

Directly that family three play tired to leave, two people are still sitting side by side on the bench, no redundant communication.

There is a touch of sunset in the sky.

"Why not go to Harvard?" Manna is not a person who can hide words, finally asked out, turned to look at his beautiful face, "is it because of me?"

Because she gave up going to the United States to study, so he also gave up?!

Harvard, it's a dream institution of higher learning.

Li Ziting looked at the front quietly and silently, with no focus in his eyes. He said for a long time, "Gan Xiaolu, have you found out?"

"Eh?"

Ganlu was stunned and looked at him in bewilderment. She didn't understand what he meant.

"My autism may have... Recurred."

Li Ziting looks at the front and talks. His voice is beautiful, but it's very small. If he doesn't listen carefully, he can't hear it at all. However, every word is like a needle that goes into her heart.

His appearance, like a calm oil painting, fixed all the joys and sorrows.

But there was no expression on his face, only indifference

It's a painting without emotion, but it's sad.

Manna gazed at him dully, with a sour nose.

For a long time, she just managed to pull out a smile, deliberately joked and said, "professor taught, the general psychiatric patients think they are normal, but you can detect it?"

"Yes, I can detect it." Li Ziting said indifferently, his black eyes looking forward without focus,

"I'm a professional. I can't attribute all my passion to illness. The world is full of mental illness." Ganlu tried to say it in a relaxed tone.

"I know more about autism than you do."

“……”

Manna is silent, can't say a word more, heart a burst of a pan pain.

"I don't adapt to contact with people, I want to avoid unconsciously, I can't control myself." Li Ziting said in a faint voice, one word at a time, "I want to stay where I have been, walk the road that I have been walking repeatedly, and read a book that I have read repeatedly..."

"It doesn't mean anything."

Ganlu interrupted him immediately.

"These days, I listen to a piece of music that I'm tired of listening to. I don't want to listen to it, but only when I listen to it, I feel like I've accomplished something." Li Ziting continued, as if immersed in a person's world, talking to himself.

"No!"

Ganlu said fiercely. She got up from the bench, looked down at him and said excitedly, "no autism can be described as clearly as you can, Li Ziting. You just think too much..."