"If I don't see you, I'm not afraid of death. I'm afraid of recalling your unhappy memories. Ai Ai... "The last two words came out from Chu Shixiu's lips." why did you turn back just now? "

Strange and familiar.

After so many years, he knew very well that he had become a bad memory for her, a bad memory,

As long as she doesn't look back, she won't find him, she won't see him.

She can think that nothing has happened and that she won't shed a tear.

He can also pretend that nothing has changed and continue to live humbly.

……

"I didn't want you to die." Gu Xiaoai found his voice, dumb as if he didn't say it.

"But I'm a damned man..."

Chu Shixiu looked at her and said, eyes like wash, sad very calm.

"Do you... Still hate me?"

Gu Xiaoai repeated the question he just asked, staring at this long lost face.

Still hate her?

Hate her for abandoning this relationship, hate Li juefeng... Shoot him, hate her... Marry Li juefeng.

……

Smell speech, Chu Shi Xiu suddenly smile, there are obvious tears on his face, smile is warm enough to have the temperature of sunshine, if the haze of his eyes can cover up better, everything is perfect.

He walked towards her and stood in front of her.

"How can it be?"

He said it with a smile. He looked down at her and said, "you are the one I can't hate."

There is no other reason.

She is Ai Ai, who is always the first to find him, who always accompanies him when he is sad, who can make him smile unconsciously

How can he hate her like this?

Can not afford to hate, also can not forget.

……

Gu Xiaoai's heart is shaking, because his voice is shaking slightly.

He said, of course, how could it be.

After the tears, two people's emotions are restored, at least, two people's surface is very calm.

Chu Shixiu invited her into the room and into the kitchen. He was busy boiling hot water.

"Why are you... Here?" Gu Xiaoai stood at the kitchen door, did not go in, hesitated to ask.

She wanted to ask why he survived

But when she thought of the shooting video, she didn't dare to ask. She is Li juefeng's wife now, and she has to bear what Li juefeng has done.

She couldn't imagine how he survived and how much he suffered under such bad conditions

But Chu Shixiu seemed to know what she really wanted to ask. Her voice was elegant and gentle. "I was saved by a friend I didn't know very well, and then another person came to France to live in anonymity."

His answer was simple.

“Evan?” Gu Xiaoai thought of the man, Suzuki nainainai's brother, who came back to avenge her and Li juefeng.

"Well."

Chu Shixiu nodded calmly, "I didn't tell anyone when I left."

When he left, he did not intend to let anyone know his whereabouts.

When he survived, he wanted to go to her and say sorry.

Can see is she and Li juefeng ten fingers linked picture, he suddenly understood, his sorry is not important, his don't disturb... Is the most important.

……

The water is boiling.

Chu Shixiu took a white mug and scalded it with boiling hot water. Then he poured a glass of water and turned his eyes to look at it