Chapter 1420

"I look for you everywhere and find you, but you are not mine." Chu Shixiu said, turning his eyes to look at her pale face. Seeing her moist eyes, his eyes turned red. "Why do you say that?"

Why is this

She didn't know.

Gu Xiaoai raised his glass and drank the red wine in one gulp, which made his eyes more moist.

"Ai Ai, I believe we can go on... But why do you give up on me for the so-called enmity of the last generation? We've never been brothers and sisters. " Chu Shixiu looked at her and said, "the voice is full of sadness." or, you don't give up on me for the sake of the gratitude and resentment of the previous generation, you do it for the sake of Li Jue Feng. "

“……”

Gu Xiaoai dropped her eyes, reached for the bottle, poured a glass of red wine, looked up and drank it, subconsciously trying to paralyze herself.

She didn't know it was such a big knot in Chu Shixiu's heart

She always thought that he was a gentle and noble young man. He could put it down freely... But he never put it down.

"Ai Ai, you didn't love me." Chu Shixiu then drank a glass of wine. His eyes turned red and he tried to restrain his tears. "You'd rather love a man who makes you love than me."

Night is falling.

Chu Shixiu's voice was filled with grief.

Gu Xiaoai's tears fell uncontrollably and flowed across her cheek.

"When you scolded me for being cruel to Nuan Nuan, do you remember how many times you pushed me away?" Chu Shixiu asked, his long white hand pressed on his face, his back bent slightly, and he looked very fragile.

Gu Xiaoai can't say a word.

This is the problem that they can't solve. The one they love doesn't love themselves

"I want to get close to you again and again, but you will only push me away and go to Li Jue Feng..." Chu Shixiu said with a bitter smile, "I even want to pretend that I have put down this relationship, Pretend that you're just a good friend coming close to you... You're willing to give me some face up to me... "

"..." Gu Xiaoai held the glass, did not wipe the tears, let the tears fall on his face.

She didn't know that Chu Shixiu was so miserable because of their previous feelings

She should have known for a long time that Chu Shixiu was a bigot when he was a child. How could he let go of a relationship at will

"Ai Ai, it's only nine years between us. Why can't we go back to our childhood?" Chu Shixiu looked at her and asked, eyes rippling with water, some at a loss, some puzzled, "why not go back?"

Why not go back

Yes, they... Why can't they go back to their childhood.

It's only nine years. They have become what they are now. In the sea of her dream, she asked if he was the murderer of her father, but he asked her why she didn't go back to her childhood.

Who can give them the answer?

"Why don't you talk?" Gu Xiaoai's silence made Chu Shixiu ask again, "can't you answer it?"

"I don't know the answer." Gu Xiaoai's voice choked and her vision was blurred by tears.

She didn't know why they had come to this, she didn't know why so many things happened

"You don't know?" Chu Shixiu's eyes were full of tears, but he laughed. He was bitterly astringent. He reached for his glass and poured down the wine. "How can we be so stupid... Why don't we know the answer? Why can I only watch you go further and further? "