Chapter 382

387. Is this her mother's diary?

Will it record some valuable content?

After prying the old password lock with pliers, Xu Xiyan slowly opened the book.

Yellow paper, exuding a musty smell, Xu Xiyan in the title page to see the mother's writing down a line of meaningful font.

In this diary, Xu Xiyan discovers his mother's secret.

It can be said that this diary is a true record of her relationship with three men in the best years.

One is the first love - H, which was forced to break up because of misunderstanding. The other is the sincere love - F, who is really in love but can't keep each other. The other is the man - x, who is well dressed and destroys her life.

Xu Xiyan doesn't know who h and F are, but he determines that x is Xu Jinshan's initials from the lines.

Because in the second half of the diary, X's domestic violence is almost recorded.

In her diary, her mother wrote many times in despair:

[what's the point of such a life? I want to die, and die with X. But I can't bear my daughter. What should my daughter do if I die? Who will bring her up? ]

[no, I can't die. I want to live well. What is the grievance I have suffered? I know that f will know the truth one day. He will come to me. ]

[he's getting worse again. He wants to kill me. If I don't do it, he will publicize me and F. No, I can't let f get hurt. ]

[as long as I dare to resist, she will start against my family. I can't take risks or involve my parents. Maybe, I can escape from Kaijing, but I know, I can't escape, they are always monitoring me I'm not free at all. ]

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When he closed his diary, Xu Xiyan's tears were streaming down his face, which was filled with the sad memories of his mother's blood and tears.

She knew that even in the most desperate moment, her mother didn't really want to die. She would choose to live in disgrace for the sake of F.

No wonder when she was a child, even though her mother was abused by Xu Jinshan's family violence, she told her not to tell Grandpa about them. She wanted to protect F.

But what my mother didn't know was that she was so insidious that she lost her life in the end.

Now what Xu Xiyan wants to know is that f is her biological father. Where is he now?

Xu Xiyan couldn't solve the problem for a while. She put away her diary and prepared to check it again.

When she left the attic, went downstairs and went to Xu Jinshan's study, she had a fierce look in her eyes.

Knowing her mother's death, Xu Jinshan is the direct murderer, Xu Xiyan only wants to do is to get justice for her mother.

Even if Xu Jinshan doesn't talk to her today, she will take the initiative to find him.

In the study, Xu Jinshan closes the door, and Xu Xiyan asks, "what do you want to say?"

She didn't stir up the slightest, trying to find out why Xu Jinshan came to her.

Xu Jinshan started the fire with a smile, lit a cigarette, smoked and said, "don't look at me with defensive eyes. I'm your father. Can I harm you?"

Xu Xiyan sneered, "I've never met my daughter's father. Last time I was in the attic, you knocked me out and even sent me to someone else's bed. Xu Jinshan, you are really a good way to do everything for your future. "

Xu Jinshan plays the ash without any shame. "I'm doing it for you. Do you know how many people want to make up for Mr. Huo? Think about it. If you and Huo are together, you won't be able to be successful in one shot. You don't have to work hard to act as a substitute anymore? "

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