Chapter 1149

Jiang Xu was silent for a long time. He raised his hand to wipe his tears. His voice choked: "what's the use of saying I'm sorry... Besides forgiving you, what can I do?"

Fu Chenhan's heart relaxed. He pinned Jiang Xiu's ear, which was disturbed by the wind, behind his ear. His voice said softly, "Jiang Jiang, I promise, this is the last time."

Jiang Xiu buried his face in his arms and said, "I can't stand it any more."

Zheng Peng clapped his hands and said, "can you pay attention? In public, you and me? That's about it. "

She looked at Gu Zheng: "you still have a bad debt to deal with."

Gu Zheng's face was very cold. After he took off the edge of his youth, he was as gentle as jade all the time. He was in politics, which made him smooth and angular. Jiang Xiu had not seen him like this for a long time.

But in the face of Gu Zheng, she really didn't know what to say.

So he opened his mouth and said, "Gu Zheng, you..."

Gu Zheng looked at her seriously: "you always remember, don't you?"

Jiang Xu nodded gently.

Gu Zheng smile: "that you see I lie to you, don't feel very funny?"

"No, Gu Zheng." Jiang Xiu bit his lip and sighed at last, saying: "I've made it clear to you that there must be something in life sometimes, and don't force it all the time. What you miss is that you miss. No one can turn back the time, and no one can change what has happened. Do you think so?"

"..." Gu Zheng laughed and looked at the palm of his hand.

When he was young, he clenched a handful of sand. The tighter he held it, the faster it passed. In this way, he lost his mother.

He stayed with the woman all night in the ward. She was not conscious and could not recognize people. She was always talking nonsense in pain - of course, it was hard for her to speak at that time.

On a sunny morning, she finally got better. She opened her eyes and saw him. She grabbed his hand and shed tears. He also shed tears unconsciously. She held her mother's hand tightly and thought what her mother would ask him? Study or illness? He had already thought about how to reply, but she said, "Chiyuan..."

Her name is Gu Chiyuan.

Gu Zheng's heart fell heavily in that moment, and fell into countless pieces. Each piece of pieces was like a mirror reflecting his sad face, so he suddenly felt very funny.

Gu Chiyuan abandoned her and took advantage of her. She stubbornly left with her son, leaving her last pride. He thought that she had forgotten this man, but now he knows that it's just self deception to say that love can be put down. She holds his hand like a young girl when she is dying, He said, "Chiyuan, the flowers in the yard are blooming, aren't they? I can smell the flowers. "

After many years, Gu Zheng can't remember his mood at that time. Is it disgust or hatred? But he remembered what he said: "yes, the flowers are blooming. Do you want to see them?"

She shook her head, laughed and said slowly, "no, no, such a beautiful scenery, don't be tarnished by me."

She said the back, the breath has been very weak, but still struggling to ask: "Chiyuan... Do you love me?"

That sentence, like exhausted all her strength.

She opened her blurred eyes and seemed to want an answer before she died. She wanted an answer that had been waiting for many years.

Gu Zheng was silent for a while, and said softly, "I have loved you“

She was satisfied with the smile, with that a contented, died.

The doctor said that she walked peacefully.

It's peaceful.

Gu Zheng thought, only to death, what she thought most was Gu Chiyuan.

Now, Jiang Xiu is like a handful of sand he held in his hand. He tried very hard to hold it tightly, but finally he let it all go.

Gu Zheng is smiling and suddenly feels desolate. He looks at Jiang Xu, and her appearance is reflected in his eyes. It seems that there is no difference between him and when he was young. Time treats her well.

He remembered a lot of the past, or that year she was still very young, picking up garbage in the park alone, or that year she was bullied in the alley.

It's all good memories.

Gu Zheng closed his eyes and asked, "Jiang Xu, if I didn't leave without saying goodbye, would things be different“

Jiang Xu was as silent as he was then, and said, "maybe."

Even the answer is the same as him.

Gu Zheng remembers that he was pitying his mother at that time. Now, is Jiang Xiu also pitying him?

At this point, Jiang Xiu was willing to pity him.

Gu Zheng covered his eyes and said in a dumb voice, "go, go."

Jiang Xiu pursed her lips and said, "Gu Zheng... I don't blame you."

Gu Zheng smiles: "I know."

Jiang Xiu always feels uncomfortable, but she can't tell why.

Zheng Peng patted her on the shoulder and said, "let's go."

Jiang Xu nodded and followed Fu Chenhan out. When she came to the door, she suddenly heard a gunshot, and she turned back in amazement.

Gu Zheng is standing in the small yard full of flowers, wearing a snow-white shirt, standing there like Yushu Linfeng. He looks at Jiang Xu, pulls the trigger, and the bullet goes through his chest. He doesn't look at it. He looks at Jiang Xu, even with a smile on his lips, as if he said something, and then it's like Yushan collapses and falls to the ground.

The petals of a crape myrtle flower came across mountains and rivers and fell in his hair.

Jiang Xu burst into tears.

Fu Chenhan had expected it. He said faintly: "it's better that he died. Otherwise, when Gu Chiyuan's affairs come out, and Gu CI conspired with him, he would be exiled even if he was not locked up. Now, it's a heavy memory in your heart."

Jiang Xu ran over crying and knelt down beside Gu Zheng. His eyes were still open, gentle and indulgent as before.

Jiang Xu sobbed: "Gu Zheng... Gu Zheng..."

She cried in a dumb voice: "why do you need to... Why do you need to!"

But Gu Zheng won't answer her any more.

Jiang Xiu covered his eyelids with trembling fingers, stroked them gently, and Gu Zheng closed his eyes with her movements.

After the wind, the crape myrtle flowers are falling. Jiang Xu thinks that she will always remember that day.

Gu Zheng died in the sunny autumn when crape myrtle was in full bloom.

It was a sunny day with blue sky, lazy white clouds, and the singing of unknown birds in the distance.

Gu Zheng died in the 19th year of their acquaintance.