In the past, such dreams were only fleeting, but this time, when Jing Qingjia opened her eyes again, Fu Yishu still stood there.

Different from when he was a teenager, Fu Yishu is now a mature man with cold eyes and eyebrows. When he looks at her eyes, he seems to have a lot of endless words, but it seems that there is only ice cold.

Jing Qingjia slowly stood up from the chair and went to the bedside. As if she was a teenager, she said with a smile: "brother Yishu... What are you doing here?"

Fu Yishu moved his lips for a long time before he said, "I've come to see you."

Jing Qingjia was stunned, as if waking up from a dream. She pinched her arm and felt sharp pain, which reflected that this was not a dream.

The soft expression on her face cooled down in an instant, and said faintly: "I said, I don't see you?"

Jiang Xiu came up from the side and said, "I brought it in."

"..." Jing Qingjia said helplessly: "you..."

Jiang Xiu touched his nose and said, "why don't you talk? I'll go first

Before Jing Qingjia spoke, Jiang Xiu had already slipped away, leaving only Fu Yishu and Jing Qingjia.

There was only one window between them.

When she was young, this window was called Qi Xuan. It was a mountain she could not cross. Now, this window is a bloody human life and her infernal hell.

They were silent for a moment, until Jing Qingjia said with a smile, "do you know all about it?"

"Well." Fu Yishu said in a dumb voice, "I know all about it."

Jing Qingjia lowered her eyes and said, "I'm not so innocent. At that time, I could really save Qi Xuan. I let go."

Her hands consciously covered her stomach, fingers tightened, voice gently: "as for the child... You don't have to feel guilty, you didn't know there was him, then tossed for so long, he... Didn't stay, we didn't have a mother and son fate."

Listening to her talking about the child, Fu Yishu only felt bitter throat. He said: "Jiajia... If I know, I know..."

"You don't have to know." Jing Qingjia said with a smile: "I didn't want to tell you that you are my best friend's fiance. You are my humble and shameless. I think what Mrs. Qi said is right. It's the man I seduced my good friend. Although it was an accident between us, it was the betrayal of Qi Xuan. Fu Yishu, do you know, in the eyes of the world, I'm the shameless bitch. "

Fu Yi wrote: "no, I..."

Jing Qingjia interrupted him and said, "I was not sensible when I was young. I knew that you were the one I couldn't get involved with. You still had a passion. You should hate me and refuse me at that time. I can even understand Qi Xuan's last madness. Fu Yishu, I'm not innocent. I always know that everything started because of my ten years of secret love. I know it very well."

Her voice was very calm: "Qi Xuan loves you very much. She has been looking forward to being with you, marrying you, having children with you, raising eyebrows with you, and growing old with you. I know that. I can't understand her feelings for you any more, but I'm humble. I just can't control myself. I betrayed her and indulged myself. At that time, I was too selfish, I think, I should also have the right to fight for it, but now I finally understand that she is the one who was born to marry you. I have long lost, but I have never seen through it. "

Fu Yishu's eyelashes trembled. He said, "Jiajia, don't say that about yourself."

Jing Qingjia said, "but that's me. I'm sorry for Qi Xuan. It's a fact. You know, I was in the jungle at that time. If it wasn't for my baby, I even thought that I would be finished if I died like this."

"You should have been a couple of gods and fairies with Meimei. It was me who intervened. It was me who was cheap. I broke you up."

"I didn't tell the truth of Qi Xuan's collusion with the enemy, but I just wanted to repay some of her sins. I'm sorry for her, so I'm willing to bear the charge of treason." Jing Qingjia looked at Fu Yishu quietly: "you don't need to feel that I have suffered any grievances. Is there anything else you want to know? I'll tell you all

Fu Yishu's eyes are like two deep pools. Jing Qingjia can't see the slightest emotion in them. He always seems to be like this. She has never seen this man clearly.

A gust of wind blowing, purple rose petals flying, Jing Qingjia looked up, looking at the fallen flowers.

When she was young, she went to Fu's house with Qi Xuan to play. She saw that there was such a purple vine in Fu Yishu's yard. It was full of branches and romantic, so she secretly dug up a seedling and planted it. Her mother also laughed at her, saying that purple vine is delicate, you can't plant it like this, but this purple vine miraculously survived, In the next 20 years, it opened branches and scattered leaves and grew into what it looks like today.

Jing Qingjia coughed twice and heard Fu Yishu say, "Jiajia, I was sober that night."

Jing Qingjia was stunned: "what?"

Fu Yishu said: "although I took medicine at that time, I was sober." He looked into Jing Qingjia's eyes and said, "I know it was you. I volunteered."

Jing Qingjia was stunned.

When Fu Yishu first entered Guoan, he was tricked into taking an aphrodisiac. Jing Qingjia was ordered to take him away. They were ridiculous all night.

She always thought that Fu Yishu was out of his mind. Was he sober?

"I didn't like Qi Xuan," Fu said

Jing Qingjia suddenly raised her head and stared at Fu Yishu: "what?"

She seems to have heard something unbelievable. Her eyes are wide open. Fu Yishu clearly sees her own image from her pupils.

Fu Yishu said word by word: "I have never liked Qi Xuan."

"I've always only liked you."

Jing Qingjia felt dizzy and almost couldn't stand steadily. She grabbed the armrest of the chair and just managed to stand firmly. She said with a pale smile: "Fu Yishu... You don't have to comfort me by saying such words in order to ease my heart. I..."

Fu Yishu squeezed her wrist and said: "Jing Qingjia, do you think I will cheat you with such things?"

Jing Qingjia flustered and said: "but it's clear that... Since childhood, you like Qi Xuan better and get closer to Qi Xuan. You have an engagement, Qi Xuan said... Qi Xuan said that you had a good relationship with her..."

"When did I tell her?" Fu Yishu frowned: "I have never said such a thing. I have always regarded Qi Xuan as my sister. I have never been in love with men and women."