Jing Qingjia's dream is a sea of corpses.

She held Qi Xuan's hand tightly. Qi Xuan's body was covered with blood. She stared at her: "Jiajia... You won't let go, will you?"

Her voice was hoarse, like a curse of some kind.

Jing Qingjia's physical strength is going to be overdrawn. She tries her best to grasp Qi Xuan, but there are bursts of pain in her waist and abdomen.

It rained heavily and drenched her whole body, as if even God was crying.

Her comrades in arms... All her comrades who had been fighting side by side for many years and could be entrusted with their backs died.

Death is miserable, death is heroic, but death's birthplace is unknown.

Looking at Qi Xuan's face, Jing Qingjia is still as quiet and simple as she used to remember, but she has a few unspeakable ferocity. She stares at Jing Qingjia tightly, as if she is extremely afraid. Jing Qingjia lets go: "Jiajia... You pull me up... You pull me up, OK? I'll go to the minister to plead guilty after I go back... I won't stay in national security, You let go... Please... "

Jing Qingjia's long hair was messy, and she was wet by the rain, sticking to half of her face. She asked softly, "why?"

"Xiaoxuan, why?"

Qi Xuan's face changed: "you know."

Jing Qingjia gave a desperate smile: "thirty two people... Thirty two lives... Thirty two comrades in arms, Qi Xuan! Do you have a conscience?! They trust you that way“

Qi Xuan's expression gradually became ferocious, and she sneered: "why? Jing Qingjia, that's a good question. Why do you say that? "

Her bright eyes seemed to have a poisonous snake in them. "Do you really think I don't know about you and Fu Yishu?"!? Jing Qingjia, we grew up together. I treat you as my sister! But what did you do to me!? You rob my man

Jing Qingjia's face was stiff, and she said, "that's a misunderstanding... That's a misunderstanding..." she bit her lip until the lip was bleeding, and then she laughed miserably: "yes! I like Fu Yishu! I told him, but he said, we can't be sorry for you, so I gave up... It's my business with you. What's the relationship with them? "

"It doesn't matter Qi Xuan said fiercely: "the team leader is going to retire soon. They all support you. You are the next team leader... Jing Qingjia, do you think I will give you a chance to get close to the water?"?! I want you to be the team leader and go to Fu Yishu to seduce him from time to time! "

Jing Qingjia was shocked: "because of this ridiculous reason?"

"Ridiculous?" Qi Xuan sneered: "when you seduced Fu Yishu, why didn't you think it was ridiculous“

Jing Qingjia closed her eyes: "I'm wrong."

"I shouldn't have saved you."

Qi Xuan was flustered: "Jing Qingjia! Don't mess around! If you let go, you can't tell! Thirty three lives will be counted on you. You can't wash them all your life! Fu Yishu will never forgive you! "

Because of the rain and overdraft of physical strength, Jing Qingjia's abdominal pain is more severe. Jing Qingjia can clearly feel that the child seems to be unable to support. She closes her eyes and has a choice in her heart.

She wants to keep her and Fu Yishu's child.

Qi Xuan screamed, "Jing Qingjia! Are you out of you mind? If I die, I will not let you go as a ghost! I will never let you go! You bitch! Cheap woman

Jing Qingjia looked at her coldly, and Qi Xuan swore, "you must die hard! Jing Qingjia, you have to die! You owe me! You owe me Jing Qingjia! You and Fu Yishu can't be born, absolutely not! "

Jing Qingjia calmly looks at her, and then releases her hand indifferently. In Qi Xuan's frightened sight, Jing Qingjia whispers: "Qi Xuan, go to die. I'll bear all the sins. There must be one explanation for the 32 lives. You go down there and make amends for your comrades in arms."

"I'm on earth, atoning for you."

Qi Xuan fell off the cliff and there was no remains.

Jing Qingjia gets up hard. She covers her stomach and murmurs, "chiyun is not afraid... Mom takes you back... Mom takes you back."

She went out alone from the virgin forest. When she was found by the search and rescue team, she had reached the end of her life, but miraculously, her child was still there.

The leader of the search and rescue team looked at her coldly: "Why are you alone?"?! What about the others? "

Jing Qingjia saw his smile and hid it in his eyes.

She tried to stand up straight and said with a smile, "they're all dead."

"... dead?" Fu Yishu stepped forward and clasped her shoulder: "are you all dead?"

"Yes." Jing Qingjia looked into his eyes and said, "they are all dead."

Fu Yishu has a lot of strength. Jing Qingjia feels that his fingers are almost trapped in his own flesh and blood, but it's just an illusion, because Fu Yishu soon pushes her away like some disgusting rubbish. She has no strength in her whole body. She falls to the ground when he pushes her. That is to say, her abdomen suddenly hurts, The general pain of tearing heart and splitting lung swept her. She covered her stomach and murmured: "don't... Don't..."

Don't leave me... Don't leave me even you

But perhaps it was born without this mother child relationship, or see the blood.

The medical staff quickly gathered around, and Fu Yishu had already turned around and left.

Jing Qingjia looked at the sky and suddenly gave a bleak smile. She thought, after all, I have nothing left.

……

When Jing Qingjia was in the hospital, she heard that Fu Yishu had found Qi Xuan's body and carried her body back to the Qi family to plead guilty. People in the capital said that although Qi Xuan and Fu Yishu were not married, they were still in deep love.

She listened to the gossip of the medical staff without expression, and unconsciously touched her stomach with her fingers.

When the child was gone, she suddenly felt like a joke.

She came out of the jungle for what?

This child didn't die of cold, bullet, beast, snake and insect, but he died in his own father's hands. How sad and ridiculous.

But she couldn't tell anyone. She couldn't say anything. She had to shut her mouth.

Qi Xuan killed 32 comrades in arms for a ridiculous reason? Or the affair between her and Fu Yishu?

No one will believe it.

She didn't believe it herself.

Jing Qingjia quietly closed her eyes and suddenly heard someone say, "Jiajia."

Jing Qingjia opened her eyes and saw Qi Ji. He was a bit haggard and said in a soft voice, "Fu Yishu is outside. Do you want to see him?"