Jing Qingyi sighed: "just like this, my sister has a heart disease."

Fu Shen Han looked at Jing Qingyi casually. The light of his eyes seemed to be sarcastic, but it didn't appear after a close look.

Jing Qingjia was lying on the bed reading a book. Her face was even paler than when Jiang Xiu first saw her. She was almost skinny and looked very weak.

When she saw Jiang Xu, she seemed to want to get up. Jiang Xu pressed her and said, "Miss Jing, you lie down."

Jing Qingjia smiles for a while, and the light of his eyes falls on Fu ShenHan. His gentle eyes are covered with coldness: "how can the cold Lord come?"

Fu Chen Han light way: "accompany the family children to come over, not to see you, don't curse you to die, rest assured."

Jiang Xiu glared at him: "what are you talking about?"

Jing Qingjia looks at Fu Chenhan and Jiang Xu. She seems to be surprised, but she doesn't ask anything. She just says to Jiang Xu, "excuse me, I told Qingyi not to bother you."

Jiang Shu shook his head: "anyway, I have nothing to do. Miss Jing, can I give you a pulse?"

Jing Qingjia didn't refuse and stretched out her hand. Jiang Xiu put up two fingers, frowned, and said, "Miss Jing, your pulse is weak, your blood and Qi are in deficit, and your worry is too heavy. I can only give you some tonics to replenish qi and blood. The most important thing is, don't think so much. Do you want to boil your heart and blood dry?"

Jing Qingjia shakes her head and smiles: "what can I think of?"

Jiang Xu said: "Miss Jing, I also know something about you. In principle, you should not be the kind of character who will trap yourself. I also believe that you will not do anything that you can't help when you see death..."

Jing Qingjia chuckled: "then you believe me wrong. At that time... She asked me to save her, but I didn't save her."

Jing Qingyi said immediately, "sister! What are you talking about? "

Jing Qingjia leaned against the pillow, and her face was indifferent: "I'm not talking nonsense. I really can't help myself. They didn't say wrong, and Qi Xuan's mother didn't scold me wrong. I really should have died long ago."

Jing Qingyi's eyes are red. When he was young, his parents were very busy. Basically, his elder sister brought her up. Jing Qingjia was four years older than him, but he had to run around with a child all day. Since he was a child, he listened to his elder sister's words and loved her most. At this time, he would have cried with his elder sister if he hadn't shed tears.

Jingqingjia touched jingqingyi's head, but her eyes seemed to be looking far away, without focus. Her wrist on the quilt was as white as snow, without any blood color. She could see the protruding meridians through her skin.

Fu Chenhan suddenly said, "Jing Qingjia, do you regret it?"

"... I have nothing to regret." Jing Qingjia said calmly: "Han Ye, you asked me this question at that time. I have said it for a long time. No matter when, my answer is the same."

Fu Shen Han sneered, took Jiang Xu's hand and said, "she doesn't want to live. What do you care? I'm going

Jiang Xu said quickly: "wait! I'll open the prescription first

Fu Chenhan frowned and released his hand: "hurry up."

"OK." Jiang Xu nodded, quickly wrote a prescription, and told Jing Qingyi: "don't let Miss Jing go out recently, don't blow, don't eat cold things, and don't turn on the air conditioner if it's hot. This health tea needs drinking every day, which can nourish blood."

Jing Qingyi nodded and quickly wrote it down. Jiang Xu finally said, "if you have any questions, please give me wechat, I'll go back first."

……

"Sister." Jing Qingyi handed the prescription to the servant and sighed: "it's very difficult for Jiang Xiu to do this."

Jing Qingjia said, "I said don't bother others. I know my illness in my heart."

Jing Qingyi suddenly said angrily, "do you know what you mean?"?! You are going to torture me and my parents and grandparents for the death of Qi Xuan?! Do you know Mom is crying every night these days?! If you really feel that you owe Qi Xuan, and you'll pay it back later, you're just tormenting those who love you! "

Jing Qingjia was stunned. Then she lowered her head and laughed. Her face was in a trance: "I'm sorry, it's not just Qi Xuan. Qingyi, many times, there are some things you don't know. But you're right. I shouldn't let my family worry about it. I won't worry about it in the future. "

Although Jing Qingyi still didn't understand Jing Qingjia's words, she was relieved to see that she was not as stubborn as before, and her voice was soft: "I'll make you tea. Don't think about it."

Jing Qingjia said.

Looking at her brother's back, Jing Qingjia looks up at the ceiling and smiles.

The world is too bitter, who knows I live, is in debt.

……

Jiang Xu was taken out of Jing's house by Fu Chenhan. Her small face was wrinkled and she said, "uncle, why are you so unfriendly to miss Jing?"

Fu Chenhan shoves her into the car, stands outside the car and lights a cigarette. Jiang Xu opens the window and looks at him. Fu Chenhan stays away from her for fear that she might smoke a second-hand cigarette. Suddenly he says, "do you know what Jing Qingjia used to do?"

Jiang Shuo shook his head.

Fu Shen Han spits out two words: "spy."

Ginger whew startled, "is it an agent?"

"Well." Fu Chenhan said faintly: "she was very talented at that time and was favored by many people, but later because of Qi Xuan's business, she quit Guoan and became a useless person now. If you are really for her good, don't save her. "

Jiang Xumeng forced: "why?"

Fu Chenhan puffed out a smoke ring: "do you think Jing Qingjia has been living because of weakness? No, it's weakness that she wants to die, because death is liberation for her. "

So many lives on her body will make her unable to sleep every day and night. In her dream, there will be a sea of blood and death.

Fu Shen is cold, Mou Guang is cold: "she died, just can escape all these."

Jiang Xu didn't understand, but he understood that Fu Chenhan must know what others didn't know. He quickly pulled his sleeve and asked, "then tell me what happened in those years?"

Fu Chenhan held a cigarette between his slender fingers. The smoke was curling. He looked at the long, thin cigarette that was scattered in the air, and finally said, "in those days, there were 32 other people who died with Qi Xuan. Each of them was a comrade in arms who fought side by side with Jing Qingjia, and each of them was a friendship of life and death, but later, They all died because of Jing Qingjia. Those people have not pursued the martyrs until now, only Qi Xuan's affairs have come out. "

"Jing Qingjia is a sinner. She knows it herself."