Chapter 602

Xu Baoqian got up from the ground, grabbed his hand and said, "don't fight! He's become like this. If he goes on fighting, something will happen! "

"Do you think he wants to live if he is not a ghost now?" Han Feiyang said angrily.

Shen Nan smelled the speech, the corner of his mouth even showed a smile, nodded and said: "you're right, I don't want to live now, or you can kill me, so I can accompany Lin you together. She's afraid of the dark. She'll be afraid to go alone! "

"Shen Nan, in fact, I really hate you and don't like this woman, but you are Baoqian's friend and valued friend. I have to be polite to you, but if you want to die like this again, you might as well die!"

"What are you talking about! He didn't have a strong sense of survival now. Don't embellish it! You get out of the way and stay. I'll tell him

"But..."

"Go! I'll be angry if you don't go Xu Baoqian said coldly.

Han Feiyang can't, can only hate to leave.

The room suddenly quiets down. Xu Baoqian's eyes fall on him deeply. He holds Duan Linyou's little hand and says to himself, "Linyou, why is your little hand so cold? Can I help you cover it? "

His big hand held her small hand tightly, the movement was so gentle, as if he was afraid that his strength would hurt her.

Xu Baoqian's heart is tightly clenched. Looking at his madness and self deception, her friend is really heartbroken.

She looked up and swallowed all the tears in her eyes. Then she took a deep breath and said, "Shen Nan, do you really want to deceive yourself all your life? Sooner or later, Lin you is going to live in peace. "

"..." Shen Nan didn't speak, still holding Lin You's hand seriously.

"Or you can use state-of-the-art technology, save her body, pretend she's not dead, stay in front of her bed every day and eat three meals a day, right?"

"Well, have you ever thought about it?" She asked every word.

Shen Nan's movement is one Dun, the body also becomes rigid.

"I ask you, what about Huanhuan? It's not enough to lose your mother. Now even you? I don't deserve what Lin you said to you before he died, but I think if there is something to say to you, it must be entrusted to Huanhuan, so that you can take good care of Huanhuan, right? "

"Huanhuan is your son. Now you don't want it, do you?"

Shen Nan smelled the speech, his face showed a smile of self mockery, tears fell down in an instant.

He turned his wheelchair, faced Xu Baoqian directly, and said: "these three days, I have had a very beautiful dream for myself, only me and Lin you. Why do you want to break, why do you remind me of the fact that I lost her? "

"Because you are still alive, the living must look forward!"

"Lin you left alone. She must be very scared. I really want to go with her. If it's not for fun, you'll see me as a corpse. In fact, Huanhuan is not my child at all. At the beginning, I put Lin you under house arrest. At that time, our child had a miscarriage. Later, we didn't use good treatment and repair. She can't be pregnant any more. "

"Huanhuan is the child I brought back from the orphanage. She always knew that we pretended we didn't know each other's scars and raised the child all the time. In fact, Huanhuan was helping me make atonement, and she also accepted my atonement. She loves me so much, but at the end of the day, it's too late for her to say, "I love you.". How can God be so tolerant to others and cruel to us? "

The bitter smile at the corner of his mouth grew bigger and bigger. At last, he tore it slowly and hurt his heart.

Listening to these words, Xu Baoqian felt as if she had pressed a huge stone in her heart.

Tears fell uncontrollably.

"Shen Nan, people can't come back to life after death. Would you please be patient?"

"The person who died should be me. I paved all the roads for her. She could escape Jane Yue's suspicion by staying in prison for a year. When she came out a year later, she would be treated by a psychologist. She still lived a carefree life with her children. But now that it's all over, it's me who survived. Why me? She died because of me

"No! In fact, Lin you doesn't want to live at all! She didn't want you to face such a vicious wife, and she didn't want Huanhuan to have such a mother, so she chose to leave and wanted to keep the best in your heart. She loves you so much that she hates herself. Death is a relief for her. Do you know that? " Xu Baoqian cried and said that her voice was hoarse.

"Really?" Shen Nan looks at her differently.

She nodded and said: "Lin you must want you to live well. She will wait for you in another world and look at you. If you are sad, she will not be happy. No one in the world loves you more than her, so you can't let her down!"

"How long before we meet?"

"Soon! When you bring up Huanhuan, he can get married and start a business. Then you can go to her without any worries. She will be waiting for you all the time! "

"No, she will leave. She left so early. She must be far away from me. I can't catch up with her." Shen Nan said in a low voice, looking haggard, with tears in his eyes. Xu Baoqian shook her head desperately and choked in her voice: "no, she loves you so much. She will not walk fast and look at you constantly. Shen Nan, believe me, after 20 or 30 years, you can still find her! But you must live well now, otherwise you will find her after you die. How can you tell her? "“ It seems that I have to go in these 20 or 30 years. " Shen Nan sighed softly. It was very heavy. It seems that time is a torment to him. He lives without soul, just like a walking corpse. But... He decided to live. Xu Baoqian heard this, hanging heart finally put down. In fact, she doesn't know why Duan Linyou chose to commit suicide. All the reasons are made up by herself, because Shen Nan doesn't have so much psychological burden. Even if he told a lie, if Lin you knew, he would like to. She gave up her own life, completed Shen Nan, so deep love, must want him to live well. Shen Nan looks at Lin you and caresses her cheek with pity. His voice is low and gentle: "Lin you, do you think so, too? Thirty years is too long. Will you wait for me for twenty years? I'll come to you as soon as the 20-year deadline arrives. You should walk slowly and wait for me! Twenty years later, I'm an old man, and you're still like this. If you walk fast, I can't catch up with you. "“ Lin you, wait for me... "