Chapter 532

Xu Baoqian looked at the caller ID, but she was not happy.

She watched, let it ring, and did nothing.

She really can't delay Han Feiyang any longer. This man has done a lot for him. If he continues to be involved, can't he

Does it really make the Han family have no future?

His fate is sad enough. Do you want to join Han Feiyang?

If this is love?

How cruel!

She step by step through the streets, and finally came to the church Ji Jin helped her choose.

It's not Sunday, so not many people come here to worship. It's very clean and solemn. The white walls are modeled after the Gothic style, which is very charming.

There are Godfathers and nuns, and there is a small bookshelf at the door with brochures.

She was wearing a skirt, and the nun at the door gave her a cloth towel.

She went in and looked at the environment inside, thinking of Ji Jin's description.

It's said that this small church has hosted more than 100 weddings, and every couple is in harmony with each other. Sometimes couples often come to pray.

She sat on the last side and could hear the song in the Bible, so graceful and slow.

She picked up the phone and called Shen Nan: "Shen Nan..."

Before she finished, Shen Nan interrupted and said, "where are you now? Han Feiyang is looking for you. He's going crazy! "

"I see. I'm busy outside now. I've figured out the theme of this issue. Maybe I can give it to you later."

"Work can be put down for a while. No one forces you. The most important thing for you is to take good care of yourself." Shen Nanwu Nai said, showing concern is not false.

Xu Baoqian has always felt that she is very lucky to meet so many kind people in such a bad life.

"Thank you, Shen Nan. It's really good to have you as a friend."

"Why do you say that all of a sudden? I'm not used to it. Where are you now? I'll let Han Feiyang pick you up. "

"No, I'm going back now. Please." Xu Baoqian said politely, then hung up the phone.

She turned and left, but was stopped: "this lady, what do you want to do here? Do you want to listen to the Lord, or do you want to talk about your depression? "

"Can you say that?"

"Tell the Lord everything, and he will help you out." With a gentle smile, the nun pointed to the direction behind, where there was the cubicle of confession.

Repentance

I really need to repent.

She walked heavily, and finally came to the compartment. She could not see the godfather, and they didn't know each other. This compartment was set up to protect personal privacy, and let people have the feeling of facing God's confession directly.

When the door closed, she squeezed her fingers and took a few deep breaths, trying to spit out the depression in her heart. But after several attempts, her chest still felt like a big stone.

She can't tell.

It's hard to open a mouth.

As time goes by, the godfather on the opposite side is also very quiet, waiting for her to tell.

Finally, she closed her eyes, gritted her teeth and said.

"I'm sorry for being alone."

"He is my favorite, but I can't give him what he wants. He wants marriage, he wants children, and I can't give them to him. His mother came to me today, advised me to let go and let me drive him away. I knew it was a cruel thing, but I had no choice. He and I together, will not have the good end, my parents, my life is simply a mess, I do not want to implicate him, but... I also loathe to leave him

"God... What do you think I should do?"

The priest opposite did not answer.

She breathed a sigh and continued: "in fact, it's my fault. Long pain is better than short pain. At the beginning, we shouldn't leave hope for each other. Now I give him hope, but I have to cut it off myself. I hate myself. I just want to pray that he can heal his wounds and hate me as soon as possible, but don't torture himself. I also hope that he can live happily with Catherine, have his own family and children, and don't sacrifice so much for a worthless person. "

"God, if you can really hear me, please help me. I'm willing to exchange the rest of my life with you. I'm willing to never go to heaven after I die, just for... He can be well! If my wish is fulfilled, I will come back to fulfill it. "

After she vomited the last sentence, she relaxed a lot. In fact, the confessional room is useless, but some words are held in her heart. If she can speak out boldly, she will be much happier.

She turned away and walked out of the church. The angel outside was bright, but in her eyes, it was really gray. She thought that her life was hopeless.

When she came back, it was already six o'clock in the evening. Han Feiyang was not at Jane's house, but frantically looking outside.

Ji Jin said that he went to the police station to report a case, but he didn't have 42 hours to file a case. He also got into a fight with the police and made the other party black and blue. If it wasn't for Jane Yue's bail and taking advantage of her relationship, I'm afraid he wouldn't be released so soon.

When Xu Baoqian heard this, her eyes were dry, without a tear.

It took her a long time to respond.

"So... I see. I'm here to pack up. I'm going home."

Ji Jin noticed that something was wrong with her. She raised her eyebrows slightly and grabbed her hand to stop her. But she found that her hand was very ice, ice was terrible.

"Baoqian... What's the matter with you? I'm worried about you. I feel you are different! Did the woman tell you something? Who is she

"She's just a client of mine. I didn't say anything, just... I want to go back."

"What about Han Feiyang?"

"You call him and ask him to come back. I have something to tell him."

"Why don't you call yourself, your cell phone?"

"There's no electricity." Xu Baoqian light said, will turn to pack things.

Ji Jin bites her teeth, then rushes forward, grabs her handbag and takes out her mobile phone while she doesn't pay attention.

The mobile phone still has 20% power. She has checked both missed calls and text messages, indicating that she has seen the mobile phone and knows that they are looking for her madly, but Xu Baoqian did not respond.

Ji Jin looked at her stupidly and said with her mobile phone: "what are these? Why do you lie to me? Don't you even tell me the truth? "

"What do I say? I can't say anything, I'm going home! " Xu Baoqian took the mobile phone in her arms, then turned and left.

Packed everything, put it in the car and drove away.

"Xu Baoqian, what are you mad about?" Ji Jin can't bear to say, she really can't stand her dead look, it doesn't look like Xu Baoqian, just like a walking corpse without soul.

Where is Xu Baoqian she knows?

Xu Baoqian didn't say a word, just stepped on the accelerator and left.

"Hello! Baoqian Ji Jin calls, is about to catch up, but is more tightly stopped by Jane.

He is very witty, two women quarrel, he did not appear, but has been hiding in the dark, afraid of Ji Jin injury.

As she rushed out, he finally showed up.

"Let them solve it by themselves. You can't be a peacemaker all your life."

"But... There is something wrong with the man Baoqian met! Will you check it for me? "

"I think I should know who that person is, but I can't be the master." Jane more helpless light vomit a breath, light say.

"What do you mean by that?" Ji Jin looked at him in amazement. He even knew who the man was. He didn't describe a few words. How did he know?

Moreover, why so helpless to say such a word.

He can't be the master, and Jane Yue can't be the master. What kind of thing would that be.

"I'm going to find Xu Baoqian!"

"Don't go. It's family business." Jane more stubborn holding her hand, stop her.

He probably guessed that the man was Han Feiyang's mother.

Han Feiyang's concern is chaotic. He is too busy to calm down and think at all. But the more different Jane is, the calmer she is, the better she will know everything.

This is someone else's housework. After all, he and Ji Jin are outsiders. It's hard to get involved.

Difficulties

They still need to go through it step by step.

Ji Jin on his eyes, from which to see the firm and alienation.

He was determined not to let himself go.

She couldn't get rid of it and worried about Baoqian's appearance. Finally, she struggled and beat him on the chest.

Jian Yue is silent and lets Ji Jin vent.

When a good friend has an accident, she naturally has a hard time.

See her tears that moment, Jane more helpless droop eyes, sighed a breath, will her strong embrace in the arms.

"It's not that I don't want to tell you, but that you can't do anything when you know. That man is Han Feiyang's mother."

"What?"

"So, you know we can't do anything. It's someone else's business."

Ji Jin is like frost eggplant general, tears hanging on the eyelashes have no courage to fall down.

It's Han Feiyang's mother. Is Baoqian wronged?

Jane Yue is right. It's someone else's housework. Seeing Baoqian's attitude just now, she doesn't want anyone to interfere, does she?

I'm her best friend, but I can't help

"Jane Yue... I'm sorry. I want them to be well. Baoqian is so pitiful. She also wants to hold a wedding with Han Feiyang..."

The man was silent, constantly stroking her hair to comfort her.

"Jane Yue... Jane Yue... Why it's so hard to love someone, why their road is so hard, I'm so sad..." "fool, nine times out of ten, we are lucky, so we should cherish it." Jane said: "as for them, each has its own way. We wish them well and help them when necessary. The most important decision depends on two people."“ I think Baoqian will do stupid things. What should I do? "“ So... What can we do? " Jane sighed more silently.