Chapter 468

"Since you don't love me that much, I love you."

"I've never decided you. You decided me."

His hoarse voice slowly read out these two words, with a touch of helplessness and doting, as if she was willing to accept any small temper.

He indulged her, as always.

Ji Jin heard these two words, almost made tears fall, but in the end or strong support.

She clenched her teeth and forced herself to calm down: "think about each other again. I'm very upset, so are you."

"I've never been in a mess." He said word by word, and his voice was so sonorous: "I know you have been thinking about the disappearance of Su Xinqing and me for two months. It's my fault to make you worried and sad, but I never feel sorry for you."

"I don't mean that, but I'm not confident, you know?" Ji Jin took a deep breath, and finally summoned up the courage to spit out the thoughts of these days.

"I'm worried about gain and loss. I'm worried about losing you, so I'm running away. I'm not sure of myself. I'm not as strong as I thought. I need time..."

"You need time, I'll give it to you, and I'll give it to you as long as it takes. Anyway, I'll be with you. Just don't push me away."

He came forward, hugged Ji Jin tightly, the action was so gentle.

Her little hand was hanging over her waist, but she didn't have the courage to embrace him.

Hugging him is like holding a time bomb. No one knows when he will disappear next time. She is really scared.

In the end, she couldn't convince herself.

Give her a little more time.

She was in his arms, without any movement, and finally said, "let me calm down."

"Good."

Jane Yue stayed with her all day. When she left at night, she told her that she had something to do during the day and came to see her every morning and evening.

She didn't know what he was doing. He didn't say he didn't ask. He was used to this state.

The next morning, shortly after the door opened, the teacher would come to buy things and bring her breakfast.

Jane Yue came almost at the same time, holding a bunch of stars all over the sky. It's estimated that she can't buy white rose now.

He saw that Cheng Yao put down his breakfast, his face was instantly gloomy. After he left, he immediately went forward and threw his breakfast into the garbage can.

Ji Jin can't help picking eyebrows, said unhappily: "what's crazy in the morning?"

"I can give you time to think, but I can't just sit by and watch someone hook up with you. He's not allowed to eat breakfast in the future, but mine! "

The man is overbearing and can't refuse to hand over his thermos box, soybean milk fried dough sticks, and lean meat porridge, which are all prepared by himself.

"I'm sorry, I just like that bowl of chaos." Ji Jin said deliberately.

Jane Yue Wen Yan slightly eyebrows, said: "if you want to eat, I'll buy you, but you are not allowed to eat other men sent."

"What if I eat it?" She asked faintly, looking at Jane Yue's dark face, she suddenly felt in a good mood, but she hid a smile, which didn't show at all.

Looking at the appearance of Jane Yue's crisis, it's quite lovely.

Isn't he the superior Mr. Jane? Are you afraid of others?

If in the past, Jane Yue would not worry, but now it's not a special situation. Is their relationship in crisis?

So, we have to guard against it!

"I won't give you this chance."

He put up the bouquet and said, "throw it away. After I pass by, the group still has something to deal with. During this period, I will be a little busy. I don't have time to see you during the day. Come back at night."

D. E group?

Didn't he leave? There will be something, make up a reason will not make up a convincing, insincere!

She was in a little mood, but she didn't want to get angry with him.

She bowed her head to settle the account and said, "take your time."

However, the figure in front of him did not move, just like a tall and straight stump.

She doubts to lift eyes, just want to ask him how to still don't leave, didn't expect his body suddenly came over, that damp and hot thin lip petal, with hot breath, so no sign of pressure came over, gently covered in her lip petal.

She was completely stunned.

The body is stiff and the fingers are forced to curl up.

His lips... It seems that I haven't touched them for a long time. Is it so hot?

Just when she lost her mind, he had already begun to nibble. His movements were very gentle. His big tongue swept by with his unique breath.

The kiss was so shallow that it was gone as soon as she came to her senses.

Labial petal is apart, she amazes of cover mouth, cloud Mou is not instantaneous of stare at him.

"What are you doing?"

"Good morning kiss, you have used up your supplies for me, now you can continue to start." He said lightly, raised his big hand, gently fell on her head, stroked: "go, you can see me leave, I will be very happy."

"Who will see you off? No, who asked you to kiss me

Jane Yue just pursed her lips with a smile, gentle as spring water, told her two words and then turned to leave.

Ji Jin's vision is still very unpromising to follow him away, has been watching the car away, just lost to take back the vision, face unnatural lying up.

Her subconscious touch, palms are hot, but also a layer of sweat.

She stroked the lip and felt like a dream.

At this time, a familiar voice appeared in my ear: "tut Tut, I miss you before I leave."

It's the landlady. She's here to get things.

She was said to blush, quickly denied: "no, I don't want him!"

"I don't want to. When I took back my eyes just now, I couldn't give up. My sister, I tried to come here too. I know your mind very well! Although I don't know what happened to you, it's not to the point of divorce, and how kind your husband is to you. Come here every day, which man can do it? "

"If he's really nice to me, he won't leave in a hurry. He won't say anything. He'll only make me worry in vain."

"Don't you want him to accompany you every day? The mouth is hard, but it will suffer in the future. There is always a stalemate between husband and wife. It's not good to ask men to apologize all the time. Women should be soft as well! "

"But what if he was wrong? Two months of no news, in fact... Really afraid, I'm afraid there will be such a thing. I can't overcome my fear, and I don't know what I should do now, whether to give up completely and live a safe life, or to worry about him. "

Ji Jin sighed softly, playing with the flowers sent by Jian Yue in her hand. Although the color is gorgeous, it looks so beautiful, but it will soon disappear.

Is it the same with the family and marriage she carefully maintained?

She was afraid that what she grasped was a handful of fine sand. The tighter she grasped, the faster the loss would be.

She has gone through too many life and death, although it's a false alarm, but... She doesn't want to try again.

Fingers slightly hard, then pulled off a petal, finally will be the last concern in the heart said.

"In fact, I also think I'm useless. Many people who were with him at the beginning said that we were not suitable and I couldn't be his help. It turns out that's the case. I said that the danger was brought by him. In fact, I also had a reason. Maybe if they left, they would be OK. This time he was in danger, but I couldn't do anything. It was someone else who was desperate to save him. Suddenly, he felt useless and began to question himself. Sister Yang, what do you think I should do now? "

These words, deeply buried in the heart, now spit out in one breath, she suddenly felt a lot more relaxed.

However, it is also a kind of torture to realize the gap between them.

She could not help but bring up a smile of self mockery, laughing at her own excess.

When Yang Jie heard these words, she couldn't help falling into silence. In fact, she fell in love with a big person, and she was under great pressure. She could withstand the rumors and doubts all over the world. She had to grow up to stand beside Jane Yue better.

She felt sorry for Ji Jin and grabbed her hand. She couldn't help comforting her: "it's hard for honest and upright officials to break the housework, not to mention I'm an outsider who doesn't know the truth, but my sister is a passer-by who knows how husband and wife get along with each other. We all know that you must have gone through a lot of things along the way, which is not comparable to our ordinary people. Don't forget the original intention. Think about the reason why you were together. What's the reason why you fell in love with this man? "

Remain true to our original aspiration?

What's the reason for falling in love with this man?

Ji Jin fell into silence.

I don't know when to fall in love with Jane Yue. Now it's a habit to love him, just like drinking water and breathing air every day. Even if we are separated now and don't see each other in old age, we still love each other deeply. We can laugh, cry and miss each other.

She fell in love with this man, at first because of his sense of security.

This person is silent, can't speak, often can make people half dead, but there is a kind of unspeakable sense of security.

She always appears when she is in danger, with strong arms and arms in front of her. She just needs to hide in his arms.

She was originally a woman who could roll up her sleeves, but she was protected by him as a little woman.

He keeps a safe distance from women, which is probably a sense of security that no wife can refuse.

Most let her heart that time, should be he points his chest, said let her clean up, let him live in.

Maybe, since then, he has lived in.

Thinking of the past, she could not help but raise the corner of her mouth with a happy smile.

"What do you like about him?" Sister Yang saw it and asked.

"Like his low EQ, like his sense of security, like everything about him."

"What do you hate about him?"

"Hate... Hate not up, people love teeth itch."

"It seems that you really love him. Since you love him so much, why do you want to separate?" "..." This words, let her fall into silence, she suddenly realized that there are so many beautiful memories between them. Do you want to continue to love? She asked herself.