Chapter 397

Her emotion was a little excited, her hair became messy, and then her hands painfully inserted into her hair, and her long hair gathered behind her.

"I beg you not to mention this to me, OK? If you can leave Jane Yue and push him away, why can't I push Han Feiyang away! Ji Jin, we will be heart to heart. How much better do you think you are than me? So, don't blame me. It's a matter between Han Feiyang and me. No outsiders are needed to intervene! "

Outsiders

In the end, she's just an outsider.

She and Niannian work together to deceive herself. She treats Baoqian as her own relative, so there is no reproach.

Now, she's an outsider.

Ji Jin's small face brushes pale.

Xu Baoqian also realized that she had said something wrong and wanted to apologize, but her pride did not allow her to bow her head first.

However, she softened her tone.

"I know you are for my good. I know what I'm doing. You'd better take care of your business. Don't worry about my business."

"I know. I'll never care again."

Ji Jin gently said, drooping eyes to hold the sad look inside.

She and Baoqian have always been friends. Even after five years apart, they still feel the same when they laugh and scold.

But suddenly there was a gap.

She never confides in others and hides herself deeply, like a sensitive and fragile hedgehog.

She knew that it would stimulate her, but she still couldn't help trying to enlighten her, but she seemed to use the wrong method, which made it difficult for both of them.

Jane Yue heard the sound from the kitchen, and then came out. Seeing Ji Jin's uncomfortable appearance, she could not help frowning slightly.

The man came forward, holding her small hand, a faint: "excuse me."

He took Ji Jin to the kitchen.

From the beginning to the end, she drooped her head and let Jane look helpless.

He rubbed her head and asked, "what's the matter? Is it awkward? Just as my old friend met me, he quarreled with me? "

"I... seem to be nosy..." Ji Jin's voice came.

Jane more smell speech, mouth with a touch of doting smile: "for her and Han Feiyang?"

"Well."

"Well, my husband knows that you are wronged, so I'll try my best to comfort you. I'll lend you my chest."

With that, Jane pulled her directly into her arms without asking if she would like to.

Ji Jin heard this arrogant tone can not help but curl his lips, finally said helplessly: "well, it was very sad, but now it is not very sad. Let's deal with their own affairs. It's useless for outsiders to say so. I'd better take care of myself. It's hard to come here today. I don't want to make it too ugly, so I'll deal with it. "

"Good boy, if you don't want to go out, just watch me cook. The man who cooks on the Internet is very handsome, isn't he?" He asked seriously.

"Mr. Jane, do you also start to browse this kind of post?"

"Well, it's not congenital enough, it's only the day after tomorrow. After all, I'm tenth and I have a strong sense of crisis. How can I do without effort? "

He chuckled and began to cut potatoes.

Ji Jin used to watch the chef cutting vegetables on TV. She is fluent and handsome. Now Jane is not inferior at all.

Just looking at it, I think the shredded potatoes are so delicious!

Sure enough, people who look handsome will be discouraged. It turns out that what they say on the Internet is true!

Jianyue soon finish lunch, Ji Jin also very hard to pretend that nothing happened, Xu Baoqian also feel that he talked too much, some guilt, one to two, as if no quarrel in general.

Ji Jin's family stayed in the apartment until dinner. Xu Baoqian went down to see off the guests. When she came back, she saw Han Feiyang sitting on the sofa with a mobile phone and a smile on her mouth. She was very charming.

I seldom see him smile so happily.

She went over, very familiar lying on the sofa, and then hugged his hand, pillow in his lap, Yang a pair of big black and white eyes looking at him.

"Which beautiful woman's picture are you looking at? Are you so happy?"

"I asked Ji Jin for the pictures of Niannian from childhood to adulthood, so small people can see that he looks like a Yue! If the boy must be very handsome, the girl is also good, facial features three-dimensional, eyebrows and eyes gentle, grow up must be a symbol of the little beauty. I'm just thinking, if Niannian grows up, can you see what it's like for a Yue to dress up as a woman? "

"I'm curious to hear that. What will Niannian look like?" Xu Baoqian thinks about the future, and suddenly feels that this feeling is very subtle. She guesses whether a girl is a little more like mommy or a little more like Daddy. It's really hard to express her intense expectation.

"Baoqian, what do you think our children will be like in the future?"

Han Feiyang's mind moves and finally asks what he has hidden in his heart for a long time.

Xu Baoqian originally raised a shallow smile, light like the top of the wild lily, that beautiful pink.

It's very nice.

But, hearing this, that smile... Gradually hide.

Han Feiyang saw her cold and clear face, just like a red rose with thorns, so beautiful, every time she came near, she could get hurt all over.

Her thorn, not a little flower thorn, will break.

It's the hedgehog's thorns, which grow on the fragile green stem in all directions. Every time he comes near, he will be bruised. Next time he continues to come near, the thorns will still be there, and the new ones will fold the old ones. He doesn't know how he survived.

"Baoqian, sometimes I feel that I played with too many girls' feelings before I met you. God can't bear it for me, so I sent you to let me pay my debts. I think these years, my debt should be enough, but... It seems not. Since you don't want to marry me, why don't you have a baby for me? So I have a reason to deal with my family... "

"Sorry..."

Before his words were finished, Xu Baoqian answered these three quiet words.

It's like a blunt knife, cutting his heart again and again.

She refused so decisively as if she didn't know how hurtful her words were.

He opened his mouth slightly and wanted to say something, but in the end he said nothing.

Just gently picked up her body, and then got up to leave.

She smile so beautiful, as if did not feel sad.

How sweet the sugar she gives, how painful the wound she gives.

For her, I have nothing to say.

Xu Baoqian looks at his back and doesn't know when to start. Han Feiyang's breath becomes very strong, with a kind of sadness that can't be dissolved. Although he still likes drinking and joking, he is far away from the feeling of that year.

In those days, at least he was happy, now he is like drinking poison to quench thirst.

But

She really can't promise anything.

Her little hand slowly moved to the abdomen, the corner of her mouth with a smile of self mockery.

"Han Feiyang, do you know that a long time ago, I was doomed not to be a mother. What's the point of marrying a woman who can't have children? Maybe Xiaojin is right. She should let you go. She can't be so selfish any more! "

She got up and went to his room, knocked on the door and said, "I'll go back to the store in the evening, but I won't come back. You can help yourself with breakfast, OK?"

"Well." Han Feiyang's voice came from inside.

For a moment, there was silence on both sides.

Xu Baoqian bit her lips hard. I don't know whether the bright color is the new lipstick or the blood color.

She clenched her fist hard. After a while, she summoned up the courage and said, "Han Feiyang, you are thirty-six, old and big. Should you consider getting married?"

Yes, unconsciously, he has been with him for five years, and now he is thirty-six. Jane Yue and Xiaojin's children can make soy sauce, and he

I'm so unfair to him.

But love is selfish. She can't control herself. What can she do?

She also hated herself, but she couldn't get rid of it.

He can't get rid of his breath, he can't get rid of his goodness, and even he is used to waking up from his arms every day.

Her voice sank, and the man in the room did not respond.

She took a deep breath and went on.

"In fact, you are old and old. It's time to find someone to get married. Your parents are all in France. It's not a matter for you to be here alone. Why don't you go back... I saw your computer by accident last time, and I know that your parents have helped you to find many excellent girls. One of them is always worthy of your status, and your vision is always good. I'm not afraid that you will find an ugly monster to influence the next generation... "

She is forced to smile, did not expect in front of the door suddenly opened, a face of angry Han Feiyang appeared in front of, iron green face.

"Xu Baoqian, do you think I have no heart and you want to hurt me so wantonly?"

The fury, like a volcano, was burning her soul with hot lava.

Xu Baoqian tried to raise the corner of her mouth and smile beautifully.

That smile is her only protective cover, which has never been removed. Even when crying, it must be the most beautiful and proud one.

She looked up at him and asked, "how can you say that? When we were together, we had already agreed to take what we need. I've reminded you many times, don't be distracted, otherwise... You will not be able to bear it. Are you not advised to fall in love with me, but now blame me on the contrary? "

These words made Han Fei tremble.

The powerful hand clasped on her shoulder and shook angrily, as if it was going to split her.

"Xu Baoqian! Don't you love me? "

"Love... Love... Love..." she said softly.

"Then you..." he looked at her in shock. It was so easy for her to say that he doubted whether it was true. Unexpectedly, she has the next half sentence“ But I can take it up and put it down. I love you, but I can retreat all over. " I love you... But I can walk away... This is probably the most hurtful words Han Feiyang has ever heard from her!