Chapter 159

Ji Jin heard Shen Nan so fragile words, the heart can't help but shiver.

It suddenly occurred to her that a year ago, when Shen Nan was going to get medical treatment, he was in poor health, but his desire for survival was very strong, and he had never been so negative as now.

"What do you mean by that? A year ago, you only had a 20% chance of getting sick. You didn't give up. Now you get everything you want. Do you think it's ridiculous? " Ji Jin's whole body trembles. She doesn't like to see Shen Nan's lifeless appearance. Since she has chosen to sacrifice herself, she should live well and live for her!

"How do you know that a year ago, I didn't give up a 20 percent chance?" Shen Nan looked at her and asked word by word.

Ji Jin, stiff on the spot.

Hanging in the body side of the two small hands have already tightly grasped, above the blue veins beat, visible how excited she is now. But she opened her mouth and couldn't say a word.

She is just an ordinary friend in front of him, not an ex girlfriend. What qualifications does she have to teach him?

What's more, the one who should love him is not himself, but those who love him.

Ji Jin took a deep breath, pressed down the rolling thoughts in her heart, and looked at him with cold eyes: "I call frank, Lin you can't be emotional now, so let him come, you are like this, how can no one around you?"

She took out her cell phone and was about to call Frank. Unexpectedly, Shen Nan suddenly jumped out of bed excitedly and threw her cell phone on the ground. With the violent sound, the cell phone became fragmented.

Ji Jin was startled by his fierce action. She looked at the debris on the ground, as if she saw the moment when Shen Nan grabbed her neck at the charity banquet.

His face was bulging and ferocious, even his eyes were red.

Has his illness gone on for so long without getting better, but worse?

Shen Nan was also frightened by his own actions. He looked at his hand incredulously, and then looked at Ji Jin's face that had lost its blood color. He could not help but step back two steps in pain, put his hands in his hair with chagrin, and exclaimed with emotion: "I... I didn't mean it. I can't control it. No one can see my ghost like this. I'm Shen Nan, I'm a big star Shen Nan, I'm also the chairman of century media. I can't let the outside world know that I'm crazy! I can't

The last three words roared, and he was red eyed.

But

There were tears of pain in the scarlet eyes.

Ji Jin was deeply stunned.

She now understood why the doctor said he was in a state of emotional collapse and was under such great pressure. How could Shen Nan not be crazy?

Now he dare not tell anyone, even the most pro Frank can't, he is now alone, he has only one person!

Ji Jin dare to stimulate him. She wants to comfort him, but she is stopped by Shen Nan.

"Don't come here, i... I'm afraid I'll hurt you, these are not what I want... Ji Jin, I'm not myself anymore..."

There is too much sadness and helplessness in this voice, which is suppressed by him.

The voice, deeply into the ears, let Ji Jin's heart tremble.

She shook her head desperately, her eyes were red, but she forced her tears and approached step by step.

"Please... Don't come here... I'll go crazy and hurt you at any time. I've hurt too many people..."

Ji Jin did not understand the meaning of his words, just when he did not want to let himself close, and deliberately said so.

She didn't answer, just step by step, and finally came to Shen Nan.

Shen Nan leaned against the wall, his chest undulating violently, and his face showed the pain of suffering.

Shen Nan she met is not like this, he is beautiful and gentle, like the sun in general, but now he is living in the disease.

"I won't tell anyone. Only I know about it. Can you promise to go for treatment?"

"No... no, I can't right now. I haven't got the power of century media. I can't let it go yet..."

If I let go at this time, Ji Jin, I will never have a chance to get you again.

It's worse than death not to be with you!

"Shen Nan, are you crazy? If you really become mentally ill, then all this will not be yours! Is your life important, or are those things outside your body important? " Ji Jin roared, tears in this moment, gently slide.

Shen Nan looks at her tears, the body is instantly stiff.

She cried

Crying for myself

How can he give up?

Shen Nan's expression suddenly calmed a lot, shaking out a hand, gently put on her face, wipe the tears that just came out.

He put away his mania and said softly: "don't cry... I don't want to see you cry..."

Ji Jin is in a terrible mood now, but she has the ability to distinguish the deep meaning of Shen Nan's words.

She desperately clenched the lip, did not want to cry, crying can not solve any problem.

She tightly grasped Shen Nan's hand and said with a prayer: "Shen Nan, go to treat the disease first. These things will still belong to you when you come back. You are the only successor of century media, which is undeniable! Shen Nan, I beg you. Don't you think about yourself, don't you think about Lin you and her baby? "

Shen Nan shook his head gently, and there was a long sigh in his nose. It was so sad.

His voice rang out and fell in his ears: "Ji Jin, you don't understand. If I give up now, there will be nothing left. I will lose my most precious things."

Only by taking over century media, can we be qualified to compare with Jane Yue and protect Xiaojin well!

How can he give up when he has worked so hard and stuck to the last step?

How can I give up my favorite Xiaojin?

He can't say these words. Ji Jin naturally can't know. She only knows the shadow of Shen Nan's childhood, which forces him so eager to get back century media.

"I don't know what precious things you will lose. I just ask you, is that more important than Lin you and children?" Ji Jin asked sadly.

He gave up himself for Duan Linyou. Now is there something more precious than Duan Linyou?

"Yes..."

Shen Nan gently spit out a word, let Ji Jin tears again.

"You lunatic! Do you know what you will lose! When you really become a psycho, do you think you still need the most precious thing? Shen Nan, can you be sober? Do you know what you are giving up now? " Ji Jin is angry and wants to wake him up, but Shen Nan laughs.

"I know what I gave up, but... I don't regret..."

No matter how much I give up for you, I don't regret it. The only thing I regret now is forgetting you

Ji Jin hears this sentence, the heart is violent one quiver, unexpectedly cannot find any words to refute.

He's talking about it. How can she persuade him? But she can't just watch him go on like that!

By the way, frank!

"Shen Nan, tell Frank about it. He will never let out the news. There is no one around you now, he can take care of you! You and he are brothers. Can't you tell him? "

"No!"

Shen Nan took a deep breath. The cold wind poured into his throat, and it hurt a little, but it didn't affect the coldness in his words.

These two words are firm, and there is no chance to discuss them.

Ji Jin was a little surprised and asked, "why?"

"Frank will definitely stop me, he will definitely take me to see a doctor, and I can't leave Yancheng now. Ji Jin, maybe I lost my mind when I was in a coma, so I would read your name and involve you. But now you are the only one who knows about it except Dr. Lin. you should keep it a secret for me! "

"I... I can't do it. It's hurting you!"

Ji Jin immediately refused, the body can not stop the retreat.

She can't watch him go crazy step by step. He has become like this now. How can he do it in the future?

She shook her head desperately, tears in her eyes: "Shen Nan, don't force me, since I know, I can't just sit back and watch, I can't do it!"

"No! You have to do it! "

Shen Nan's eye circles have been red for a while, and his fierce eyes are shining inside. He strode forward and quickly caught up with Ji Jin. He clasped her wrist with one hand and said harshly, "this time, you have to help me, because no one can help me except you!"

"No... you let go, I'm looking for Frank..."

Ji Jin pushes him away. This time, Shen Nan tries his best to control himself. He can't bear to hurt her again, so he is pushed by her and falls back.

Ji Jin is about to turn around and leave in a panic, but suddenly he hears a cry of pain from Shen Nan.

That sound... As if experiencing the pain of body being torn.

She was so scared that she turned around and saw Shen Nan holding his head in both hands, curling up on the ground, twitching and rolling in pain.

"Shen Nan!" Ji Jin didn't even think about it. She rushed over and held Shen Nan in her arms. She looked at him with red cheeks, blue veins all over, and sweat all over him.

What he looks like... It's so painful!

"I'll... I'll call the doctor, you wait for me..."

But Shen Nan grabs her hand and tries to squeeze a few words from her teeth. She almost bites her tongue because of the distance between her teeth. This scene deeply stimulates Ji Jin. She is very afraid... She is afraid that Shen Nan will be gone.

"Promise me not to tell anyone, please..."

Shen Nan spits out this sentence with great difficulty.

Ji Jin instantly stiff, looking at the original handsome face, but now because of the pain has become ferocious twist up, for a time into a painful dilemma.

Does she want to tell Frank, take Shen Nan for treatment, o