Chapter 375

The head is snow's circle of friends.

Box background of South Lane.

Qin Shuang drinks a cup of wine with a little wanghong in off shoulder clothes. It's not good to be intimate.

Around also occasionally shine to a few net red parts, there are bottles of popcorn on the table.

It's very nice to see the show.

Li Fei looked at the mouth, a face of indignation, "just divorced like this? He can't wait, can he

Tong Xinyi shakes her head and grins bitterly. She doesn't speak. She looks at Qin Shuang on her mobile phone in trance.

Her black frame glasses are showing the colorful gradual change of light and shadow of her mobile phone.

Hurt to the extreme, sadness and happiness are incompetent.

Li Fei couldn't bear to look at her. She murmured a few times to comfort her, but no one ever comforted her from childhood. Her experience of comfort was zero. Finally, she said dryly, "don't be sad ~"

And then it's gone.

Li Fei said that he wanted to smoke himself. Isn't that nonsense?

Hearing this, Tong Xinyi looks up from her mobile phone and sees that Li Fei is at a loss. She smiles and shakes her head. "I'm not sad. I just..."

Voice suddenly dumb, with a faint water vapor, she closed her eyes, and then opened, although still laughing, but the fundus of her eyes flashing again.

"I'm not sad, I just think he's naive, you know? He used to be like this. In order to revenge me, he made me feel bad and deliberately made those frivolous news to show me. Now, as soon as we get divorced, he does it again! It's so childish. It's so childish

Tong Xinyi repeatedly said a few childish, the kind of crying and laughing tone.

Li Fei carefully looked at her face, "do you know he meant to show you?"

Tong Xinyi showed the Qin family's group wechat to her, "you see, if he was showing it to all the people, the group would have exploded. How could it be so quiet? He must be the only one I can see. It's so childish

Tong Xinyi said with a smile, said naive two words are showing a bit of doting.

Li Fei recognized that Tong Xinyi was actually very happy, but since she was happy, why did her eyes burst into tears?

"What are you crying for?"

This time, Tong Xin is silent for a moment, and then she looks at Li Fei. The sadness in her eyes is almost like a tide.

"I cry because he cares about me at last. He can't bear me. He has feelings for me at last. I used to look forward to it, but now I have it, but we are divorced!"

There is no regret that can be compared with once yearning and yet not, willing to let go and then found close at hand.

Regret is to miss, but want to cherish, but can not find.

She said, quietly wipe tears, a time and space in the heart, a full, but a mixed flavor, can not say in the end is what mood.

A lift an eye to see Li Fei Zheng Zheng looking at oneself, seem to have words, she picks eyebrow, "how?"

Li Fei laughed, with self mockery, "I'm thinking about how to comfort you, but after thinking for a long time, I didn't think of it. I can only say that if you are sad, just think of me. You see, you have at least had it, and I've worked hard for so long, but in the end, there is nothing."

When you don't know how to comfort others, show them your scars.

People will always be comforted if they are less than above and more than below.

Even feel guilty, people have said so, what are you sad about?

So Tong Xinyi was embarrassed and comforted Li Fei.

Two people around the bed covered with a quilt, she touched Li Fei's hand under the quilt, Li Fei's hand abnormal cold, Tong Xinyi rubbed, wait for warm point, she sincerely mouth.

"He and I have many misunderstandings and heartaches. There is no way to reconcile. We only have marriage. Once we get divorced, there will be nothing left. But you are different. You have a child. As long as you have children, you will be tied up for a lifetime."

Hearing this, Li Fei seems to be touched to the deepest corner of her heart. She looks at Tong Xinyi for a moment and doesn't speak.

Tongxinyi think she listen to, and think of themselves, think of the child, a time and empty heart.

Tong Xinyi drank too much and soon fell asleep.

Li Fei quietly gets out of bed and looks at the unfinished wine on the table. She sits alone by the door, her long legs bent up, her back straight, and her profile looks very sallow.

Stuffy, one mouthful, one after another, sipping small mouthfuls, to experience the sour taste of the cold liquor falling into the throat.

When she's sad, she won't be bored. It's easy to get drunk. When she's drunk and there's no reliable person to watch, how dare she get drunk?

She can only drink like this to relieve herself.

When she was sad, she was alone, then she had a little button, then she had Qin Luo, now

It's her again!

She suddenly remembered that she had not finished sending the text message before. She picked it up in a hurry, looked at the previously typed words, and pressed the delete key hard.

In the end, there are only a few words.

——Button, I miss you.

But where are you and what are your father and son doing? When you are used to solitude, you will not be afraid of solitude, so solitude is not the most terrible thing. The most terrible thing is that you are used to solitude, but later you leave solitude, taste the liveliness and reunion of the world, and then you return to solitude. This is the most terrible thing. Because you are not used to it, you begin to have desire, start to miss, and then you will feel lonely and unbearable! Li Fei looked at the cold moon above his head, and the wine he drank turned into tears at the corners of his eyes, drop by drop. Buzz, mobile phone suddenly a shock, Li Fei in the hand of the wine spilled out. She looked at the cell phone, she thought it would be a small button, the result - "Hello!" Hesitant answer, she opened her mouth, the voice is hoarse, she low clear throat, what to say, but suddenly hesitated. Qin Luo heard the cough and the obviously low voice. He knew that she was crying“ Drink? " It's a positive tone. When I heard his clear voice, her heart suddenly settled. Maybe it's because of these three simple words, maybe it's because he always knows her better than others. Even if he was not there, she was satisfied to hear his voice. She let out a slight hum. A word, she obviously heard the end of the breath, like a relief. There were so many things that happened that day. They just made a phone call at the moment. There should have been a lot of words and misunderstandings to explain. But at the moment, it seems that they don't feel necessary. A long silence, they listen to each other's breathing sound, like comfort, like company“ I went out that night, but... "" I know, teacher Tong told me that your father fainted. Is he OK? " So considerate, so generous, without any resentment. Qin Luo's heart really put down, he pursed his lips, laughing clear and happy, "he's OK, you can rest assured!"“ Well Silent night, um, so gentle“ I called you during the day, but... "My cell phone has no signal?" Without him to finish, she had thought of the reason. It's like knowing that he must have called. It's like expecting that he will come to her. Qin Luopu chuckled. She didn't have any misunderstanding. She didn't have any wishful thinking. There was nothing more pleasant than that. Smile for a while, think of the next words, Qin Luo just slowly right look“ I asked my father, he refused to say the reason, it may be difficult to say, I have checked again, you don't... "This time, Li Fei or preemptive interrupt, however, let him mind a tight“ That's OK! In fact, I don't care! "