Her incompetence, cowardice, and even despair were in the eyes of the child.

She hopes that fruit is naive and simple. She hopes that she can grow up a little slower. She hopes that she can always be like a child and doesn't understand anything.

But she also knew that growing up was inevitable. Sooner or later, she would know everything, know her mother's humiliation and incompetence, and know that all her peace was living under her humiliation.

She's so sensitive and so precocious that she can't hide it from her for long.

She felt sad, depressed in her heart and sour in her eyes.

Maybe she didn't want fruit to know that, not only for fruit, but also for her poor self-esteem. She doesn't want her children to find that her mother is so incompetent. Every parent hopes that she is a hero in the eyes of her children, instead of being a prisoner of another man in a cage from the beginning to the end.

Tang Qing quietly hugged her, prayed in his heart, grew up slowly, and gave her a little more time. She didn't know how she would look at her when she grew up. Would she dislike her having such an incompetent mother? Or hate that she gave birth to her for her own sake. From the beginning to the end, this child has always given her salvation, and she has given her too little, even a healthy body.

Is she really happy with a single parent family and her childhood? Or do you smile at her side every day to make her feel at ease?

……

Xiao Fengting pushed the door in and saw Tang Qing sitting on the ground, fruit nestling in her arms, mother and daughter quietly leaning against the shadow on the wall, so quiet that people can't bear to disturb. The sun shines in from the window, leaving a heavy color of light and shadow in the colorful room. The picture is particularly gorgeous. Tang Qing and they huddle in a small corner, and the bright color falls on them. It seems that they are all alone in another world.

It looks warm and moving.

The reason why pain is pain is because outsiders can't detect it. When a person is talking and laughing, how can others know that the person's body gradually collapses from the inside.

Maybe when the man committed suicide, we still feel strange. Why did he die like this.

*

in the evening, after dinner in advance, Tang Qing asked Xiao Fengting to send fruit and fruit back.

Don't drink the new carrot in the car every day.

Xiao Fengting, listening to her garrulous appearance, wanted to laugh.

He didn't experience his mother's care. He just felt that Tang Qing had spoiled the fruits too delicately. No wonder he couldn't change this problem from childhood.

When the car stopped at the intersection, Luo Yi came and led the fruit down. He looked up at Tang Qing and said, "sister Xiaoqing, I'm taking fruit home."

Tang Qing looked at the fruit in his hand. After a while, he nodded slowly. A smile appeared on his face: "well, go."

Luo Yi takes the fruit and goes away.

Tang Qing sits in the back seat, still looking at it fondly. Her whole soul seems to be led away by that little child. When Luo Yi closes the door, she can't return to her senses.

Xiao Fengting looks at her calm face, but has a strange illusion that if there is no fruit, she will be broken in his car.