When Xiao Fengting went back to his room, Tang Qing was looking out of the window with his back. The window was open, and a cold wind came in, stirring her long hair on her shoulder, and her back was bleak.

Hearing the door open, she lowered her head slightly, raised her hand and wiped it gently on her eyes.

Xiao Fengting went to close the window and looked down on her face.

Sure enough, Tang Qing's face turned white by the wind, and her lips were not a bit bloody. She lowered her head, but still could see the corners of her eyes turning red.

"Why did you come back so early?" She remembered that Xiao Fengting would go to the study every night to work for a period of time before coming back.

"You just got out of hospital today. I'll be back with you early." He leaned over and held her chin, slightly raised to look at her face, another hand in the corner of her eyes gently wiped, fingertips stained with a touch of salty water vapor. He said softly, "still sad?"

Tang leaned back a little, avoiding his hand and sight, "it's OK." It's just that the voice has a slight nasal sound that doesn't sound useful.

"I hope it's you who hypnotize her. Now it's you who are sad and sad. Qing'er, I really don't know what to do."

There was a faint helplessness in his voice.

Tang Qing blinked his eyes and put the water vapor flooding under his eyes back: "I just I think of my childhood. " Back in the room, her and Downing's past was always in my mind. She knew that after downing was crazy, she did not have the feeling of losing her completely. Only when she had dinner together today, she could clearly feel that the woman sitting opposite her was already a stranger.

The bond between her and her was broken after her memory was gradually sealed.

"She has been protecting me since childhood, and I really have no use. Every time a little dangerous task, she will take my place and go out. All I can do is to make medicine at home and wait for her to come back." She raised her hand to her face and sobbed, "if only she hadn't gone out for me. She must be the best killer of Tangmen, just like Tang Yi Not... " Reduced to what it is now.

Xiao Fengting held out her hand and lifted her from the wheelchair. The woman in her arms was very light, as if she had no weight. He bowed his head and kissed her on the back of her hand. He said in a warm voice: "all development in the world has its own truth. You don't have to blame yourself like that. "

Tang Qing raised his head and looked at him with eyes full of tears, "do you believe in life?"

Believe that all this encounter, is a causal cycle, fate?

Is it destined that downing will be tired and fragmented for her?

"I don't believe in life, but I think everything is the best development." His eyes fell on her face, heavy, as if to see something, "do you think downing will regret protecting you? She's not that kind of person. Even if she knew all the consequences, if she was given another choice, she would do the same thing. "

Tang Qing smell speech, light smile, smile bitterly: "it is because of this, I especially hate myself. If only I had not been born from the beginning One more me in the world will bring more troubles to others

Her weariness, negativity, pessimism, or the sadness from the depths of her soul make her look very depressed. If you give her a choice, she will really choose to die - she is such a person.