Chapter 1862

She wanted to die, but she didn't want to die.

It has been two months since I received the news that I wanted to commit suicide, and now I accept the reality.

She knew how difficult it was to live, and she was reluctant to die because of such things.

There was a faint smell of smoke in the air. The man squinted at her from the thin smoke, and her face was cold and cold.

He was silent, as if to find her request humble and ridiculous.

Tang Qing knew that she didn't have much money to negotiate with him.

She was found back by him. From now on, if you want to kill her, you can do whatever you like. She has no qualification to refuse.

Freedom and cornea have nothing to do with her wishes.

Then he finished smoking, left the butt in the ashtray and leaned down from the bed.

He put on his bathrobe with his back to her. Without saying a word, he turned and left the bedroom.

Tang Qing sat on the empty bed, looking at the room full of chaos and the ambiguous flavor of the air.

She's like a woman who's been used and lost, and it's the cheapest one.

But maybe she has no value in Xiao Fengting's eyes.

At least those women do not want to do it can not do, but she needs to take medicine, also have to wait on his satisfaction.

What's more, I haven't heard of any women who need to pay cornea for the owner.

She can't even get a little reward, even in constant loss.

She felt that she was an object in Xiao Fengting's hand, or some kind of animal that she kept. Anyway, she didn't treat her as a human being.

The air in the room made her nauseous.

She came down from the bed naked, trying to open the window for ventilation.

When she tried to pull the whistle out, she found that the window of the bedroom had been welded to death.

Tang Qing stood in the same place and looked at the connected windows for a long time. Then he slowly regained his mind and walked into the bathroom.

Put a jar of hot water, she immersed herself in it, even her face in the water.

The feeling of suffocation, as well as the crazy hatred and pain at the bottom of my heart melt in the hot water. In this life, some things have been doomed from birth.

Flowers are always flowers, weeds can only be weeds, belong to the glory of flowers, only worthy of looking up, can not hope.

as like as two peas, she would never understand why she had the same face as Downing, and what a different treatment it was.

If she didn't want to be loved, wouldn't she be in such a mess

If she didn't try to get love from others, would she not be as miserable as she is now.

She's never been robbed of anything. Even if she's been robbed of something, she'll get it all her life.

A hand suddenly grabbed her hair and pulled her back from the water.

Shaking the line of sight, is the man sullen cold face, scalp was pulled raw pain, she looked up at him, can not help laughing: "don't worry, will not die. And death doesn't damage the cornea. "

She is such a small person, the vitality is also as tenacious as weeds, she will not die, nor will she be mad, no matter what treatment, she will only live as usual.

The idea of suicide came once, but now it has been reluctant to die.

She is really a cowardly and incompetent person.

Xiao Fengting picked her up directly from the bathtub.