Chapter 1149

She slightly tightened the man's clothes, eyebrow unconscious frown up, bite the lower lip did not speak.

It was a thorn in her heart.

Even if she loves him now, there is no way to forgive him for what he did. After so many years, too many things happened between them. She seldom recalled that night eight years ago, which was her most painful nightmare. But when she chose to forgive Yan Ruyu, she also freed herself from that nightmare.

After all, even if you want to blame, you can't blame Yan Ruyu's head. The person who promised is Fu Tingyuan, and the person who pushed her out is Fu Tingyuan. If you compare Yan Ruyu's injury to her as a wound, Yan Ruyu is just the knife for her to commit murder, and the person holding the blade behind is Fu Tingyuan.

She had been tortured by that sense of abandonment all those years, so painful that she wanted to kill him. Even if she can't get rid of those emotions now.

Hate, is really hate, hate to the end, but there is no way to free from this infatuation, to their own disgust.

Because she no longer loves herself, she chooses self exile.

Luonanchu's eyes were covered with a layer of fog, heavy water vapor, talking about the past, she still inevitably felt aggrieved, gently bit her lower lip, she did not look at him.

Only that night, she couldn't let go.

Fu Tingyuan held her face and made her face look at him. The moist in her eyes made his heart ache a little. He sighed low and held the tight servant's petite body.

“…… I was wrong in my estimation. " "I thought he wouldn't touch you. He didn't like to touch women that other men have touched. I thought I knew him well, so I let you go It's my fault, lornacho. It's really my fault. Only once, I don't know how to make up for you. "

“……” She raised her long, moist eyelashes, and fixed her eyes on the man's frowning face. Then she bit her lips hard without saying a word.

"I know you can't forgive me. All along, I can't forgive myself. I'm jealous, Ronan Chu. I'm jealous that another man touched you But what can be done? I personally sent you to his bed. Even if I'm mad with jealousy, I'm the only one to blame. " His voice was low and hoarse, as if polished by sand and stone, with a heavy and coarse tone, which made his voice always magnetic and moving, with some obvious pain.

Ronan first looked at his face and thought of his cool, cold, winning face that night in his study chair.

He has really changed a lot.

Eight years have passed.

The changes that time has brought to them are unforgettable.

Some injuries can not be forgotten, but time will erase the pain, leaving only a small scar.

She accepted this man because of his intelligence and pride, as well as his coolness and conceit. She allowed him to be possessive of her and to feel sorry for the harm she had done to her.

In fact, it was just eight years ago that Fu Tingyuan didn't love her as much as she does now.

She used to be hard to care about those, but now she wants to come - in this world, how can you guarantee that every love can be returned to me when I fall in love with you?