Chapter 165

"Since you are so persistent, I will follow you!" His sentence "you never loved deeply" made her blood flow in her heart. She never loved deeply. How can she give up ten years of youth for him? If you have never loved deeply, why bother to calculate?

"Autumn, you don't have to follow me. You should have your own life. I've dragged you down for too long!" Wen Xuan stared at her with deep guilt in his eyes!

Don't love you, originally is a kind of guilt! Qiujing understood the meaning in his eyes, but she had no choice, just as she had no choice that day. She had to push her sister on the road of reconciliation!

Her face is pale. After ten years, she can't replace her sister. What else can she say? But my sister is now the queen. Even if they have not forgotten their feelings, how can they break through the obstacles and get together again? She still has a chance, doesn't she? As long as there is a glimmer of opportunity, she will not give up. Over the years, what makes her adhere to is this glimmer of hope!

Lin Haihai turns around sadly. She can't bear to witness the pain in Wenxuan's eyes. Others may not understand him, but she knows that when you are separated from a person for a long time, you miss him and want to break your heart. You can't wait to exchange what you have around you for that meeting. Even if this side is angry or speechless, you are willing!

"Pack up and we'll be on our way tomorrow“ Lin Haihai lightly dropped a sentence. For the publicity, she was not worried that he would not go. He would not miss any chance to meet Qiuyang. As for the misunderstanding between them, she didn't want to say, leaving it to the three to settle one by one!

Qiujing looks at Lin Haihai's back and has a lot of resentment in her eyes. She naturally knows who this woman is. Over the years, her spy has been lurking in the capital. She knows everyone around her sister. The only miscalculation is that she actually came to the door, but the spy's news hasn't arrived. How can she know Lin Haihai's speed, Much faster than spies!

Forgetting dust and Zheng Feng waited at the door. Seeing Lin Haihai coming out with a gloomy face, they didn't dare to ask in detail. Forgetting dust asked anxiously, "is it the pain again“ These days, they have been scared. Lin Haihai has experienced the pain that life is better than death every day. Zheng Feng looks like a knife in his heart, but there is nothing he can do. He hates the feeling of helplessness!

"No, it's not time!" Lin Haihai's face changed slightly. Thinking of the grinding pain, she now felt afraid. Now her stomach is only three months and there are six or seven months. Can she survive?

Several people walked silently to the inn. The bleak wind in autumn swept everyone's fingers and took away the meager temperature and moisture. The wind swept the long street and blew the bamboo at the end of the East Street. The silent mourning filled everyone's heart with a kind of sadness, as if there were terrible and sad things waiting for them in the unknown road ahead!

However, the wind stopped, and the fallen leaves floating in the air seemed to have lost their trace for a time. Lin Haihai quietly looked at the visitor, and his heart seemed bitter and sad, "I've been looking for you for a long time!" She said quietly, "Zheng Feng, take qiechen and suqiu back!"

Zheng Feng looked at the woman in front of him and was about to speak. Lin Haihai shouted, "go!" Zheng Feng's face sank and said to forgetting dust and suqiu, "let's go back to the inn first!"

"What do you want from me?" The woman's face was indifferent, her white clothes were slightly turbulent, and there was no wind at this time!

"I want to ask you if there is a medicine that people can forget the people they love!" Lin Haiwen. () There is a desperate determination in my eyes!

"Yes, are you sure?" The woman's lips evoke a trace of coldness, and the feelings in the bottom of her eyes are gradually cold!

"OK!" Lin Haihai answered powerlessly. She was sure, sure!

"Before the last step, it's best not to use it, because once he eats it, he will never remember you or the little drops you have had. Use this medicine with caution!" The woman took out a red vitamin like pill from her arms. As soon as she raised her hand, the pill flew out. Lin Haihai then said silently, "thank you!"

The woman turned around. Not far behind her, there was a man waiting for her. His warm smile was like the warm sun in autumn, driving away all the haze and gray!

Lin Haihai looked bitterly at the two people's distant backs. The Scarecrow's hand was always on the shoulders of the people who came over, and had not loosened more than half a minute!

She once had such a dream, but now it is extravagant!

Zheng Feng went out alone and got drunk in a wine shop in the town. Lin Haihai went back to the Inn and didn't see him, so he asked forget dust to go out to find him. Forget dust wanted to stop talking, and finally went out silently!

Lin Haihai put away the pills. Su Qiu has gone home and will gather again tomorrow. She sits in the Inn room. Qiuyang comes out of the open window and reflects her jade like appearance. Zheng Feng suddenly pushed the door and burst in. His mouth was full of wine. Lin Haihai frowned at him. He was angry. He went to drink and get drunk just for her important word. What's the matter?

As soon as Lin Haihai wanted to speak, forgetting dust rushed in. She grabbed Zheng Feng and looked sad, "you said, there is no room for turning around between us. Are you serious?"

Zheng Fengzhen stopped. Looking at forgetting Chen's painful face, he felt a trace of pain in his heart. Lin Haihai saw it and asked, "what happened?"

Zheng Feng looked at Lin Haihai complicatedly. He knew that something had happened to her recently. She didn't say why she was in pain once a day, nor did she tell the problem to everyone to help solve it. She took everything on her body, and she took them out just to show the emperor and reassure the emperor? He was angry, very angry, angry with her distrust, her arbitrariness and her self righteousness. Couldn't she see that the more she didn't say it, the more worried the people around her?

"What's the matter?" Lin Haihai's voice slowed down, and there was a trace of worry between his eyebrows!

Zheng Feng thought of revenge. He looked at Lin Haihai coldly and said, "it's all right, it's none of your business!" After that, she turned around and went out. Forgetting Chen looked at Lin Haihai and knew Zheng Feng's good intentions. He wanted Lin Haihai to know how much his actions hurt people's hearts. However, seeing Lin Haihai's stunned look, she couldn't bear it. She didn't want to say it. Naturally, it was because she had to face the right problem that they couldn't help. She was facing so many things alone, The body and mind must be exhausted to the extreme, but she still keeps running for the people around her. Has she really lived for herself?

Lin Haihai sat powerlessly in the chair. She understood Zheng Feng's abnormality, was moved in her heart, and was sad at the same time, because in the future, she wanted to leave not only Yang shaolun, but all of them. Their care and care. She was used to it. Once lost, how could she adapt to a person's life?

Forgetting dust sighed and wanted to go out to find Zheng Feng. Lin Haihai stopped her, "forgetting dust, let me talk to him!" Forgetting dust lowered his head, didn't say a word, just nodded slightly.

Zheng Feng ran to the river in anger, picked up the stones on the river bank and threw them into the river. In the clear river, the fish scattered everywhere. Lin Haihai quietly came to him and asked softly, "Zheng Feng, I'm sorry!"

Zheng Feng turned to look at her. Her tears filled her eyelashes, nibbled her lips and looked at him faintly. Zheng Feng felt a pain in his heart. Her pain had pushed him to the edge of collapse these days. Watching her roll all over the ground, he felt a lot of pain and wanted to replace her pain. Every time she asked her, she always kept silent, kept all things in her heart and didn't spit out a word, you know, As a bystander, how uncomfortable and painful is it?

"What the hell happened?" Zheng Feng looked at her with a trace of prayer in his language, hoping that she could speak out and know that the cruelty of the facts is better than his blind guess!

Lin Haihai smiled bitterly and said to Zheng Feng, "in fact, I don't mean to hide it. I just think it's just adding trouble. This matter has bothered me for a long time. I don't want you to worry about me!"

"If you don't say, we're more worried about random speculation!" Zheng Feng looked at her and said!

Lin Haihai sat on the grass, hugged her knees and looked at the grass under her feet. This is tenacious vitality. Now she is half yellow and is about to grow old. However, next spring, she will radiate new vitality. Her heart is slightly sour. She told Zheng Feng everything that happened during this period, including her own origin, without concealing it!

Zheng Feng was stunned and forgot that the fruit on Chen's hand fell to the ground behind him. Lin Haihai and Zheng Feng turned to look. Forgetting that Chen was full of tears, looked at Lin Haihai with a complicated look, turned and ran away.

Lin Hailian hurriedly chased up, grabbed forgetful dust's sleeve, forgetful dust wiped away his tears and said, "anyway, there is always a way, I won't let you go!" In his words, he complained like a child who didn't give up his parents!

"Fool, I'm gone. You still have Zheng Feng," Lin Haihai's voice shook and almost burst into tears. She looked at Zheng Feng. "Forget that Chen is my disciple. You should take good care of her in the future. Don't let me worry!"

"I will!" Zheng Feng's face was pale, but he still answered her with certainty!

Lin Haihai showed a smile with peace of mind. In this time and space, she will be properly placed!

Forgetting dust looked at Zheng Feng and then at Lin Haihai. His heart was suddenly sad. Even if Zheng Feng could not replace Lin Haihai. She has a special meaning to her!

The next day, Wenxuan packed up some clothes at will and followed Lin Haihai and others on the road. Autumn naturally followed. Lin Haihai didn't say anything. These are the gratitude and resentment between the queen and her. She has no right to intervene!

Along the way, Lin Haihai was silent and basically didn't speak. She often held the bright red pill in her hand, which was all her happiness. Now, she wanted to let it go with her own hands. Her body would ache for an hour every day, but her heart was in sharp pain all the time!

Because he took two more people, he used carriages to walk all the way. Zheng Feng often looked at Lin Haihai melancholy. He had a lot to say in his heart, but he knew that he couldn't export a word!