"About today's matter..." Lu Yueshan hesitated and stammered: "that, in fact, I don't want to cheat you, I really didn't think well, so... I lied to your mother."

But seeing that Yan Moxuan's face turned black again, Lu Yueshan said calmly, "I know you are angry because of this, but I haven't thought about it for the time being. The most important thing is that I'm afraid your mother will know that I was born in an orphanage."

Yan Moxuan's face softened: "do you care about your origin?"

Lu Yueshan nodded.

"That's right." Lu Yueshan said with a smile: "although the Zheng family said I was the Zheng family, no one has any evidence, and I don't plan to go back to the Zheng family, so..."

This is the first time that Lu Yueshan shows her weakness in front of others.

Lu Yueshan has always been proud of herself. She never cares about other people's eyes, but that doesn't mean she really doesn't care.

Especially about Yan Moxuan.

Yan Moxuan is so excellent, but she is just a little girl. A man like Yan Moxuan should be worthy of a famous family.

Most of the time, when she was with Yan Moxuan, she felt like a dream. Maybe one day she woke up and found that it was all a dream.

Yan Moxuan understands what Lu Yueshan's words mean. He stares at Lu Yueshan's little face deeply, sighs, reaches out his long arm, embraces Lu Yueshan in his arms, lowers his head and kisses her gently on the top of her hair.

"I've said that no matter what happens, there's me behind you." His arms tightened: "so you don't need to be afraid of anything, leave everything to me."

Lu Yueshan's small face is buried in Yan Moxuan's arms. Her body seems to be suddenly exhausted. She leans up to him feebly and feels his powerful arm encircling her. Only in this way can she feel that she is really in his arms, not a dream.

"In fact, I'm not sure..." Lu Yueshan spits out her heart: "I'm just an ordinary girl. There are so many girls who are more beautiful and better than me. Why do you..."

Why do you take a fancy to me.

She didn't ask because she didn't have confidence.

If it's just because of that agreement, is it too far fetched?

Yan Moxuan suddenly laughed.

"Do you remember that winter, on the bridge at the end of the old street, there was a young man standing on the bridge to commit suicide. A little girl came up and pulled the young man down from the bridge and criticized him severely. Later... The little girl was pushed into the river by the young man. When the little girl was rescued from the cold river, He also severely criticized the youth. " Yan Moxuan said suddenly.

Of course Lu Yueshan remembers it.

It was the winter nineteen years ago, when she was four years old. It was cold that winter. Although the river under the bridge had not frozen, the river was freezing. When Lu Yueshan fell into the cold river, she shivered all over. When she was fished out, her whole body was frozen.

She has a deep memory of that scene, which is hard to forget.

Lu Yueshan's eyes suddenly widened and looked at Yan Moxuan in disbelief.

"How did you know that?" After that, she was sent to the hospital, and then she never saw the teenager again. Thinking of the teenager, Lu Yueshan's eyes were staring at Yan Moxuan in surprise. The bigger her eyes were: "is it..."

"Yes." Yan Moxuan micro hook lips: "I am that young man."

"You are?" Lu Yueshan was so surprised that she couldn't speak. She covered her mouth and stared at Yan Moxuan for a long time: "but that young man... Why did you want to die?"

Yan Moxuan glanced at her with a look of "how could I have been looking for death".

"But when you were standing by the bridge, you wanted to jump with your head down." Lu Yueshan pointed out an important point.

Yan Moxuan said with a smile: "you didn't see clearly. At that time, something fell into the river and you thought it was going to kill me."

"So..." Lu Yueshan was embarrassed: "you didn't want to die, you just wanted to find something?"

Yan Moxuan didn't shake his head, but he didn't either.

At that time, when he was standing on the bridge, he was at his lowest point. He was very disappointed in the world. The little girl at that time, Lu Yueshan 19 years ago, called him a coward and asked him to live well, because the world was still wonderful and there were many people who cared about him.

At that time, Lu Yueshan's small face was very firm. Even when she was pushed into the river by him, she shivered with cold and was carried to the ambulance. She stubbornly held him by her cold little hand and told him to live well. Looking for death is a sign of timidity. The most powerful thing about people is that they can live strong in the most difficult times.

To live is to have a future, to live is to have hope.

So, just because at that time, when he found Lu Yueshan in danger on the street, he would run to save her without hesitation.

Looking at Lu Yueshan, Yan Moxuan thinks of Lu Yueshan as a child.

He stroked her little face and said with a smile: "at that time, I thought, how can there be such a stupid girl? If I meet her again in the future, I won't let her go easily."

Although she still remembers the events nineteen years ago, she just remembers that. She can't remember exactly what she did and said at that time.

Just remember, she saved him, but was pushed into the water.

If I meet her again, I won't let her go easily.

Yan Moxuan's words echoed in Lu Yueshan's ears, which made Lu Yueshan frown: "is it hard to be, you will be with me now, just to revenge me?"

Yan Moxuan, a man with a black belly, will take revenge if he wants to, and it's not too late to take revenge for ten years.

Yan Moxuan gave her a "what do you think" look.

Lu Yueshan's face suddenly lengthened: "and then? Now that you've got revenge on me, what are you going to do after that? "

After revenge, should it be over between them?

Yan Moxuan micro hook lips, rubbed her hair, gave her an ambiguous answer: "you just love to think too much."

Lu Yueshan claps Yan Moxuan's hand away.

"How can I know what you're thinking if you don't make it clear?" It's really tiring to be with a man who thinks deeply.

"It's still a long time to come. You have a lot of time to observe carefully!" Yan Moxuan deeply coagulates her every word.

What's the meaning of this?

I felt that something had caught me, but I didn't catch it for a moment. I slipped away from her fingers.

The playful expression on Yan Moxuan's face was unpredictable. He didn't want to tell her honestly.