Chapter 3179

When I was a child, I used to climb to the tree with my hands and feet, pick wild fruits from the tree and eat them. After watching many martial arts dramas, I felt that these wild fruits might be mysterious elixirs, and have a certain chance to live forever.

There is no ripe green fruit, picked and tasted, sour and astringent, bitter and sweet.

But this is my youth.

Some dreams are destined to be dreams.

Some love is doomed to be impossible.

some promises, like bubbles, break at a touch.

Some lies, lifelike can deceive themselves.

But Dong Yu, the most failed lie in my life is to lie to myself and say that I don't like you.

Close your eyes, think I can forget you, but the tears, but did not deceive themselves.

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at the wedding, the church is decorated with fresh flowers, white gauze, holy and beautiful.

I sorted out the flowers on the arch, and when I looked back, I saw that the bride, with the help of the flower boy, had arrived at the meeting place.

Dong Yu is responsible for entertaining the living room while the bride goes to the dressing room to make up.

I went to the dresser with the flowers and put a bunch of roses in the vase.

When the bride saw me, she smiled and said, "you are Yin Xiachun, right?"

I turned around and nodded in silence.

"Dongyu often mentions you!"

The bride tilted her head and said, "sometimes, even in dreams, she often calls your name."

My back is stiff, but I pretend to do my own thing as if nothing happened.

"My name is peace."

"Well. I know your name. "

"But I'll call it sister-in-law later."

I turned to her and asked with a smile, "sister in law, how do you know Dong Yu?"

She was surprised for a while, and I called her "sister-in-law" obediently. I responded to my question and immediately replied, "college students!"

Sure enough.

I guess that with Dong Yu's cold nature, the social circle can only be maintained in such a narrow circle of classmates and colleagues.

I carefully arranged the flowers and asked tentatively, "you must love my brother, right? Otherwise, it must be hard to bear his sullen character. "

"That's how you describe your brother?" Quietly looking at my movements, I suddenly smiled, "ha ha! Marry him, just like in a dream, always feel unreal! I love him very much Just as he loves you. "

The movements in my hands froze and I looked at her incredulously.

"Was it a surprise? Why do I know about it? "

Peace stood up and came to me.

There are only two of us in the dressing room.

She came up to me and hit me lightly on the shoulder. "You know what? He has never forgotten you. I know that your position in his heart is extraordinary and irreplaceable. "

"You..."

I felt a little queer, but I couldn't help wondering, "since you know, why do you marry him?"

"Because I love him as much as you do. No regrets!"

A quiet smile, the smile in the eyes, is very pure, "love a person, humble into the dust, even if he has a heart, but as long as can keep him, will naturally accept."

"Don't you think it would be unwillingness?"

I hook lip, appear to disapprove, "if the man that oneself loves deeply does not love oneself however, that paragraph of marriage, must be very disloyal."

"I don't think so."

Peace then said, "feelings can be cultivated. However, I know that the only woman he loves, and he will never be able to. Is this not the greatest loyalty for me? "

The daze on my face is more obvious.

I will try my best to make him fall in love with me. At the same time, I will be a good wife and daughter-in-law Good sister-in-law. "

I smiled calmly, but there was no disturbance in my eyes. "Well, I wish you well."

I sorted out the flowers, put them aside, and walked out the door.

Behind her, she suddenly said, "I feel very lucky. At least, I can marry the man I love."

I didn't stop for half a step and left.

I know that she said this without any malice. She just wanted to prove her love and loyalty to Dongyu.

But compared with these words, I have experienced a hundred times more cruel suffering.

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Outside the church, I stood at the door, raised my head and looked into the blue sky. The white clouds were floating gently.

I hold a rose and play with it at the tip of my fingers. I take off the petals one by one, leaving the petals on the ground and finally falling into mud.I didn't have the courage to witness it.

Like a deserter, he escaped to the door, but the oath officially began.

In the church, a solemn voice came from the priest: "peace, would you like this man to be your husband and make a marriage contract with him? Do you love him, take care of him, respect him, accept him, and be faithful to her forever, no matter how sick or healthy, poor or humble, until the end of your life? "

I bowed my head, took out the ring box from my pocket, opened it gently, and lay in it quietly, one carat of rings.

Brother, brother! When you grow up, will you buy me a ring with a big diamond inlaid on it and put it on my hand like the hero on TV? "

When I was a child, I made a wish of innocence.

Every girl must have a dream about the bride.

I dream that one day, I will be able to stand in the Holy Church and watch him put a big diamond ring on my finger and make a promise to me.

However, the ring doesn't have to be one carat. The wedding doesn't have to be held in the church. But the man standing opposite me and holding my hand must be that man.

On the night before the wedding, he felt out the exquisite gift box from his pocket and opened it. Under the moonlight, a carat of diamonds bloomed with charming brilliance.

In childhood, such a careless sentence, but let him seriously in mind.

With his back, I held this small, but delicate box with tears in my eyes and smiled contentedly.

So many illusory dreams in life have actually realized one of them.

I gently took out the ring, carefully put it on the ring finger, five fingers together, looked at the diamond ring, could not help but hook the lip, gently fell on the diamond in a kiss.

I opened my lips slightly, almost in sync with the church voice - "I will."

Dongyu's voice still reverberates in the ear:

-- if love is really doomed to be unable to be together, it's better to pester the whole life.