For fan Shiyue, now he is in the situation of despair.

The injuries on the body and in the heart are no less than those of others,

holding the wall and walking slowly, there is only one corridor with the ward, but the overloaded right leg can't accept the weight beyond its own capacity.

She's been playing soft all the time, as if she's taking a step forward. Her legs are going to strike and stop her mission at any time

Finally, I can't hold on any longer. Just now, I took a small step with my right leg, but before I stabilized it, it didn't have any strength. The whole person faltered and fell to the ground heavily.

Tried countless times, simply can not stand up, gave up the so-called struggle, like a snake squirming forward.

I suddenly feel funny. What's the difference between myself and those beggars who live by begging on the road? I need other people's alms to survive.

Even a road is not good, think of themselves as a beggar, feel some overestimate themselves, at least they have hands and feet, eat on their own, but she can't do anything.

Now this and its embarrassed appearance, is not a monster?

I have no strength all over. I just rely on my right body and rub with the ground. I wriggle little by little, but I have exhausted all my strength.

A normal person only needs two steps to walk past. For fan Shiyue, it's like a galaxy. Although he has used all his strength, he still stays in the same place

The air has become emotional, began to sympathize with her, sweat drops out, from the muscle, skin roots slowly gathered together, flow through every inch of the body muscle, skin!

Seize his good friend Mr. feng'er and let him share his coolness with fan Shiyue. Let the collar soaked with sweat dry quickly.

Finally across the entire galaxy, across the poles of the earth, back to the original origin.

Maybe God has the virtue of living well. Only he knows what he looks like outside. It seems that all the passageways are closed, and the whole corridor is empty

Leaning behind the door, the vibrating heart drives the objects around to beat with its beat, and the breathing becomes more symmetrical

The whole body is stained with dust, and the floor in front of the ward door is much cleaner, reducing part of the scope of work for the cleaning aunt.

The large-sized clothes have been soaked through. I don't know whether it's sweat or tears that have eroded its body. The flowing liquid on the face is tight.

"Why, why, my heart is so sad, he is brother Muxuan, brother..."

The scene just came to mind all the time. It's like being eroded by ants. The feeling in my heart is always so strong.

For a long time, his position is just his brother. What he says is also his brother, but there is still a special feeling in his heart, telling himself that you like him.

In my heart, I have told myself many times secretly that fan Shiyue is your good brother. You can't have other ideas. Now you are not people in the same world. You can't be compared with each other

As long as you see Mu Xuan and Zhang xueru talking and laughing, you will feel sad in your heart. From your heart to your mouth, even the air feels bitter.

Forced to smile, still into the world does not belong to her.

Since the end of removing the gauze, since being pointed out by others, there is a devil in fan Shiyue's heart. Accidentally, it plays its magic and erodes her body.

"Why? Why? Why do you want to do this? I'm not willing to... "

After a short rest, with the help of the bench beside her, she slowly stood up, and her hatred occupied all her thoughts.

The angry face is twisted into the gentle and graceful face of the furious lion. The horror outside the pavilion is like a fire barrel about to explode, and it is even more like an elegant cat suddenly shrieking and showing sharp teeth. It's always ready, just like you coming

Flames burning on the forehead, his gentleness is exhausted, her gentleness, elegance is also missing, the star flames continue to grow, ignite the whole body of the air.

The whole room can hear fan Shiyue's gasping voice. The quiet atmosphere is amazing, but it makes the air roar and tear your heart.

The fingers are not controlled by themselves. When you see all the objects placed here, every time you look at them, you see the scene of Mu Xuan and Zhang xueru looking at each other affectionately

She was driven by the power of anger. Unconsciously, she clenched her fist and forgot all the pain on her body. Limping, she picked up the bench beside her and used all her strength to smash the things in the whole room

"Go away, all of you. Why are you doing this Why... "

All the gas will be sent to the unknown objects. After a vent, the room is in a mess, and all the objects are beyond recognition.After all the bad emotions were vented, the whole person collapsed on the ground like this. His heart was very sour and his tears flowed out

it is obvious that they are unimportant people. Maybe they are a couple of lovers, but they just mess in later

but no one can control this emotion well. The more you want to restrain its growth, the faster it grows, and you can't catch up with it

after hearing the sound in the room, the nurse came to have a look. As soon as the door was opened, the whole person was dumbfounded

give fan Shiyue a support point, quickly pull off the quilt, remove the debris on the ground, make a space, pull off all the bedding and quilts on the bed, and put them on the ground. Let fan Shiyue lie on it and have a rest

seeing her like this, I didn't ask her questions or talk to her. I just went out for an hour, but I became like this. I didn't see Zhang xueru in the room, so I couldn't look after her alone

just for a while, they are all in a hurry. They have used up all their strength. The weather outside is a little cold, and their hands and feet are a little cold. Now, they are busy, and their blood is boiling and sweating

after being busy for a long time, fan Shiyue sat down on the quilt. Fearing that she would be injured again, he cleaned up the debris on the ground at will, so he rushed out to find Zhang xueru. The strength of two people was always much stronger than that of one person

"Shiyue, what's the matter with you. How to make it like this... Are you unhappy? If you are unhappy in the future, tell me not to hurt yourself in this way...

hurry to open the curtain and let the sunlight enter the dead room. The dark room suddenly becomes bright. Then you can see fan Shiyue's dirty face and bloody fingers

looking at her like this, Zhang xueru is very distressed. Although she can't understand the pain in her heart, she also knows that this kind of pain is really hard for everyone...

"in the future, don't be like this, OK? In this way, your brother Muxuan will be distressed..."

looking at her empty eyes affectionately, with endless care in her tone

the eyes are full of jealousy, and the pupil dilates, so the tears gather together in the eyes, forming a small water wave. With the vibration of eyelashes, they gather into tears, hanging on the long curved eyelashes

"sister xueru, I feel really bad in my heart. I just can't control myself... My heart tells me all the time that you are a useless person, a complete useless person..."

I don't want to bear it. I just burst out completely. At this time, I regard myself as a child and cry on Zhang xueru's shoulder

at this moment, whether it's jealousy, envy, hatred, or real grief, I want to cry and let out all the bitterness, pain, and sadness in my heart...

Mu Xuan, standing outside the door, hears the cry of grief in the ward, and his heart gets sour

I feel more remorse for myself. I gather my emotions in my hands and my fists. I hit the wall one by one. Every time I hit the wall, the wall trembles a few times. I don't know how many fists there are. The white wall also becomes impure

bloodstains appear on the wall. The flat wall is concave and uneven. The long fingers become red and swollen, and the bloodstains on the knuckles are clearly visible....

the wall is flat