Chapter 626

In the corridor of the hospital, there is no one on the white wall. This long corridor is like the only way to hell.

Pure color, without a trace of clutter, in the baptism of the sun, become bright, is a mirror, as long as you walk in front of him, will show your prototype.

This is a through heart mirror, even your heart, what color, can illuminate, although you want to try to hide yourself, but see it, my heart began to tremble.

The long corridor is like a sea of fire. If you go there, you are bound to be hurt.

"Zhang xueru, you must adjust yourself well. Now that you have started, you must stick to it to the end. You can't make any mistakes any more..."

In this way, I cried in a low voice and let out all my grievances. I went back to the bathroom and washed my face. I washed all my emotions with water.

There is no Mu Xuan here, so everything depends on themselves to stabilize, to stabilize the restless fan Shiyue, to stabilize the red heart in the body.

Tidy up all the thoughts, in the wind disorderly, let the cold wind, blow away all their bad mood, she wants to go back to face fan Shiyue.

"Shiyue, come on, take some fruit and supplement some vitamins. The wound heals. Vitamins are indispensable..."

I took the fresh cut fruit tray from the nurse and put it on the cupboard. There were only two of them left in the whole ward.

Or as always dead, or not a little vitality, watching fan Shiyue quietly sitting there, the whole person is like lost soul.

Even when she came in, she didn't move. When the doctor left, she did the same thing and didn't change her look.

Looking at her like this, Zhang xueru's heart is very painful. At this time, she hopes that what lies on the bed is herself, not her. If she can replace her, she will ask God to put all the hurt that fan Shiyue has suffered on her body.

However, God will always let you go against your wishes. It will not be so easy for you to achieve your wishes. Otherwise, there will not be so many people in this world who will end their flower like life because of the disappointments in life.

"Come on, Shiyue, don't think too much. You've heard what the doctor said just now. You need to cheer up and take good care of yourself. Only in this way can you recover faster Come on, eat more fruit

He picked up the fruit and handed it to fan Shiyue. He hadn't had a meal for many days. If he went on like this, the nutrition and protein needed by his body couldn't keep up, and the wound recovered more slowly.

If she doesn't eat for a long time, her body can't stand it. What's more, she is so thin now, and her whole body is skin and bone.

"Sister xueru, is what the doctor said true? Can I really get back to what I used to be? "

His eyes were full of hope. Looking at Zhang xueru like this, he seemed to place all her hopes on her.

Knowing that she can give herself a positive answer, fan Shiyue's heart will be put down. One leg has no consciousness, and the whole face can't be destroyed.

"Shiyue, you have to believe the doctor's words. They won't cheat you. I have confirmed with them again and again just now. Their answers to me are the same. You will definitely recover very well..."

"Even if you don't believe in the doctor, you should believe your brother Muxuan. He has asked the doctor, and the answer he got is this. Well, Shiyue, you should keep healthy now, and don't think too much!"

Finish saying words, fan Shiyue's eyes are still full of loss, really have no way, don't want to see her like this again, have to move Mu Xuan out.

Knowing that he was in her heart, just like God, only his words could make her believe.

Perhaps, this is the power of love, even amnesia, can not be her heart that feelings wear away, even if changed a kind of identity, this kind of feelings still exist.

Sure enough, as soon as he finished speaking, fan Shiyue began to move. He slowly turned away, opened his mouth and ate the fruit in Zhang xueru's hand.

"Sister xueru, I'll take good care of my wounds and have a good meal. Even if it's not for myself, it's also for mu Xuan, for those of you who care about me..."

Sweet smile, once again appeared in fan Shiyue's face, although a little more bitter, but finally no longer drooping head, no trace of expression is too much.

In order to restore the former appearance, in order to make Muxuan feel that he is not a monster, in order to stand with Muxuan in the future, others will not comment.

For everything, she has to take good care of the wound, the purpose is not simply for themselves, but who has been missing in the heart.

"Sister xueru, did brother Muxuan come here today? Did you see him? Did he come to me? "

Silent for a while, looking at the next sitting Zhang xueru, fan Shiyue tangled for a long time, don't know whether to ask, but the psychology has been thinking, directly asked out.It is said that all changes are inseparable from their ancestors. In fact, fan Shiyue won't leave the topic of Muxuan. Seeing fan Shiyue's desire to talk and stop, Zhang xueru can guess that what she wants to ask is definitely about Muxuan. Don't even think about it.

As soon as I said it, I was right. My guess was exactly the same. Fortunately, I had made psychological preparation. Just like what Mu Xuan and the doctor said, I filtered all the problems I could think of in my brain.

Mu Xuan is now her pillar, or perhaps the nerve pillar for her to survive and face life strongly. With him, her heart is like belonging.

"Shi month, your Mu Xuan elder brother once came, just see you a person sit here, he went back!"

He pretended to be calm and lengthened his voice. He talked with fan Shiyue about all kinds of situations, because he didn't know how to say it. He could only say it in whatever way he thought.

For, Mu Xuan, Zhang xueru really want to blow up the phone, but, just can't find his person, the phone how also didn't answer, oneself can't leave at all, and he is the pillar of fan Shiyue.

No way, can only cheat her, otherwise really don't know how to say.

"Since you think so much about your brother Muxuan, I'll call him in, just to relieve your heart beating..."

Can only let go a try, talk, also do to go out of the action, is to let fan Shiyue understand, now Muxuan stand outside the door, can come in at any time.

Looking at Zhang xueru standing up, fan Shiyue quickly put down the fruit plate in her hand and quickly grasped her hand.

The atmosphere suddenly tense up, fan Shiyue's hand exhausted strength, to hold Zhang xueru's hand, really feel her strength.

Women are weak, only in the face of certain things, she will become strong immediately, and her strong look, really can not be underestimated.

After a while, I saw that the hand that was held by fan Shiyue was red and swollen. With more efforts, the blood could not flow, and the whole palm turned white.

Face dew difficult color, looking at Fan Shi month, it seems that or oneself underestimated that persistence in her heart.

"Shiyue, you hurt me..."

The whole hand is numb, really some pain, Zhang xueru said it directly.

Seeing Zhang xueru's face and her hand clenched by herself, he knew that he was a bit impolite and quickly released his hand.

The whole hand because of a long time of insufficient blood supply, and a long time of clenching, fingers are shrunk together, almost to shape.

"Sister xueru, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. I just..."

Seeing Zhang xueru's hand, fan Shiyue quickly gives her a massage and looks at her apologetically.

Really afraid, afraid that she didn't hold Zhang xueru, she went out and called Mu Xuan in, so she didn't have any preparation to see him, let him see himself like this.

After the medicine on the face, like a clown, he did not see, but think about it feel particularly disgusting.

I have some dislike of myself, not to mention that others can't bear to look at me like this.

"Sister xueru, look at me now. I'm afraid that when people see me like this, they will think I'm a monster..."

At this point, I thought of the scene in the elevator that day, as if I was a clown for everyone to watch, and I performed heartily. Even if I didn't move, I was the object that people could not listen to and laugh at.

A strong heart can't stand being ridiculed and pointed out. Even if it's made of iron, it can't stand exploitation one layer after another.

"Sister xueru, go and tell brother Muxuan that I'm not ready to see him now. When I think about it, I'm letting him see me. Will you go and tell him?"

Holding his face and pleading with Zhang xueru, at this time, it's better to let him jump from the skylight and fall to pieces than to see Mu Xuan like this.

I don't know what happened to me. After removing the gauze, I became another person. It's not what I want, but I really can't get through this barrier in my heart.

Looking at the way fan Shiyue is locked together, Zhang xueru really wants to hold her and cry. She will let out all the pain in her heart these days, and let fan Shiyue let out all the pain in her heart

But the reality told her, can't be like this, Mu Xuan is not here, she is her only pillar, only their own continuous positive, can give her more power.

Emotions can be infected, just like when she was at the bottom of her life, Josh always accompanied her side, cheered herself up, watched her positive attitude towards life, deeply affected by her spirit of not giving up, she changed her point of view.

From then on, we will know what kind of mentality we had at that time.

More know this time, her side how much need a person, to accompany themselves, and their own through these difficult times."Well, I'll go out and send Mu Xuan away. When we want to see him, we'll see him. Let him wait like this all the time..."

On the other hand, holding fan Shiyue's hand, the moment he turned around, tears burst out of his eyes, really can't bear it any more.

I'm afraid that if I stay here for one more second, I can't help my tears, and I can't help them.