Chapter 874 Don't Want To Be A Mistress

Janice's speed of removing the fish was faster than Eva had expected. As soon as she finished eating two Mutton Kebabs, she removed all the bones of a fish.

"Wow, Janice, you are so awesome. You have removed the fish bones so soon," Eva gave a thumbs up and praised her.

Janice smiled, "Janet likes eating fish very much, but she won't spit out bones. So every time she eats fish, I will help her pick it out and give it to her."

"Wow, you are so considerate. If only I could have a sister like you as well," Eva said with a smile.

"After my parents left, Janet and I went to our grandparents' house. Although they took care of us, we two rely on each other. If I don't care about her, who cares about her?" Janice sighed.

"Now that Janet has Jade, you can be relieved," Eva said in a low voice.

"Yes." A bitter smile appeared on Janice's face. "My life is a tragic combination. Since I was born, I have seldom been particularly happy until I met Jim. He is the only warmth and color in the coldness of my black and white world. In the past, I was not afraid of death. I especially liked to play those terrifying games, because death was a relief for me. But since I met Jim, I have tried my best to live a long life, because I think my life is meaningful."

Janice paused and turned to look at Jim. "Jim, I can't live without you. You won't leave me, will you? The reason why I worked so hard is that I want to see you again and be with you. If you don't love me anymore and if you want to leave me, the only thing I can do is to end my life. I won't let myself go back to that cold and dark world."

She said that on purpose in front of Eva. The only thing she wanted to do now was to keep Jim beside her, even if it was an emotional kidnapping.

"Janice, you have recovered. You are a normal person now. It doesn't matter whether I am with you or not. No one in the world can't live without someone else," said Jim in a low voice.

"If I leave you, I'm like a fish out of water and a human out of air. I'm sure I'll die," Janice said firmly.

"Haven't you gone through the eight years without me?" Jim asked.

"It's different. Although you're not with me, I have faith in myself. I survived with this faith," Janice said pitifully.

Taking a sip of pear juice, Jim said slowly, "I've investigated professor Nicholas for you. He has a normal sexual orientation, not a gay."

"How is that possible? He told me in person that he was a gay!" Janice retorted immediately.

"He must be lying to you. He has four girlfriends, but he doesn't have a boyfriend. His girlfriends all said that his sexual orientation is normal," Jim said affirmatively.

Janice was shocked. She didn't expect that Jim would investigate Nicholas. If he

wouldn't be happy together. In fact, Jim is a very responsible person. He knows that he can't love Janice anymore and he won't marry her," said Essie.

Eva lowered her head. She remembered every word that Jim said when he was drunk. He had said that he would be lonely all his life.

But his heart could change once, and maybe it could change a second time. He could fall in love with Janice again.

"The point is that I just want to stay with Vinton and be his wife. I don't want to think about other people or other feelings." Eva was extremely distressed.

"You don't have to accept Jim so soon, and you won't officially date him. You just give him a chance, and also give yourself a chance. Don't close your heart too tight. You can get along with each other like friends, just like you did with my brother before," said Essie slowly.

"But Vinton doesn't have a first love like Janice by his side. I can get along well with him without any restraint. But scum Jim is different. Every time the three of us are together, I feel embarrassed, as if I am a mistress." Eva sighed.

"Eva, you are wrong. Before marriage, everyone has the right to make a new choice, and also have the right to fight for love and happiness. A mistress only exists in a marriage. Jim hasn't engaged to Janice, let alone marry her. How can you be a mistress?" Essie comforted.

"But after all, she is her first love." Eva pouted.

"She has been pretending to be dead for eight years. According to Zac, she left when Jim loved her most, and came back when he forgot her. It was a wrong time," Essie said straightforwardly.

"But don't you feel sorry for Janice? It was not easy for her to save her life, but she had to lose the man she loved most. It was too cruel. She said she couldn't live without Jim. What if she really committed suicide?"