There are no two blessings, and disasters never come singly. When I am hit one by one, do I still have the courage to face them?

"Chutian. Don't be upset. I'm not a good woman and I'm not good to you. I used to cheat you. Do you always hate me? "

"No. No, I've never hated you. "

"Ha ha. I know you said something against your will to coax me because I was dying. I'm not a good woman if I cheat you. I know that. "

"No. Yuxi, I really don't. Don't think about it, will you? "

Yu Xi sighed and said, "Chutian, thank you for treating me as a friend. I treat you so well, and you - ah, I - I can't help myself."

"I know, I know everything. You can sleep for a while and keep your spirits. Don't be too tired. "

Yu Xi said, "I'm afraid if I don't talk about it today, I won't have a chance in the future. I know my situation. I don't have much time

"Nonsense! You've just got a little cold and nothing happens after the fever subsides. Don't think about it

Yu Xi reluctantly laughed and said, "don't lie to me. My own body, can I not know. A few days ago, I went to the forest to look for silver fox. Suddenly, there was a rainstorm in the sky. My wound was stained with water and became inflamed. I didn't pay attention to it. Later, the wound festered and the inflammation became more and more serious

"The wound is inflamed. Why don't you tell me?"

Yu Xi said, "what can I say. You didn't want to talk to me or eat at that time. I was so worried that I didn't care to tell you these things. "

"Why don't you tell me why don't you go down the mountain for treatment? Why do you drag it? Don't you know you're going to die if you drag on like this? You say, "why?"

Death is a taboo word. As soon as I mention this word, I'll shut up. It's unlucky to say so. Yu Xi won't die, certainly not.

I don't want to lose my temper with Yu Xi, but watching Yu Xi die for me like this, I can't get over this barrier in my heart. I'm not against her, but against myself.

I'm questioning myself.

Yu Xi was lectured by me. After a moment of silence, he said: "because I want to accompany you, because only here can I accompany you."

Yu Xi suddenly said this, and I was stunned. Yu Xi, what does she want to say?

Yu Xi said to me with a smile: "anyway, I'm a dying woman, and there's nothing I'm sorry to say. Chutian, you can't feel that I like you, can you?"

Yu Xi suddenly looked at me firmly in her eyes, maybe she really gave up, a dying person, there is something else she can't give up.

"Yu Xi -"

I wanted to say something, but I swallowed it again. Yu Xi looked at me and said, "don't be afraid. I don't want you to promise me anything or do something for me. I just have these words hidden in my heart. I'm afraid I will die in my own eyes. "

"No! You will not die, you will not

Yu Xi said with a smile, "it's just a matter of time before people die. I can die in your side, there is no regret. Chutian, I like you. I really like you the first time I see you. You are a special man. You are the most special man I have ever seen. "

"Yu Xi -"

"can you call me Xi'er? Just like you used to be in Shencheng, can you call me Xi'er? "

"Xier."

"Ah." Yu Xi answered me and said, "you know something about me, and there are many things you don't know. Today I want to tell you about me, so that you can understand what kind of woman likes you, OK?"

"Xi'er, can you sleep for a while and let's talk about it when you've got enough sleep?"

Yu Xi shook his head and said with a smile, "there's no time. Chu Tian, have you forgotten a word? Why should I sleep long before I live? I will sleep long after I die. I will sleep long after I die. How can I waste my time on sleeping? "

I know Yu Xi can still laugh at this time because of me. The more she looks down on life and death, the more she shows that she doesn't want to die. She cares about my feelings and wants me to play down her death as much as possible.

She didn't want to ruin the last minute with me just because she was dying.

Maybe Yu Xi wants to go away with a smile.

Looking at Yu Xi in the smile, I instantly understood her. I hid the tears rolling in my eyes, nodded and said: "OK. As long as you want to talk, I'll talk with you about what you want to talk about. The topic is up to you and up to you. "

"Thank you, Chutian."

"I want to thank you, too."

We're thanking each other.

Yu Xi is thanking me for giving her such an opportunity to leave no regrets before she dies. She wants to be frank with me at the last moment and show herself to me completely.

I thank her because of Yu Xi's deep love for me. A woman loves a man silently and buries this deep love in her heart. She doesn't disturb his life. She only appears in time when he is facing difficulties or dangers. How many women in the world can do it.Yu Xi said: "hold me tight, I'm cold."

I tightened the tight arms of Yu Xi, Yu Xi said with emotion: "lying in your arms really warm, Chutian, before I did not have such a blessing, today finally achieved, thank you, thank you for realizing my dream."

"Xi'er, we don't talk about gratitude, we just talk about friendship and feelings."

"Good. Listen to you. "

Yu Xi said with a smile: "the stone in my heart has finally been put down, and it's a lot easier now. Chutian, what kind of woman do you think I am? "

How can I answer that, good woman? If I answer in this way, will I feel that I am perfunctory to her.

"Smart and beautiful woman."

Sure enough, when I answered Yu Xi like this, Yu Xi tooted his mouth and said, "you didn't say what's in your heart, you are perfunctory to me."

"What I said is true. I think so in my heart

Yu Xi said: "these words are too broad. You can describe any kind of woman. Change one."

"Enigmatic woman."

Yu Xi is like a riddle. If she doesn't open her heart, I may not understand her all my life. Therefore, it's really the most appropriate to use riddle to describe her.

Yu Xi is very satisfied with my evaluation. In fact, she is an enigma.

"Ha ha. pretty good. That's what you're talking about. " Yu Xi paused for a moment and said, "you already know my identity. I won't go into details any more. I'll just say something you don't know much about."

"Go ahead, I'm listening."

Yu Xi nodded and said, "when I was very young, I didn't have a mother. My father pulled me up with a handful of excrement and urine. I've lived with my father since childhood. Although my father doesn't say it, he must miss my mother and my sister very much in his heart. "

"You have a mother and a sister?"

"Go. I didn't jump out of the stone. How could I not have a mother? "

"Ah? I - I thought my aunt was her - she was the old man. "

Yu Xi said, "No. My mother didn't die, but ran away, holding my sister. I was less than a year old that year, just a few months old. "

"Run away? Why run? "