I really want to smoke. Whenever I feel depressed, I want to smoke. Unfortunately, there is nothing here. Cigarettes are more precious than gold here. Where can I get them.

"What's the matter with you? How angry are you? "

"No

"Not yet. Just now, it's good that you are talking and laughing. After a while, there are dark clouds on your face. It's strange that you have nothing to do. "

Now that I was seen by silver fox, I didn't intend to hide it any more. Anyway, I couldn't hide her. I said, "I'm not in a good mood indeed. I'm depressed."

"Because of Lin Manxue?"

Silver fox mentioned Lin Manxue again and again, and I felt impatient and blurted out: "why do you always mention her? You don't know her. Do you have anything to do with her? "

Silver fox was roared by me. She was more honest. Her eyes flickered and she was about to cry. I suddenly realized that I had made a mistake. I was about to break up with silver fox. How can I roar at her? What qualifications do I have to roar at her.

I really lost my temper just now. I don't like this at ordinary times. But when I think about the complicated relationship and situation with man Xue, and think that she no longer belongs to me, but to Yan Qingcheng, the damned man, I feel inexplicable and irritable, so I let it out freely.

"Silver fox, I'm sorry, I - I shouldn't have said so badly to you."

Silver fox's tears revolved in his eyes, and it took him a long time to cry.

I wiped the tears on the corner of silver fox's eyes and said to myself, "silver fox, I'm wrong. I said something wrong. Don't cry. I said something wrong."

Silver fox shriveled his mouth and said, "you know how to bully me. When I was with you, you didn't think about me in your heart, even if you wanted to call out the names of other women. Have you ever thought about my feelings? I know that I'm just a substitute for Lin Manxue. I'll accept my fate. Who told me that I'm inferior to others? I can't please you. I can't make you fall in love with me, even if I'm pregnant with your child. "

Silver fox sobbed a few times and said, "I see we are going to separate. I don't know that we can meet again until this time. It's eight years since you separated from the first lady. Maybe it's more than eight years since you separated from me. I just want to make sure you have me in your heart before you leave. Is that wrong? "

"Yes. you 're right. I was wrong. "

"I know you regard me as Lin Manxue. I'm similar to her in appearance and character. I know that. I do not deny that I am deliberately learning from her and imitating her, including her words and deeds, her expressions and habits. But I do it for what, not for you, not because I know you only have her in your heart, as long as it's about her, you are obsessed with it. Am I doing it wrong again? "

"Silver fox, you are right. I am wrong. I was wrong. "

"Are you wrong? What's wrong with you? It's all my fault. The mistake is that I'm not really Lin Manxue. Although I can imitate her well, I'm not her after all. I can't capture your heart completely. "

"Silver fox, we don't talk about Lin Manxue. She has nothing to do with us. Why do we talk about her?"

"Why not. You are guilty. "

I said with a smile: "I am not guilty, I am afraid you are not happy."

"I'm not unhappy. It's just a substitute. It doesn't matter. I'm proud of it. I didn't mention her to you before, because I didn't want to embarrass you. I know there are contradictions between you, irreconcilable contradictions. But now, I'm worried that if I don't mention her to you again, I may never have this opportunity. I really want to know how much you love her. Can you tell me? "

Silver fox's character is also very stubborn, must tangle with me the question of Lin Manxue.

"I don't think so."

"Come on, maybe I can give you a big gift before we leave."

"Big gift?"

"Yes. generous gift. For you, maybe it's not a big gift, but a heart knot. I can untie your heart knot. "

"What knot?"

"Lin Manxue's heart knot in the relationship with Da Shao. Is this gift heavy enough? "

"What did you say?" I can't believe that Yinhu wants to talk to me about this problem. This problem has been bothering me for a long time. I always want to ask Yinhu, but I have such a complicated relationship with her. If I ask her for advice, Yinhu will not be jealous before she sees the ghost.

Women are not jealous.

Silver fox sighed and said: "I don't cheat you. I know everything about Lin Manxue. How about this time?"

"What did Yan Qingcheng tell you?"

Silver fox shook his head and said, "how could you tell me about these things. The reason why I know Lin Manxue is that I have cooperated with Lin Manxue and cooperated deeply. "

"You cooperate? What do we do together? "

Silver fox said: "I will tell you in detail later. Now can you talk about what you think in your heart?"

This is the end of the matter. I don't intend to hide it any more. It's better to make some things clear face to face than to bury them in my heart.

"Yes. I like her and think about her all the time. I never deny that. "Silver fox's eyes twinkled, pinched her fist, and asked nervously, "so it's true that you take me as her substitute?"

"Silver fox, I -"

Silver Fox gave a bitter smile and said in a low voice, "I understand."

Looking at silver fox mood so depressed, I feel bad, because of the relationship between Lin Manxue, my feelings for silver fox is very complex, one or two words are not clear.

If I don't see Lin Manxue's shadow on the silver fox, I can't say it's cheating, but when I see the silver fox's sad and down, my heart hurts again.

After all, if she didn't have such deep feelings for me, she would have no feelings for me.

Silver fox silent for a while, said: "if there is no accident that night, you and I may be just a pair of strangers, later to meet will also be as do not know each other, right?"

"Silver fox, don't think so, actually - actually I -"

"I know. I know that you want to say that you have never liked me. If I didn't get pregnant with you, you wouldn't look me in the eye at all. "

Silver fox with a bit of anger against me.

I tried to explain, "I didn't mean that."

"Hum. It doesn't mean that. It means several things. OK, the eyes and the eyes will be separated. It's just sad to argue about the significance of these. Anyway, I've already seen through it. You're not the first one to do this to me, and maybe you won't be the last one. Ah, who told me that I have to know you. "

Silver fox wiped a tear, pretended to be free and easy to say: "back to business, or talk about you and Lin Manxue, how do you plan to deal with the relationship between the three of us."

I said, "I didn't think about it."

"It's not too late to think about it now." Silver fox touched his stomach and said.

"Silver fox, I don't think it's meaningful for us to discuss this issue now. I'll come back to pick you up after I kill you out."

Silver fox muttered: "I'm afraid you'll forget me when you see Lin Manxue, just like you did to the first lady."