Ye Yingying thinks that I don't trust her any more and don't treat her as the closest person. I used to tell her everything, at least she thinks so. But now, as time goes on for ten years, everything has changed, beyond recognition. I don't know anything anymore. Now I've become an adult, and I grow up I've grown up. I've really grown up.

Ye Yingying began to feel down. Just now, she could pretend to be strong. After I alienated her again and again, ye Yingying's mood could not be covered up any more, and her tears flowed down.

"Ye Yingying, you -" when ye Yingying cries, I don't know what to do. I'm so anxious that I don't know what to do. No matter how I coax her, ye Yingying only knows how to cry. It seems that she hasn't cried enough these years and wants to cry all at once.

A woman in her thirties and sixties, whose youth is long gone, is crying like a little girl. This is nobody.

"Xiaotian." Ye Yingying raised her tearful eyes and called me.

"I am, I am."

"Why didn't you come to me when you came back? Why? Don't you want to recognize me? "

"Yingying, I-I -"

Ye Yingying held my hand tightly and asked: "if you don't come to me after you die and lose your memory, I don't blame you, but you are living and haven't forgotten me, why don't you come? Do you know that your Yingying is old, with wrinkles, unsmooth skin and crow's feet? Do you start to dislike her? "

Ye Yingying said more and more excited, just like a coquettish little girl, she wanted to vent her grievances and didn't want to hold them in her heart.

I half embrace Ye YingYing and gently pat her on the back. Ye Yingying is sad. I'm not sad. I don't want to see her, but I dare not.

Sun Jianbing said that Miss Ye is with Mo Han. If I go to see her, I will go to see Mo Han. What's the reason and excuse for me to see Mo Han?

No.

None of them.

Maybe deep in my heart, I'm afraid to see her and Mo Han. I owe them. I can't pay them all my life. Then let me completely disappear from their world. I'm really dead now.

Ye Yingying cried for a while and regained some sense. She has experienced a lot over the years. She is no longer the soft and docile woman in the past. Now she has a trace of Lin Manxue in the past.

Ye Yingying wiped her tears and got up from my arms to tidy up her face. Ye Yingying said, "I talked to my grandfather on the phone a few days ago. They don't seem to know you're alive."

"Well. I didn't say it or call home. "

"Why?"

"I don't dare, and I've been fleeing abroad these days, for fear of disturbing their hard work to calm down."

Ye Yingying nodded and said, "I know everything about you. Don't worry. Hanhan has helped you to settle this matter. The Kong family doesn't dare to treat you any more."

In fact, the Kong family no longer pursue, I guess a bit, there must be mo Han's shadow, but I can't figure out why Mo Han should do it.

"She..."

I just said a word "she" and did not continue to ask, because I had no face to ask, and I was afraid to know her recent situation.

Ye Yingying looked at me and said, "do you want to ask about Hanhan?"

I shook my head and said, "No."

"Really?"

"Really."

"Why?"

I said: "now she and I are people of two worlds. I have my life and she has her life. It's not good for me and her to entangle with each other again."

Ye Yingying thought about it and said, "is this your attitude?"

"Well."

"And what about your son, you are also indifferent to him?"

"He said Ye Yingying mentioned that my son was stabbed in my heart. My heart was tangled. I could not ask about Mo Han, but I could not ignore my son.

"Is he well?"

"You want to know why you don't go to see him. He's your son, so you don't want to see him?"

"Is that ok?"

Ye Yingying said: "I don't count on this. I have to ask Hanhan. If she agrees, it's no big problem."

Asked me to discuss this matter with Mo Han, I hesitated again, as long as it comes to Mo Han, I want to give up. It's not that I'm heartless, but that I divorce Mo Han. It's a heavy blow to her and her children.

I made a mistake once and didn't want to make it again.

I have no face to see her. I am more afraid to see her. In fact, I am more afraid to see her than sun Jianbing.

Therefore, Mo Han is a taboo between sun Jianbing and me. I dare not mention his name.

Ye Yingying said, "are you afraid? Are you afraid of rejection? "

I looked at Ye YingYing and said, "where does my son go to school? I want to see him in school secretly. Is that ok?"Ye Yingying said: "I can't help you with this. If you want to see Mo ran, you can only go through Hanhan. This is the only shortcut."

"What do you mean?"

"It's not interesting. Xiaotian, go to see Hanhan. She knows you're back. She'll see you sooner or later. Do you think you can escape? "

"I didn't want to hide. I just didn't know what to say and what to do when I saw her."

Ye Yingying said, "you don't have to say anything or do anything. Just let her have a good look at you."

"What's the point?"

Ye Yingying said: "maybe not for you, but for her. Xiaotian, you are not a woman, so you don't understand a woman's heart. It's better to face some things than to hide them. If you want to make an end, you have to have the courage to make an end. As for the things you want to see Mo ran, only Hanhan can help you. "

Mo ran?

My son's name is mo ran!

I had guessed that he would not be named ye with me. I didn't fulfill the responsibility of being a father for one day. He grew up with his mother, and there was nothing wrong with his mother's surname mo. besides, there was nothing wrong with his surname mo. Mo's family is a big family. With this tiger skin, at least no one dares to bully him.

"How about nine years old?"

"Well."

"What grade are you in?"

"The second day of junior high school."

Ah? Nine year old read the second year of junior high school, how?

Ye Yingying saw that I couldn't believe it and said, "really. Mr. Xu didn't let Mo ran go to school. He had a teacher at home to help him all the time. Moreover, the child was very gifted. He finished all the primary school courses last year. Besides, he has to learn a lot more than what is in the textbook, such as piano, painting, computer, horse riding and so on. "

President Xu naturally refers to Xu Mengyao. What's the matter with her? She doesn't send my son to school and has to stay at home to study. Children should play with them. How can she make a learning machine?

I feel aggrieved in my heart. This is to erase the nature of a child. A nine-year-old child plays when he should. Why should he learn so many things.

I love my son, but there is nothing I can do about him. I have never cared about him, even one hour and one minute a day. What's the qualification of gossiping? Do you have my share?