Chapter 627

I was silent for a long time before I said: "after such a long time, everything has changed, I am changing, they are changing, it is impossible to go back to the past. They have a new life, and I'm trapped on a desert island. It's no different whether I go back or not. "

"Can you tell me something about you and them?"

Lanxin is suddenly interested in the women I used to be, which I didn't expect. In my eyes, Lanxin has always been a woman who doesn't like to ask about other people's private affairs. She is intelligent, intelligent and considerate. She never inquires into things she shouldn't ask because of curiosity.

Today, she mentioned my former girlfriend and wanted to know about our past. What does she mean?

In fact, I have been thinking about Lin Manxue and Mo Han all these years, and my son, whom I have only met once. I have lived alone for several years, and only in recent months have I been accompanied by Lan Xin. The most painful and pressing thing in these years is that I have no one to talk to, and I have to keep everything and feelings in my heart. Now Lan Xin is willing to be the audience, so I am happy There is a feeling of confidant in an instant.

Lan Xin is willing to listen to me. Of course, I am willing to talk about these things. It's very uncomfortable for me to be stuffy in my heart. I also need to share them with me alone, or help me relieve my psychological pressure.

I told Lan Xin about my past, some about ye YingYing and some about Mo Han. What I talked about most was what happened between Lin Manxue and me.

Lanxin listened very carefully and looked into my eyes all the time. She didn't interrupt my thoughts in the whole process. She asked me to recall and talk about it at the same time.

My brain has gone through these past events like a movie. When I talked about how I got to Longdao and what I had experienced on Longdao in recent years, Lanxin couldn't help but shed tears for me.

If I can't get out of this desert island, I may never see them again in my life.

Will they worry about my sudden disappearance?

I think it will be at the beginning, but after so many years, they should gradually let go and finally accept this reality.

My heart aches when I think of my grandfather and parents. I'm not a good grandson or son. They brought me up. At this age, they have to worry about me, worry about me, and sleep for me. The people I'm most sorry for are them.

Seeing that I looked depressed, Lan Xin thought I was sad because I missed these wonderful love. Suddenly she touched my face and said, "don't do this, Chutian. I'm sorry for you. If - if - "

Lan Xin began to stammer. For the first time in a long time since I knew her, I found her incoherent.

I looked at Lan Xin in surprise. Lan Xin paused for a moment. Suddenly, she seemed to have some courage and continued: "if - I mean if, if you don't dislike me, then let me marry you."

Lan Xin lowered her head shyly after saying this sentence. She seemed to have made up her mind to speak out today without waiting for me to give an answer. Lan Xin suddenly raised her eyes, looked me in the eyes seriously and said:

"don't think that what I said to you today is nonsense, and don't treat me as a woman who doesn't know how to be reserved. I'm not, I really don't know Yes. In this desert island, you and I are the only two people who depend on each other. If we are destined to live here for a lifetime, then we will be together. You will be my support and I will be your support. Do you agree? "

I looked at Lan Xin foolishly and was stunned for a moment. Lan Xin was a shy woman. She summoned up the courage to say this kind of confession, which was not a confession. Her face suddenly began to drip blood. She slightly lowered her head, then raised her eyelids again and looked at me again. No doubt, she said:

"I like you. Really, if you don't hate me, or if you like me a little bit in your heart, we'll be together, today. "

Lan Xin looked at me with expectant eyes. Her eyes were clear and firm. It seemed that these words had been hidden in her heart for a long time. Today, she seized the opportunity to say it.

Orchid is quite relieved. I'm in a dilemma. Orchid is so beautiful and good that I can't be moved. However, the relationship between me and Liman snow Mohan is complex enough. If she comes in again, it will make more and more chaos.

Can I handle a play with three women?

I'm hesitating. Women are naturally more sensitive than men. I didn't reply to her when she met for so long. I thought I didn't like her. Maybe I didn't refuse her face to face because I was afraid she would lose face.

Lan Xin suddenly let out her anger and said with a tone of disappointment: "do you not like me? If you don't agree, I won't force you."

Lan Xin gets up from my arms and is ready to leave. It's always embarrassing to be rejected, not to mention a gorgeous beauty.

Looking at Lan Xin so sad, my heart can't bear, and with a little heartache, I like her, how can I not like it?

We are dependent on each other and share weal and woe. Moreover, I haven't met a woman in less than four years. Now I am living on a desert island, and I may not be able to get out for a lifetime. If I want to be my girlfriend with such a beautiful woman, how can I be unhappy.But I can't -

do it.

Lin Manxue, Mo Han and the children lie between me and Lanxin. Although there are many years, I never doubt that the woman I love most in my life is Lin Manxue. Mo Han and the children also have feelings that I can't give up. I'm a person with impure feelings. How can I promise Lanxin's request.

When I looked at Lan Xin again, her bleak and frustrated back aroused a wave in my heart. My mind was blank. I jumped out of bed and hugged her from behind.

Lan Xin was stunned. My action was obvious. She was so excited that she turned around and hugged me happily. We hugged each other tightly and then kissed each other.

After kissing for a while, I suddenly pushed away Lan Xin's body, held her face in both hands, and said seriously: "Lan Xin, I'm sorry, we can't do this."

"Why? Why not? " Just now, she and I were very involved. Judging from my fierce reaction, I also had feelings for her, but why should I refuse her? Lan Xin looked at me incomprehensively.

"Because - because there's one more thing I haven't told you."

Lan Xin said eagerly, "what is the most important thing? It's not too late for you to tell me

I opened my mouth and bit my teeth. "I not only like Lin Manxue in my heart, but Mo Han and I got married more than three years ago. She is my legally recognized wife. Not only that, we also have a child. So it's impossible for me to talk to you. "

I don't want to hide it from her. I told her about Mo Han and Lin Manxue before, but these are only my private affairs after all. I didn't say everything, just picked up some unimportant things to say.