Lin Manxue especially likes to play ant fishing. Maybe when she was a child living in Shannan village, she played this kind of trick alone.

Looking at Lin Manxue lying on the ground fishing for ants, I think of Mo Han in Hangzhou. It's just a few days since Mo Han gave birth to a baby. I should go back to see her.

Mo Han conceived in October and helped me to have a baby, but I was with other women in Citrus village. I always felt sorry for her, very sorry for her.

The colder my face is, the sooner my smile will be.

After seeing Mo Han and his children in Hangzhou, I'll go to Longdao to find medicine. Three strange elder martial brothers should go to Longdao, and then I'll ask them to take me to find herbs.

They are so familiar with Longdao, and they have some research on herbs. As long as they go to Longdao and find this herb, it should not be a big problem.

With my grandfather and sun Jianbing accompanying Lin Manxue, I'm not worried. I'm just afraid that she will quarrel with me. When I was in trouble, my grandfather came to the field with a hoe to weed. When he saw that I was silly, he asked me with a smile: "little day, what do you think?"

I came back to my grandfather and said, "grandfather, I want to go back to Hangzhou."

My grandfather is so clever that he can see what I mean at once.

"Are you worried about this girl?"

"Well."

Grandfather thought for a while and said, "this girl likes to stick to you, and seems to only trust you. If you leave, she may not agree."

"Yes. What can you do, grandfather? "

Grandfather said: "you've been home for more than a week. Hanhan hasn't called you all the time. Xiaotian, did you quarrel with Hanhan?"

I lowered my head and said, "No."

The grandfather sighed and said, "the conditions of Hanhan's family are good. Our family is just an ordinary family, which can't be compared with others. Since ancient times, we pay attention to the right family. You must suffer a lot of grievances when you live in her family. Grandfather knows you, but Xiaotian, no matter what, Hanhan is a woman. You are a big man. The big man has a clear sense of gratitude and resentment. Even if he is wronged again, he can't ignore his wife. Grandfather supports you to go back. "

"Thank you, Grandpa."

Grandfather said: "I'll take care of the girl. She just lacks a sense of security and a playmate. I have a good relationship with the girl these days, and she's still her attending doctor. She will accept me."

"Grandfather -"

grandfather interrupted me with a wave and said, "don't worry. Grandpa will take care of her for you. This is a good girl. My grandfather likes her too. She was poisoned at such a young age. It's also pitiful. My grandfather won't treat her badly. "

I nodded gently.

"When do you plan to return to Hangzhou?" he asked

"Go early tomorrow morning."

"Good. Let's play with her before we leave. I went to Hangzhou to send greetings to my parents in law. I hope they will forgive me for not visiting them in Hangzhou. "

I quickly said: "grandfather, you are an elder, you don't have to be so polite."

Grandfather said with a smile: "what elders and juniors, this is etiquette, they are your father-in-law and mother-in-law, is our in laws, relatives, understand?"

I bowed my head and nodded, "yes, grandfather."

"All right. You play. "

After my grandfather left, I accompanied Lin Manxue to squat on the ground and play together. She looked up at me and said with a smile, "the flies are too small. Go and catch some butterflies."

"How to catch butterflies? They fly in the sky."

"If only I had a pair of wings, I could fly," she said with some childlike interest

Playing in the backyard, in the evening, I took man Xue home and washed her head. Lin Man Xue's hair grew longer and longer. I burned a pot of hot water and mixed some cold water into the basin. It's summer and the weather is hot, but Lin Man Xue's foundation is weak, so I dare not wash her cold water head.

Lin Manxue stretches her white neck. She likes to wash her hair, almost every other day.

My hand touched Lin Manxue's hair in a daze. Lin Manxue bowed her body. She suddenly asked me, "is it good-looking?"

I was startled. How can Lin Manxue ask such a normal question? It's not like the question that a person with abnormal mind should ask.

"Man Yu, why do you ask that?" I tried to chat with Lin Manxue, to see if she was like this for a while, or her mind slowly recovered and began to be normal.

Unexpectedly, Lin Manxue said, "is it like two wires on the head of an ant?"

"Ah? What? "

Lin Manxue said again, "I'll catch ants tomorrow."

I'll go. Lin Manxue's speech is still upside down, empty joy.

This night, the sky is full of stars. At night, I accompany Lin Manxue to the yard to enjoy the cool. She lies on my lap to count the stars. She can only count to a hundred. If she counts more than a hundred, it's a mess. It's like this for more than ten times.

I pointed to the big dipper and asked Lin Manxue, "Manyu, do you know what star it is?"

"It's not a star, it's a spoon."I asked her with a smile, "do you know the spoon?"

Lin Manxue thought about it and said seriously, "my mother said that I like to drop rice grains when I eat, so she bought me a spoon, which is convenient for me to eat."

Lin Manxue seems to remember what happened when she was a child. She has a deeper memory of what happened in the past than in recent years.

"Do you remember what mother looked like?"

Lin Manxue shook her head: "I don't remember. But I go to bed every night and my mother comes to see me, so I don't need to remember. "

"You dream every night?"

Lin Manxue said, "do it."

"What do you see in your dreams?"

Lin Manxue's face changed, and then said angrily, "a bad man. A bloody villain. "

I thought I was the bad guy in Lin Man Xue's dream. I asked tentatively, "what does he look like?"

Lin Manxue shook her head and said, "I can't see clearly. I can only see a figure behind me. He is slowly turning his head to me. I can't see his face clearly. I can only hear his horrible laughter and blood all over the tree. "

Ah! Lin Manxue's dreams are so terrible every night. No wonder she can't sleep well at night. I patted Lin Manxue on the back and said painfully, "Manyu, I have thoughts every day and dreams at night. Don't think too much about it. It's fun during the day and good sleep at night. It will all pass, you know?"

Lin Manxue suddenly said, "will you sleep with me tonight? I'm afraid alone

"This -" I hesitated. This is my grandfather's house. How dare I sleep with Lin Manxue? We all sleep separately these days.

Lin Manxue took my arm like a child and begged me: "I'm afraid, I'm afraid."

Looking at Lin Manxue's innocent worried face, I feel sorry for her. She bites her teeth and agrees to her request. For Manyu, I don't know how to refuse. The reason why she has come to this day is because of me. I have an unshirkable responsibility for her.

Grandfather went to bed early in the morning. The old man used to go to bed early and get up early. He went to bed at more than eight o'clock. Sun Jianbing went to bed early when he had nothing to do. Lin Manxue and I played in the yard until more than ten o'clock.

In the dead of night, I secretly took Lin Manxue to her room. Grandfather's room is in the innermost part, and Lin Manxue's room is the farthest away from his room.