Jianbing and I are brothers after all. For more than a year, we have been together day and night. They are eating, drinking and living together under the same roof. In the words of sun Jianbing, we are like comrades in arms in the trenches.

The friendship between comrades in arms is comparable to that between husband and wife.

Sun Jianbing and I fell into silence. Lin Manxue came back with a bunch of wild flowers. These days, her illness has not improved, but it has not worsened. Sometimes she is confused, sometimes she is sober. Sometimes she knows me, but most of the time she doesn't know me. As for sun Jianbing, she didn't know much about me before, let alone at this time.

She only remembered her name as Manyu, that's all.

Sun Jianbing knows Lin Manxue. None of the men who live in South China have never heard of her name. Besides, Lin Manxue has a lot to do with me. It's not surprising that sun Jianbing knows her.

Lin Manxue wears a wreath on my head. She weaves it herself. Then she lies on my back and asks me to get up and carry her. She is like a little girl. She is cute, coquettish, and does everything.

I went to the front with Lin Manxue on my back. She also took a branch and patted my ass, saying that she was riding a horse. She beat me so much that I couldn't laugh or cry.

These days, I haven't been home to find my grandfather. Xu Mengyao is catching us everywhere. I dare not show up easily for fear that she has arranged someone to watch us near my grandfather.

What's more, our family all know that Mo Han and I are married. If I go back with a crazy Lin Manxue, how can I explain? Xu Mengyao asks for someone from them, but I take another woman home. Will my grandfather break my leg when he sees me?

That's why I've been afraid to go home.

I'm going to live a few more days. I'll go to my grandfather when the wind goes down. I'll ask him to help Lin Manxue cure his illness. My grandfather is not like that. As long as he has a way, he will help.

In the blink of an eye, we three lived on the mountain for nearly a month. Lin Manxue became closer and closer to me. Later, she had to move in with me and asked me to sleep with her every night.

This woman is not honest in her sleep at night. She likes to lie on my chest. She pities me for a bloody man and has experienced two different women, Mo Han and man Xue. Now her body is so close to me that I spend every night under the fire.

I always warn myself that I am Mo Han's husband and I can't do anything wrong to her and her children. I take Lin Manxue away from the deep city and wander around with her. I'm very sorry for Mo Han. How can I cheat.

Moreover, Lin Manxue's body is sick, and I can't take advantage of others' danger. Although I have said this to myself repeatedly, my inner suffering and pain are still there. Who knows, Lin Manxue's body is fragrant. In the dead of night, I really want to turn over and do something. I make a choice between should and shouldn't, between animals and animals.

Whenever I want to sink, I will secretly get up and light an oil lamp to see the wedding ring Mo Han put on me. As long as I see it, I can think of Mo Han and my children and let it dissolve my inner desire.

I never want to betray Mo Han. I'm not such a man. I eat in the bowl and look at the pot. I'm in the past with Lin Manxue. I understand that the reason why I take Lin Manxue away from Shencheng is not because I want to do something to her, but because Lin Manxue's current state is inseparable from me.

If she stays in Shannan village alone, it's like going to jail. She's crazy. How can I bear to see her live like this all my life.

I want to cure her and let her live happily like a normal person, but because of Xu Mengyao, I dare not send her to the hospital or to my grandfather's home. At present, I can only live a day by day.

Today's Lin Manxue will go crazy if she doesn't see me one day. She looks for me all over the mountains and fields, and doesn't eat or drink. She looks like a madman. Sun Jianbing doesn't have a clue about her.

So I dare not leave her, can only accompany her side to guard her.

Think of Mo Han, I feel extremely contradictory, feel that he is not a competent husband, this time I did not accompany her side, do not know how Mo Han's body.

There are children, count the days, my child was born in these days, I really want to see him born, this is the wish of every pair of parents.

One day, I sat on a big stone and watched the sunset. Sun Jianbing came to see me.

"Is Miss Lin still sleeping?"

"Well. Still sleeping. " Sun Jianbing looked at me, handed me a small bottle of Red Star Erguotou and said, "what's the matter? It seems that you are not in a good mood these days."

I took the bottle and took two sips of wine. After a little silence, I said, "Jianbing, I want to go back to Hangzhou. My baby is about to be born. I want to go to the hospital to see him and Mo Han. "

I told sun Jianbing about Mo Han's pregnancy with my child. He knew about it and understood my current situation very well. He also went to Hangzhou to inquire about Mo Han for me.

Mo Han is now living in a hospital in Hangzhou, which is the hospital where his father works. With his father-in-law taking care of him, I feel a little relieved.

Sun Jianbing nodded his head and said, "it's time to go back and have a look. When do you want to start?""The sooner the better."

Sun Jianbing thought about it and said, "Miss Lin, what are you going to do? She can't do without you. If it gets noisy, I can't help her at all."

I know that this is a difficult problem, and it is for this reason that I have not returned to Hangzhou until now.

I thought about it, but at last I didn't have a clue, so I said, "I can't, I'll take her back with me."

"No. Mr. Ye, Mr. Xu is very angry now. You may be adding fuel to the fire by taking Miss Lin back like this

I know it's not right, but what else can I do besides this method? She can't leave me. I'll make trouble as soon as I leave. Sun Jianbing is good at dealing with men and women. It's just a decoration. It's too demanding to rely on him to stop Lin Manxue from going crazy.

"What do you say?" I have no choice but to turn to sun Jianbing.

Sun Jianbing said bitterly, "I can't help it. You know me, if it's a man, I have a hundred or a thousand ways to deal with him, but I have no way to deal with women. "

I drank two mouthfuls of wine again, but I still couldn't get to the point. This is a dead knot. I can't leave alone, and I can't leave with man Xue.

Sun Jianbing and I sat on the big stone together and tried to figure out a way to get back to the origin, but we couldn't go.

I am depressed to drink, drinking, suddenly thought of a place, my grandfather's home, I'm not to take Lin Manxue to treatment, sooner or later I will take Lin Manxue to see my grandfather, why not take this opportunity?

Anyway, it's been a month. According to Xu Mengyao's character, it must be a storm all over the city, which has already alarmed my parents and my grandfather. If I don't show up again, don't rush my family out.