Although I might have expected that I would ask her this question, when I asked her personally, Mo Han was still scared and didn't speak for a long time. In recent months, she has been covering up her emotions, and finally she was exposed by us.

Mo Han said softly with some hesitation: "who told you. Don't listen to their nonsense. There's nothing wrong with it. "

"Hanhan, I want you to tell me the truth. I can choose not to believe anyone, but I trust you. Can you tell me if there is one? "

Mo Han took a look at me with his eyes. Seeing that I was eager to understand this problem, she was soft hearted again. Mo Han told me what her mother Xu Mengyao said. No matter what I asked, she didn't have the heart to give me.

Maybe when you love someone to the extreme, you have completely lost yourself, and you will regard any of his requirements as reasonable.

Mo Han nodded and admitted: "yes. I'm pregnant with your baby. On the night when you, I and ye Yingying came back to Hangzhou, we had dinner together. You and the old class got drunk. When you got back to the hotel, you took me as Lin Manxue, and then we - "

Mo Han didn't go on talking about it. Although she admitted it, it was just a bitter memory for Mo Han. The man he liked regarded himself as another woman, and he was still strong Forced to have a relationship with himself, what's worse, he was pregnant with the other party's child. For Mo Han, who had strong self-esteem and autistic psychology, it was a humiliating experience.

She was able to say this to me calmly, just because she chose to bear these injuries silently, and didn't want me to blame and regret.

I know everything.

In the whole incident, I, Mo Han and Lin Manxue were all victims. There was no winner, but all losers.

Mo Han said and began to cry. She didn't cry loudly. Since she got this disease, she usually chose to cry quietly.

Autistic people do not express their feelings, they only live in their own world, crying, the simplest emotional vent for them is just a luxury.

"Cold, cold."

I looked at Mo Han and didn't know how to comfort her. I was the culprit, but in the end, it was two weak women who were hurt the most. As for me, I played the role of putting a knife in their heart and then sprinkling salt on their wounds.

Mo Han's shoulders are shrugging, and his chest is full with sobs. I have no mind to appreciate the beauty in front of me. I feel guilty for Mo Han. If I have a chance to make a list of "the most sorry people" in my life, I will definitely rank Mo Han first.

I owe her too much.

Mo Han cried quietly for a while, then raised his eyelids and said to me, "my mother said you want to marry me. Is that true?"

I nodded, "it's true."

Mo Han sighed and said: "I know you are a responsible man. Once you feel aggrieved, that's why I don't want to tell you that I might be pregnant

Mo Han took two steps forward and then turned back to me and said:

"but if you want to marry me just because of the children's problems, you don't have to. I can support him alone, and I won't let him recognize you. You can come and see him at any time. "

I frowned and said, "how do you feed him alone? In addition to maternal love, children also need paternal love. If he lives in a single parent family since childhood and is different from other children, won't he leave a psychological shadow? "

Mo Han was stopped by me and didn't speak for a long time.

"You need me, and so do the children."

Mo Han's eyes twinkled, mixed with some expectations and expectant eyes, but she suddenly thought of something, then her face darkened, and her eyes darkened.

"You married me. What about Lin Manxue? You love each other, and you love her deeply. Are you willing to leave her? "

I said honestly, "I'm not willing to. But if you're not willing, you have to be willing. "

Mo Han looked down and said: "because a child should not exist, let you stay with a woman you don't love all your life, is it worth it?"

I patted Mo Han on the shoulder and said:

"Han Han, don't say that. There's nothing worth it or not. There may be many things in life that can't be done what you want. You and I are, and so are I and she."

Mo Han nodded and said in a soft voice: "just like I like you, but you only like Lin Manxue, everything is out of your control. In fact, I have self-knowledge, not to mention that I'm sick now. Even if I'm a good woman, it's not worth mentioning in front of Lin Manxue. "

"I didn't know there was such a person before, but since I heard the name under you that night, I fell in love with her. I let people check her details. If I didn't know, I was startled. Such a wonderful woman, not to mention Ye Chutian, even my cousin Yan Qingcheng, who is so arrogant and famous, is not infatuated."

I shook my head and said, "Hanhan, don't belittle yourself. You are you. You are no worse than anyone else."Mo Han gave a bitter smile: "ha ha. Thank you for encouraging me so that I don't feel too embarrassed. "

Mo Han walked forward slowly. I followed her and looked after her. Today's weather is very good. It's sunny, the breeze is blowing, the air is full of flowers, and there are many butterflies and bees flying on the flower branches on both sides of the road.

I accompany Mo Han for a walk. Pregnant women should often come out to bask in the sun for a walk, which is good for their body and fetus.

After we left for a while, Mo Han suddenly said to me: "brother Tian, if you come here today to discuss our marriage with me, if you want to ask for my opinions, then I can tell you very responsibly that I don't agree."

"Why? You don't want to marry me? "

Mo Han shook his head and said:

"No. I think. I dream about it. But I know you just want to marry me because of the situation. What's the use of a nominal marriage certificate? Brother Tian, your heart doesn't belong to me. I know that as long as I have a baby and mother and son are safe, you will leave us and go back to the deep city and return to the embrace of Lin Manxue. "

Mo Han picked a flower and peeled off its petals one by one. He said to himself:

"I always have a belief that if I don't get it, I will never lose it. You said that if we get married, you will be my husband, and my child and I will depend on you all our lives. If you still want to leave at that time, shall I let it go or not? "

"Let it go, I'm sorry for myself and my children, and I'm not sure if I will stop you because of selfishness. Let it go, I feel sorry for you. You married me because you pitied me, but I got stuck with you. What happiness can you have? What happiness can we have with our children. So the most rational result is that I refuse you now. "