Chapter 364

Man Xue said coquettishly: "I don't blame you. I haven't seen you for several months. You don't call me or send me short messages. I think you really don't want me anymore. I'm so lost. I'm so sad these few months. I miss you accompany me. I miss you by my side. But I can't get in touch with you at all. Your mobile phone can't get through and I don't return your email. I also made a phone call to your home. At that time, a woman answered it. Maybe it was your mother. I hung up without saying a word. "

I stroked man Xue's back, I know she was wronged, although this day and two nights we are very good together, but I know this is just because I just came back, her mood has no time to vent, and it is precisely because of this, when I asked her not to refuse me, man Xue did not refuse me, otherwise I simply can not really have her.

Man Xue is a pure and conservative woman. With the influence of her mother's previous experience, she must be full of fear of these behaviors before marriage. She must be in regret and confusion. If she was not afraid of my loss and I would leave her again, she would not be like me so soon.

Yesterday afternoon was just an accident, because we were all drunk at that time. We didn't have a sound consciousness to judge whether it was right or wrong, whether it should be or not. We just followed our feelings or went into a drunken frenzy.

"Man Xue."

I hold Lin Manxue tightly, give her warmth, let her feel my care and love.

Man Xue continued: "since you left me, I have been reviewing myself whether I have really done wrong. I think about this question from your point of view. Finally, I got an answer. Yes, I did wrong. I didn't take care of your male chauvinism. I didn't give you enough self-esteem and right to choose. I cheated you and took advantage of you. I took you as Yan Qingcheng and Xiang Pengyu. Even if they knew that they were cheated by me, they would pretend to be indifferent or even have no regrets. I'm wrong. I'm wrong because I regard you as a group. In fact, you are not. You are you, you are ye Chutian, the unique Ye Chutian. When I understand this, it's too late. You have left me and will never come back

"When I first fell in love, I was at a loss. In fact, when I was on the mountain, I wanted to admit my mistake to you and beg you to come back. I did so at that time, but when you still refused me, my bull temper also came up. My self-esteem didn't allow me to beg you, so I would only cry, because I didn't know myself except crying What else can we do. You leave this period of time, I live like a year, every day think is your figure, your voice and smile, you and I frolic picture, even your sitting posture, you think I can think for a long time, unconsciously, I began to imitate you, imitate your thinking, imitate your speaking, imitate writing and so on. I write your name when I miss you. I can't believe it. In a few months, I wrote two big packages of A4 paper. "

There are 500 A4 sheets in a package, and 1000 A4 sheets in two packages. I have been away for nearly five months, which translates into less than 150 days. If man Xue really uses two packages of A4 sheets, that is to say, she has to write more than six A4 sheets every day, and six A4 sheets are full of my name. What an unforgettable love it is.

I hugged man Xue and said, "I'm sorry, man Xue. It's all my fault. I'm willful and don't take your feelings into consideration. I promise you that I will never leave you again. Even if you drive me away with a big stick and a broom, I will not leave. "

Snow said softly: "so you must protect yourself, you are my lifeblood, I will never allow them to hurt you. But Chutian, our ability is limited now, and we are not their opponents, especially Wei Wenjie. You must promise me not to conflict with him and try to avoid him. Let's not have any intimacy in public. Let's see what his purpose is when he comes back. In addition, Xiang Pengyu may begin to suspect or secretly protect me. I have found several times that someone is following me behind my back. I think these people may be sent by Xiang Pengyu, or Yan Qingcheng to secretly protect me. Because they know that Wei Wenjie is coming back, they won't let me go alone as before, but no matter who it is, it's a big trouble for us. "

"Did they follow you to Shannan village?"

"No. I got rid of them on the way. Every time I go to Shannan village, I make sure no one is following me, otherwise I won't go. So every time I go to Shannan village, it's in the middle of the night, and I won't stay long to leave. "

"But occasionally I can see you living in Shannan village on weekends. What's the matter?"

Man Xue said: "when Xiang Pengyu and Yan Qingcheng leave Shencheng, I'm more free and have no worries. They didn't send people to follow me before, but for the sake of being careful, I don't usually live there, and I only occasionally come to see you and the acacia tree at the gate. They know my character and don't like being protected and tracked, so they don't dare to send someone to track me. Maybe it's because of the special situation that they are worried about my safety. "

"Man Xue, I have another question."

"You said

"I live in Shannan village, and you also live in Shannan village. Yan Qingcheng and Xiang Pengyu are so powerful that they can't be unaware of it. Besides, we are in the same company, haven't they ever doubted us?"Man Xue said with a smile, "No."

"Why?"

Man Xue is a little embarrassed, it seems hard to say.

I said, "just say what you have. Don't be embarrassed."

"Do you really want to know the answer?"

"Of course. I've always been curious about this because I think it's too abnormal. "

Man Xue thought about it and said, "I told you not to be unhappy."

"Absolutely not."

Man Xue said with a little pause: "in fact, the reason is very simple. You should know it by yourself. To be fair, if you are compared with Xiang Pengyu or Yan Qingcheng, do you think there is comparability between them? "

I said, "No. Even Kong Xueqiang and Yan Qingdong are ten thousand times better than them. I'm a beggar in front of you young ladies and gentlemen. I'm totally out of class. "

"I don't think so, but in their eyes, you are. Xiang Pengyu and Yan Qingcheng have never looked you in the eye before. If I say something unpleasant, you don't even have the qualification to be their opponents. Chutian, I don't look down on you. I just describe their inner world accurately. They really think so. "

"I believe that. Man Xue, to tell you the truth, I guess Yan Qingcheng and Xiang Pengyu don't even remember what I look like, and they don't even know that I exist. "