Chapter 237

I don't know that Mo Han was so fond of me before. Her world is really very small, because people with autism will not open their hearts to others, they only live in their own world.

Mo Han added: "now you are my boyfriend, and I want to be with you all my life. You can rest assured that I will actively cooperate with the treatment, will not let you find a sick girlfriend, let others laugh at you. Do you know, my disease is still very different from congenital autism, which has gradually improved over the years. The doctor said that I was moderately mild five years ago, but now I am mild. He also said that according to this trend, in time, my disease may be completely cured one day. It's all thanks to you. "

"Me?"

"Well. Because of you, I see another world. The world is very beautiful. I like it and I'm willing to try to go in. "

Autism is very difficult to cure. As far as I know, there is no cure precedent for this kind of disease at home and abroad. However, Mo Han is somewhat different from congenital autistic patients. The quick improvement of Mo Han is related to her own mentality. In a sense, she is a heart disease. Maybe I am the factor that changes her mentality.

I'm in a bit of a dilemma now. If I say I'm not her boyfriend, Mo Han will die of grief. She is a patient. How can she bear such a blow.

If I refuse her, maybe I will push her into the abyss. From then on, she can only live in the world of autism and never get out again.

But if I promise her, what will Lin Manxue do. I like man Xue. I believe she has some good feelings for me. If not, how can she allow me to kiss her and promote me from time to time to help me develop my career.

Although the relationship between Lin Manxue and Xiang Pengyu is not clear, I have a feeling that this is only her expedient, because Lin Manxue can't do without the support of Xiang family. She is still in her infancy and can't get rid of the shackles of Xiang family and Lin family.

As long as you give her time, she will be able to do it. At that time, I can go after her without worry.

Man Xue once told me to "wait", she said that only waiting, waiting in the long road, when the cocoon into a butterfly can harvest the original heart.

Man Xue's words are very wise. Her waiting can be used for career and emotion. If I can persist in waiting, then one day, man Xue will belong to me, despite the twists and turns of the process and the changes of time.

But now, the appearance of Mo Han will completely break this balance. If I am with Mo Han, I will lose the qualification to wait, and man Xue and I will not have a future.

Because this is my own initiative to give up, no matter how the future, Lin Man snow no longer belongs to me.

On the one hand is snow, on the other hand is mo Han; on the other hand is love, on the other hand is responsibility.

I want to sacrifice Mo Han's happiness to make her return to the autistic world for a lifetime; I want to sacrifice my original intention to make my love with man Xue wither early.

I look at the distant sea, want to let the sea give me an answer.

Mo Han took my arm and said, "it's windy again."

Yeah, it's windy again.

The wind on the beach is very strong, the waves are rolling, just like my heart, the dark rocks hit the rocks.

Is it just that I have a choice?

Since I knew that Mo Han and I had broken through the relationship, I had no right to choose. What's more, Mo Han was such a beautiful woman, and I was so important to her illness.

I accompanied Mo han to see the sea for a long time, and didn't go back until it was completely dark.

I have made a decision in my heart, whether Lin Manxue or Ye Yingying, they can only be the past, now or in the future, the women around me can only be mo Han.

Perhaps this is my destiny, destined to harvest in the world of love can not start.

We met a colleague in the hotel lobby. They were checking out at the front desk. They should have come here to eat seafood.

He is the project manager and manager of big data.

Manager Mu is with a group of guests. Most of them are big bellied. They should be some bosses.

Manager Mu bought the order and sent these guests out of the hotel. They said something while walking. I overheard manager Mu talking about some app.

At that time, I had a certain distance from them, and the manager of animal husbandry focused on his guests, not noticing me not far away. I only heard a few words about app sporadically.

After manager Mu and his group went out, I was thinking about a problem. It's an era of networking. Manager Mu's banqueting so many bosses must be for the promotion of new app.

As long as every boss calls on his employees to download the app, the number of manager Mu will be very considerable. I only get a few small fish and shrimps in a busy day. His success on the net is at least half a month, which means that I don't have as much as him this time tonight.

These bosses must all start factories or large companies. If they are the owners of factories, there may be thousands of light workers in a large factory. How can I compare them.For the first time, I have a deep understanding of the word "resources" and a new understanding of this campaign. In terms of customer quality, one of my customers can support at least five of them, because all my customers are willing to join in. However, the final statistical result is not compared with quality, but with quantity. As a young man who graduated only one year, I lost in the starting line of resources.

I once again appreciate Lin Manxue's method. She is really a management marketing genius. With the help of this campaign, she selects talents on the one hand and promotes this software on the other.

The position of deputy director is just a bait. Her real purpose is to strive for the number of customers, because only grass can drive them. If it is not for the competition for the position of deputy director, who is willing to work so hard to push this matter through all the networks.

I also thought of a problem. Manager Mu must have mobilized all the relationships around him, including his family, friends, relatives, classmates and customers, to promote this app. I think manager mu, manager Tang and manager Yu are no exception.

I don't have any resources, so I can only rely on myself. At most, I can add some classmates and friends, such as Lao ban, Dawei, monkey, Ren Yifei, Yu Xi, Tao Ying, ye Yingying, Mo Han and so on. But they are half the weight of me. How many resources do they have.

Compared with the other three managers, my network is nothing to mention.

There is no doubt that I will lose this time.

In fact, I didn't hold any hope, because no matter from which angle, I have no comparability with them. One reason why I work so hard is because I'm not a man who likes to give up easily, and the other is because Lin Manxue has high hopes for me. I can't live up to her expectations. Even if I fail, I will die in the end On the way, so I have no shame on her and myself.

Mo Han and I went back to my room. Mo Han saw that I was dispirited and didn't seem happy. He held my arm and said, "Chutian, what's the matter with you?"

"Nothing. Just a little tired. "

"If you lie in bed and I give you a massage, you won't be so tired."

"Do you know that?"

"Well. I learned from my dad. "

"No. You are tired all day. Go back to your room and have a good rest. "

"Don't be so cold that you can't see what's going on in your heart," he said

"No