Chapter 1485

"Dinner." I said, and then I laughed with my grandmother.

Grandma's hand full of traces of years touched my head, gently rubbed, word by word: "OK, have a rest."

okay? Rest, as soon as you open your eyes, the scene of just sunset has been replaced by the waning moon, stars and deep night. I yawned a lot and said: it's time to rest.

Lying on the bed, lying on Grandma's leg, listening to her story, she was sleepy with a smile. Her eyelids were fighting. In a trance, grandma sighed and said, "go back, don't come back here. It doesn't belong to you. "

"It doesn't belong to me," I repeated the meaningless words and fell asleep.

What is this place? It's dark, but my body is shining strangely, illuminating less than one meter. Here, I have no sense of security, I can't see the things around me clearly, I can't feel warm or cold, I have no relatives or friends, I have only myself, who will attract dangerous things. So lonely“ There was a sound behind him and he turned his head abruptly.

"It's you." Xiang Xueman can't feel good about the woman who left without permission and found her boyfriend. She is surprised and angry.

Tong Haiyue takes back her hand awkwardly, with a stiff smile mixed with a little helplessness and guilt, hanging on her face, even more tired.

"What are you doing here?" Xiang Xueman no longer looks at Tong Haiyue and asks with heartache. After all, it is the person who once loved, the unhealed wound is torn again, and the blood can't be restrained.

"Come and see the shadow." Tong Haiyue still calls Li Yishui as usual, although Li Yishui once ignored her on Pei Xi's son's full moon wine.

Beat off Tong Haiyue's outstretched hand to Xueman and coldly say: "you don't deserve to call her Yinger. I don't deserve to be here to see her. "

Tong Haiyue's eyes are red and swollen. Xiang Xueman doesn't fail to notice, but the woman in front of her is not the one who will love her, but a little woman who abandons her dignity, gives up her rights and betrays her sisters and teachers for a man. I can't be moved any more.

"It's you." I turned around and saw a familiar face. It was my own face.

She smiles, gentle, happy smile said: "want to stay?"

I shook my head and answered firmly, "No."

"Why?" She tilted her head and asked, "before, didn't you want to be alone for a while?"

"Yes, I like to be alone. I like to be quiet, but I'm definitely not in such a place." What I like is the night. It's a quiet night with stars and the sound of trees breathing. It's not a place that is as quiet as death and without a sense of security. It doesn't give me any sense of belonging.

She lowered her head and began to laugh. The piercing laughter filled the darkness. She cried, "but I'm lonely. I want you to stay here, to feel my suffering, to experience my pain, to understand my heart."

"No way." Somehow, I was as like as two peas in the face. I felt that I was facing another stranger.

"What is impossible? Why? " She's hysterical. She's a little crazy.

I stepped back and said word by word, "I'm not you. Even if I get into such a predicament, I will feel totally different from you. Therefore, I won't really understand you."