On this sunny day, I received a good news.

My little sister, with her practical actions, has proved to the world that she is a qualified and proud descendant of the dragon. In the face of alien evil, for the sake of the safety of the 16 compatriots, she endured humiliation, and did not hesitate to commit herself to the leader of the gangster. After fighting bravely with great wisdom, she successfully escaped from danger with the help of Fusu and other warriors.

There are not a few of the 16 hostages besides her.

Unfortunately, I couldn't be there, proud of my sister, cheering, even worshiping her.

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On a certain day of a certain year, today's Monday, the south wind is three to four. The whole Qingshan city is full of joyful scenes.

Maybe it's a bit empty, but it's true in Castle Peak Hotel.

Many, many people have been gathering in the hotel parking lot since 6:30 in the morning, looking forward to their hero, my dear little sister, arriving early.

To tell you the truth, I have a great sense of loss at this moment, so no matter where I went before, I was the leading role of the public attention, but today's absolute leading role can only be Tong Tong.

I was lost and jealous of her.

What's more, I can't say I'm happy.

Today belongs to Tong Tong, and her brilliance surpasses all the people on the scene.

I left quietly in loss and jealousy.

Just because, I'm afraid I can't control it, I rushed to the rostrum, grabbed her neck and yelled, little boy, are you proud? Thanks to my new sister, I'm a woman. If I'm a man, I have to deal with you on the spot.

Ha ha, I have such feeling and idea, isn't it ridiculous?

I can't help it. I'm a woman.

Women, shouldn't they?

I can't stand the pressure of a good sister. I can only gnash my teeth in secret

——

It's fine today, Friday.

People always say that in a good day, the mood will be good, will encounter good things.

But what happened to me today?

I took the medicine wine by mistake, and was pressed on the sofa by a duck. From ten o'clock in the evening, I worked hard until early in the morning, and the bottom was swollen

When I woke up, I was furious.

I swear, I'll find him, kill him, and break him to pieces!

But why, when I am lying on the bed full of pain, staring at the ceiling with wide eyes and gnashing my teeth, how can I always be attacked by bursts of palpitations, to miss the sour taste to the bone?

Is it true that I'm a bitch, and I still hope to be trampled on by that duck after being hit hard?

I'm scared.

Who can save me from this irresistible pain?

——

today!

Today, Tong Tong told me that the scum who greatly defiled my new sister was her little nephew and fiance!

God, people, please allow me to be rude.

I will shout three times to this day, to this place, to this man, to this God, ghost and demon, grass, grass, grass!

I don't know what to do.

How could the scum who defiled my innocence be my best little sister's fiance?

How can I kill him?

That's my sister's fiancee.

But he actually galloped me!

Grass, grass, grass!

Kill him or not?

God, tell me, what should I do?

Pain, loss, deep sorrow.

——

Today is another sunny day.

I find that I especially hate good days now.

What's more, I was very happy when Li Renzha asked me and Tong Tong to go south with him.

Who knows, I already know that the two of them are made in heaven. I'll go with them. They're a super big light bulb, but I'm still very happy.

I like to be with him.

But I never dare to think about why I like to be with Li Renzha.

Maybe Zhang Ailing's words can solve my doubts. Men conquer women through Yin and Tao

I may have been conquered by him.

But I dare not show it, because Li Renzha is my best sister's fiance, my brother-in-law, I am his sister, his sister-in-law, how can I get along with my brother-in-law?

I'm even more afraid that Tong Tong will find that I may be conquered by him. I dream of being driven by him.

This kind of feeling that we have to hide our true thoughts in depth is so painful that we can't describe it.

One side is the best sister, the other side is the knight I need to worship, I can only want the same.

To choose a knight is to betray a child.

Choose Tong Tong, but betray myself.

Is it betraying Tong Tong or betraying yourself?

This question is more difficult to choose than when a man is questioned by his girlfriend, she and her mother-in-law fall into the river, and who should a man save first.

Naturally, it's more painful.

Fortunately, Li Renzha used his stupid action to let me make a choice!

He actually put my head in the water in front of Tong Tong's face to drown me.

Because he thought that I had ruined his cooperation with the elf impression.

How can I do that?

I'm Tong Tong's brotherly sister. He's the knight I'm eager to ride. No matter how heartless I am, I can't destroy his career.

That's what he thought. He wanted to drown me.

At that moment, I saw Fengdu city at the end of huangquan Road, the gate of death, the flowers blooming on both sides... I knew that I was going to die, drowned by my knight.

Here comes Tong Tong.

My best sister, save me.

At the moment when I was hugged by Tong Tong, no one knew that my view of love had changed.

I may still love men, but I've also started to love women.

After I came back, I thought for a long time, and I was afraid for a long time. After all, I found that I suddenly like women, and I knew that it was a kind of morbid, and there was a problem with my sexual orientation.

I want to change myself, I have to.

I, Helan Xiaoxin, am a standard proud woman. I can only have my own Knight - but I like women. What's the matter?

Night, already very deep.

Tong Tong and Li Renzha didn't come back.

When I think of the two of them together and I'm alone in an empty room, I'm crazy about destroying the whole world.

This kind of indescribable madness completely destroyed me and made me walk slowly into the children's bedroom.

My tears are flowing, my hands are shaking, but I finally picked up Tong Tong's black silk, curled up on her bed, closed my eyes and enjoyed the scene of hugging her and dying. From it, I got the feeling that it was more sour than being driven by a man.

I understand. I'm done.

I've fallen.

I'm not a pure Helan Xiaoxin anymore. I've become a slut full of men, women and prostitutes!

I cried for a long time, the day is bright, tears are still flowing.

——

How many days have I not had a good sleep?

These nights, I have been reflecting on myself, how can I get rid of this unhealthy obsession.

I don't want to, don't, don't want to hold her in my arms when I see Tong Tong, trample, crush and stuff her into my body.

I've increased the weight of drugs!

I hope this white devil can make me only like men. Well, don't hide in the quilt every night, holding children's black silk, doing the ugly thing of crying and groaning.

I have to change myself and try to give all my love to a man first. I hope his crazy male behavior can change my abnormal sexual orientation.

Who are you looking for?

Who else can I talk to besides Li Renzha?

Who else can I find?

I, Helan Xiaoxin, am not a slut with a pair of jade arms and a thousand pillows and two petals of vermilion lips. I am not a slut that any man can ride.

However, Tong Tong certainly does not want to.

No matter how good the sisterhood relationship is, it's not better to dedicate her man to share, even though she once said that we two women serve together as a husband.

That's a joke. That's bullshit.

Really think, new sister, I can't see the little girl's eyes staring at me sometimes?

But I don't have any other choice. As I have said for a long time, I'm not the best person. Since I've been driven by Li Renzha, the only man I can trust to turn me into a normal person is him.

I'd rather be with Tong Tong!

I'd rather be a little girl for Li Renzha!

So, I have to take him to the south.

I hope he can make me a normal woman during my trip to southern Xinjiang.

As long as I can become a normal woman, I will plead guilty to Tong Tong when I come back.

——

Waiting is painful.

Time, why so slow, not to the date of the trip to southern Xinjiang?

Harm me, gritting my teeth, risking my life, once again increase the amount of white powder.

But the White Devil didn't give me what I wanted.

It's just more cruel and takes away... My right to be a mother.

I just went to work this morning, and I was extremely nauseous and vomiting.

I thought I might be pregnant.

After all, that night, I was ridden by Li Renzha for a long time. Many times, it filled me up.

I am hesitating, but also secretly happy.

Before, I never intended to be a mother.

But when I may be a mother, I feel that I am a normal woman.

It's not a long time.

After the results of the hospital examination came out, I knew that I had been abandoned by the whole world.

Ha ha, just when I was so sad, I overheard my dear child call President Lu and ask him to help me forge a case for Li Renzha, so I refused my visit to southern Xinjiang.

Tong Tong, why are you so cruel?

Your man made me psychopathic, made me increase drugs to resist, but lost the qualification to be a mother... But you didn't care, just racked your brains, and didn't allow me to get close to Li Renzha.

Tong Tong, you only guard against me. Why don't you guard against other women?

Do you know that Sui Yue Yue, who was expelled from kaihuang group by you, is your fiance's thirteen milk.

You should not forget the fact that your man was a red card duck in Jindi club!

He rode so many women, why don't you care?

But alone, take care of me!

For what?

I, Helan Xiaoxin, am your best sister.

In order to help you, I dug out my heart to show you!

what about you?

Still cold to me, ignore.

I hate you.

Honey, I'm dead to you!

I want to kill you and dominate Li Nanfang.

But... No.

I bowed my head dejectedly, tears dripping on the letter paper, listening to the cry in my heart, Tong Tong is your best sister, her fiance is your real man, how can you poison her because she prevents you?

Kill, but not kill.

Who can I tell if I don't kill you?

Tong Tong, tell the new sister, what should I do?

Tears are still flowing, wet the paper.

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After seeing the last word, Yue Zitong put five fingers of his trembling right hand on his diary and stroked the tears.