Chapter 155 - She Felt Lost

No one knew for how long Cathy and Felicia sat on the sofa on the third floor. Felicia also explained the dilemma she faces. She loved Benjamin very much and could never understand why her parents were always against her feeling. Not only Benjamin, but her parents didn't like her to be good friends with Vincent either.

All members of LS hate Vincent and marked Benjamin as their enemy. As a woman, Felicia wanted to let go of her identity and wished to stay by Benjamin's side even though her parents disapprove of her. Besides, she didn't want to get involved in Paxton's feud with LS.

Unfortunately, Benjamin did not share the same feelings as her, and she did not want to upset her parents. Her aging father was waiting for her to take over not as the company's executive but as C core's team leader.

In the end, Felicia was more obedient to her parents and began to learn to be a good leader.

"Why are you telling me all this?" asked Cathy after Felicia confided in her.

"As the successor to team leader C, I hope you can forget about Vincent and accept the fact that you are Chloeny Paxton's daughter. Even if you are not the heiress to the main throne, you are still her daughter. You cannot act or choose a life partner as your wish, let alone toward the one who caused Chloe's death. You can't and shouldn't be together. Right now, all the core team members are waiting for you to find the activation key to revive Stealth. You must fulfill your destiny as an heiress to the legacy."

Cathy's heartfelt heavy to hear that. Even Felicia also told her to forget about Vincent. She had thought Felicia would ask her to hang on by saying Vincent would come back to her because she was his number seven. But now Felicia told her to forget about him? Cathy felt very confused. She didn't know what to do as if she had hit a dead end and lost.

"So... I have to forget about it all? I don't have to wait for him anymore?"

"I'm not done talking," said Felicia. "Even though I said all of that, but as a friend, I sincerely wish you happiness. I don't want you to part with those lame excuses because you weren't meant to be together or something. But, if you doubt your own feelings, I change my mind. If you don't really- really love him, you better stop. I don't want Vincent to be hurt because of your half-hearted feelings."

Cathy looked at Felicia with a hurt look. She felt accused, but she also felt that what she said was not entirely wrong. She herself didn't know whether she could accept Vincent back to her side or not.

"Do you know what the number seven means to Vincent?"

Cathy was silent and listened to Felicia's explanation about the number seven which had made her curious.

The number seven was the number of colors in the rainbow, a favorite natural phenomenon of the whole Regnz family.

There were already six women who occupy each color of the rainbow in Vincent's heart. And after meeting many women over a dozen years, nothing had succeeded in getting Vincent to put a woman in the seventh color.

'The person who will become number seven is the one who can make me feel perfect when she is by my side.' that's what Vincent told Felicia a dozen years ago. The number seven was the perfect number for Vincent. Vincent hoped to find a woman who can fill his heart and mind for seven days a week and in the weeks that follow.

Felicia found herself in one of the first six colors when she graduated from college eleven years ago. From that moment on she knew, she could never monopolize Vincent's heart. Because of that, she gave up and considered Vincent as a friend.

"It's not easy to find someone who can occupy that position. Since Vincent has already chosen you, he will definitely come back. He has a reason why he should go at this time. But I want you to know, he will come back. The rest is just your own feelings. If your feelings had changed, you could stop waiting. And you can say it to him when he meets you. He will understand."

Cathy wonders if she can do it. Could she stop waiting for him, as Felicia suggested? Cathy felt that if she stopped waiting, maybe she could forget about Vincent completely. If she succeeds in forgetting the man, she would think that her life will feel lighter and slowly she will be cheerful again like before she met Vincent.

It's just that she felt like something is missing if she forgets Vincent. Cathy felt a hole in her, and he did not know what object had disappeared, causing the hole.

Cathy didn't know what to do. She thought sadly about all the words that Felicia had said. Even when she arrived at her house, she couldn't find a way out.

In the room, Cathy laid facing the ceiling of her room, sighing heavily. Cathy has never met her birth mother, nor has she ever seen Chloe and Vincent's relationship firsthand.

At this time, all she knew was that both her twin and all of LS blame and hate Vincent. As for Vincent's family, although she had never seen their reaction when they found out that she was Chloe's daughter, Cathy was pretty sure they would hate her too.

Several months ago, she met Vanessa and Abigail by accident. Cathy tried to greet her out of courtesy, but Vanessa did not reply and looked away hastily.

At that time, she did not know whether Vanessa did not see her or pretended not to see her. If the woman pretended not to see her, it meant that Vincent's entire family would have known about her mother and were now avoiding her.

Therefore, even though she wanted to visit Blue Rosemary, she didn't dare. She was afraid of the look or attitude she would receive. She felt that she was no longer a part of her lover's life. She even felt that her memories when Vincent confessed her feelings by the lake were just a dream.

The sweet dreams for a moment like she had in some occasion nights, and when she woke up.... those sweet dreams vanished into nothing.