142 Vol 3 : Ch 142 - How much Tae love her?

Early morning, one of them wake up earlier than the time of his waking up schedule and instead of waking up, he just open his eyes while adorably looking to his love sleeping on his arms while hugging him. Tae is talking to himself while Rei is still sleeping with a lovable and smiling expression on her face.

"How lucky I am to have you Rei? You're a real beauty and almost perfect if you're not an oblivious in terms of relationship but that's enough for me by having you at my side and being you as my girlfriend is my greatest achievement especially if you will be officially become Mrs. Jun. I don't know if one year of dating is enough for me because right now I want to marry you but being me as your first boyfriend, I want you to experience on how's dating going on. For me your not my first girlfriend but you're the only woman I want to be my Mrs. Jun. During our relationship, I will open up about my experiences so that you will fully understand me and I also want to know your experiences so that I will fully understand you. Whatever it is, I will love you of who you are and what are you and it applies to me. Knowing that I'm your first boyfriend, I'm really happy and glad that whatever your first time is with me but sometimes I become upset because you're not my first girlfriend and why did I hurriedly entering into a relationship that I was not assure about my future but luckily I didn't do anything to my ex girlfriends and I assure you that my first will be yours my Rei. You're not my first kiss, you're not my first hug, you're not my first girlfriend and you're not the first who shared my first holding hands with but the most important one is you own it Rei because you're my first love, you will be the one taking my virginity and you will be my future wife.

As a man being keeping his virginity is kind of awkward but it's worth it because the one I'm losing it is to the person I love the most and the most important of my life.

At first, I didn't expect that you will accept my confession because truly I didn't deserve to be yours but seeing you become upset that I look down myself, I realized that you also love me the way I love you. I can't measure how much you love me Rei but I assure you that I will give all my heart to you without any regrets because you deserve it.

Rei, as you know you already hold and own my heart without my knowledge and your knowledge because the moment you appear in here my heart already got caught by you. I never taught that by simply a glimpse of you can already dig my heart out and own by you. I'm not attract by your real beauty because the first I notice is your presence.

Being an artist, is really become a disadvantage to our relationship since we're not having a date openly and will keep our relationship hidden from the public.

At the right time, when I already heard your replied to my proposal then I will surely shout to the world that you're mine and mine only. Whatever the public or my fans attacks about us, I will fight it because you're my most important person. My fans will surely be disappointed but they will understand it someday when I will explain it to them clearly.

I never imagined that this day arrived for me to be in love dearly. Mom and Dad, now I understand why both of you willing to sacrifice something because of how much you love to each other. If someday Rei ask me to stop being an artist then without hesitation I will surely stop being an artist if she doesn't want me to become one because losing her is more painful compare to losing my passion as a singer. I know that Rei loves me, will be loyal to me, trust and respect me but whatever she want I will comply it without hesitation because I trust and love her." Tae looking to her still sleeping and continue talking to himself.

"Now Rei, you're really become a part of me and like a life to me because without you I don't know how do I live without you.

Whatever differences we have, I hope that we will talk it about and avoid misunderstanding because I don't want to be got separated by you" Tae tears slowly falling to his eyes and continue talking to himself.

"Rei, what did you do to me? How did I become so deeply in love with you? Day by day I always realize how important you are to me"

"I Love You Rei, I really, really Love You Rei. Please whatever circumstances it is don't leave me and don't let go of my hand. Please My Rei because I can't bear to live without you"

Tae silently crying to avoid Rei waking up but unknown to him, Rei only heard the last part and not the whole message for her but it's enough for her to be an emotional one because that sentence surely touch her heart.

'Geez, this idiot boyfriend of mine'