Chapter 3783

Of course, I know what my father asked me. I gave a bitter smile in my heart. Then I shook my head at my father and said, "it's OK. Don't worry about it."

"I don't want to worry about your appearance." My dad said.

"I didn't show anything, did I?"

"I can see what's on your mind." My dad took another sip of tea.

I was stunned. I didn't know how to refute what my father said.

After all, my dad is right. I'm really in bad shape these days, otherwise I would not have come back to Phoenix Village.

My cousin asked me to go back to Fenghuang village, just to let me calm down and not to test other things?

"I don't advise you anything." My dad said again.

"In fact, to put it bluntly, there's nothing to persuade. After all, it's your own business. It's your own choice."

Hearing my father's words, I laughed bitterly again.

It's really my own choice. It seems that other people's advice has no effect, and I may not be able to listen to it.

My cousin gave me enough enlightenment, but now I often think of what happened before, and my heart is still full of pain.

You know, in the past when I was confused, not to mention my cousin advised me, I just need to think that my cousin is by my side, I can figure out a lot of things myself.

This time it's different. I can really figure out a lot of things, but that's not the reason why I won't blame myself.

I hurt Jiang Qingqing. It's not my intention. Naturally, it's impossible for me to hope that I would do such a thing, but I did. It's a fact that no one can deny.

"I know." I nodded.

"In fact, I can understand a lot of things, and that's why I feel more guilty. Maybe this is the most regretful thing I've ever done in my life? no It's not the thing I regret the most. What I regret the most is that I was not by my mother's side when she died. If I had been by her side, I would have found out the person behind it by now. "

"If you had been by your mother's side, you would have died, too." My dad glanced at me and said.

"Is it?" I laughed.

"Maybe, but at that time I really wanted to die."

My mother and I have a good relationship since childhood. Everything I know is taught by my mother. My mother is the first tutor in my life. I always feel grateful to my mother in my heart. Unfortunately, I didn't express this gratitude.

At that time, where can I think of, my gratitude can never be expressed?

Every time I think about this place, my heart aches to death.

Some people say that time can make people forget everything, in my opinion, this sentence is completely Farting!

Eight years!

I've lost my mother for eight years, and every year I feel even more painful because of it, especially after I know the truth of some things in those years.

I'm afraid in my opinion, this matter can't be forgotten in my heart with the passage of time, can it?

What about Jiang Qingqing?

I hurt Jiang Qingqing. Can it make me forget what I have done because of time? Or can I let it go?

Even if I can let go, I'm afraid I was not me at that time, right?

"If you die, all your mother's efforts in those years will be in vain. Would you like to see this happen?" My dad looked at me again and said.

My mouth slightly opened, as my father said, if I also died, that is the biggest unfilial to my mother, right?

My mom can't want me to die like this. She wants to see me get ahead.

My father looked at me again, took a sip of the tea cup in front of him, and said to me, "how's the girl in the Jiang family now?"

"Nothing serious." I turned my head and looked at my dad in front of me.

"In that case, there's nothing to think about." My dad said.

"It's a lucky thing that you haven't completely caused a catastrophe, is it?"

"But It doesn't stop me from blaming myself. "

"What about remorse?" My dad said again.

"In one's life, who hasn't done several things that make one feel regret? No one's life can be perfect, perfect that is not life. In other words, only leaving regrets is the most perfect life, understand? "

I looked at my father in front of me in a daze. I didn't think my father would tell me such a truth.

"Dad, then Have you ever done anything that makes you feel sorry? " I thought about it, then asked my father.

My father looked at me and then replied, "of course, there are many."

"What's the most regrettable thing you've ever done?" I asked again."What else?" My father refilled his cup.

"I regret as much as you do. If I could have been with your mother eight years ago, none of this would have happened."

I sighed a little. In fact, I can guess the answer, but I never heard it in my father's mouth.

"Dad, I always have a question." I thought about it, and then I spoke to my father again.

"You ask."

"Eight years ago, when my mother died, where on earth were you?" I asked the questions I always wanted to ask.

This question has been pressing in my heart for a long time. Ever since I heard of my mother's death, I always wanted to ask my father where he went and why he didn't accompany my mother?

But at that time, my father just came back to see my mother's tombstone, didn't say a word, and then left again.

At that time, I really hated him. At that time, I thought that my father was not callous, but callous! cold-blooded!

My wife, who had been with me for so many years, died. She just came back to have a look and then continued to leave. At that time, I thought my mother had no place in my father's heart. Therefore, I hated my father for several years. During this period, I didn't talk to him much even during the new year.

However, after I gradually understood these things, I realized that my father was also extremely angry at that time. He didn't want to speak because he was worried that he would be carried away by anger.

My father left directly to look for the backstage. This search has been going on for several years, and he hasn't given up until now.

Although I understand these things, I still want to know where my father went at that time.

No doubt, if my father was with my mother at that time, how could my mother die?

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