Chapter 3751

Only when I opened my eyes did I find that I was already in bed.

Have I gone home yet?

Is what just happened a dream for me?

I wiped the cold sweat on my forehead, as if I thought of something. At this time, I suddenly looked at my right hand in a daze.

If what happened just now is a dream, then Is it a dream that I hurt Jiang Qingqing?

I think it's just a dream, a dream that makes me false.

But in my mind, I clearly remember Jiang Qingqing's pale face and her abdominal bleeding wound.

This is not a dream!

This is the real thing that happened! I really hurt Jiang Qingqing!

I promised Jiang Qingqing that I would not hurt her. What's wrong with me? Why would I do that?

How is Jiang Qingqing now? She was stabbed by me. I'm afraid Jiang Qingqing is very sad now, isn't she?

Think of here, I can't help a nose acid suddenly, then hold quilt to cry bitterly.

I had never thought that one day I would cry so bitterly.

I also want to hold back. After all, I'm not a person who likes to cry all the time. I can even count the number of times I cry with one hand when I grow up.

However, now I can't control it. For my daughter, I hurt the woman I love the most and don't want to hurt the most. Is this God's teasing me?

At this time, I don't know what to think about. Thinking about the expression and eyes that Jiang Qingqing might have when she meets her in the future, my heart aches again.

I don't know how long it took for me to stop crying.

Maybe I can cry like this when I'm alone? Can I cry like this in front of people? I probably don't understand that myself.

Looking at my right hand, which was stained with blood before, but now I don't know who washed it clean, my heart is a feeling of hatred.

Why is that?

Why is there such a result?

Is it because of the anger that my cousin has been worried about? But even so, I would not have been unaware of anything at that time!

I haven't been able to recall how I started with Jiang Qingqing. At that time, I was just like sleeping in the past, without any memory. Is this also the side effect of that state?

Thinking of this, I fell into deep fear.

If every time I have such a state that I can't control, I don't know what I'm doing, and I do all the things I can't imagine, how terrible would I be?

I hurt Jiang Qingqing this time. What about next time? Next time?

One day, will I do the same to my cousin?

I dare not think about it any more, the result makes me feel extremely scared!

If I can't do anything, wouldn't it hurt anyone even if I was in such a state?

With that in mind, the hatred in my eyes as I looked at my right hand became more and more intense.

I suddenly raised my head and looked at the vase on the bedside table. Then I stretched out my left hand and held the vase in my hand. I raised it high and was about to hit it on my right wrist.

Bang!

When I lifted the vase, it burst out in the air.

Debris spilled on my bed, which made me stunned. I turned my head to see that master Ku was standing at the door.

It seems that the person who prevented me from self mutilation should be master Ku.

Master Ku, with both hands on his back, just looked at me and did not speak. There was no expression on his face. I didn't know what master Ku was thinking at this time.

"Master." I swallowed my saliva and said to master Ku.

Although I don't feel like talking now, I still have to say hello to master Ku out of politeness.

Master Ku seemed to see that I was in a bad mood at this time. He nodded slightly, went to me and looked at me. Then he said, "it's just a cowardly thing to hurt myself."

Cowardly?

I laughed miserably. At this time, I really want to completely discard my useless right hand.

"It's better than hurting people, isn't it?" I stupidly open a way.

"Everyone knows that's not what you want." Master Ku said, I don't know if master Ku said this to comfort me.

"Does everyone know?" I looked at master Ku.

"Maybe Jiang Qingqing doesn't think so, and I did fight her. ha-ha! The funny thing is that before I took her, I vowed that I would not hurt her. Now what I said is empty talk? "

"That's not your fault, is it?" Master Ku said again."You didn't know what you were doing. That's why you started on her. Moreover, it's predestined. "

"Doomed? What destiny? Is it destined that I will attack Jiang Qingqing? " I turned to look at master Ku and asked.

Master Ku looked at me, sighed and said, "Zhang Cheng, do you remember the dream you had before?"

"Dream?" I was stunned.

"Which dream?"

I have had many dreams. I really don't know which one master Ku said.

"Your dream with Jiang Qingqing." Master Ku replied.

"In my dream, you killed Jiang Qingqing for your daughter."

When I heard master Ku's words, my face changed greatly. It was like a flash of lightning in my head.

Yes!

I did have such a dream. At that time, I went to find monk Gudeng to solve the dream. I felt confused about what monk Gudeng said. I thought that monk Gudeng was fooling me.

Wait! This dream Why so familiar?

To kill Jiang Qingqing for her daughter?

This Isn't that what just happened? That dream Is that a sign?

"Why? Why is it linked to dreams? " I murmured.

"I said, it's all doomed." Master Ku looked at me and sighed again.

Is it all doomed? Is it predestined that I hurt Jiang Qingqing?

How can there be so many doomed things in the world?

But what happened?

just happened as like as two peas in the dream I had done before. Is this what we mean by the so-called "dream"?

"But Why didn't anyone tell me? Why don't you tell me? " I suddenly looked up at master Ku and said.

"It can't be stopped by anyone who tells you, besides No one can guess how everything is going Master Ku replied.

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